Monday, February 28, 2005

haixx
today lei
so fast get back results le
maths i only get 37.5/40
haixxx
to me not good enuf
me actually tot me get 39 de
haixx
so sad.
but nvm lahs
gonna do harder next time
mid year
just u all wait..
first period jiu malay
cher actually wanted to tell us de marks de
but den
dunno y
she nv
haixxx
wait till wed
scared scared scared!!!
den after tat
is bio
we get back bio test
not common test u noe
class test -_-"
WAH LIAO
how long liao??
now den give
wat sia
haixx
dis one only got 35.5/50
n got a good dere -_-"
he put one
hahahha
so quite ok lah
cos bio
me dun care de
keke.
den after jiu history le
haix
i hate it man
everytime give paper do.
but den
just now nv lah
haha
den hor
actually going on with a new chapter
den
de powerpoint
cannot lei
den blank
haixxx
den she dunno go where
she come back le jiu we saw her bring in
the common test paper
den i scared scared
i scared fail!!!!!
but lucky didnt.
but wasnt happy with my marks either.
haixxx
only got 14/22 lei
haixx.
got one stupid question
i go see wrongly lei
hostile is unfriendly mah
den i go tot is friendly lei
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i ccan get higher lei!!!
wah LAO!!!!!
nvm
haixx
sian
next is maths
cher say if want to see our marks
after lesson see her
she will show.
i saw
i got 37.5/40
quite ok lah. keke.
i mentioned dis alr.
so dun need say le.
den is recess le.
recess ok lah
hayati hor
she hor
she *** *** ***
wahahahahahha
ur guess
LOL
den after recess
jiu eng le
eng hor
de miss chew
she let us listen to dunno wat music
sooo funny
i dun dare luff loudly
later i kena say again
-_-"
hmp!
but overall i tink de song is ok
lol
next is a-maths le
wahhhhhhh
3 periods lei
but cher was late
i dunno y
keke.
den after tat is chem
the mrs chew
she come in
jiu hold the yellow colour paper
we jiu noe is common test de
haixxx
she say
no failures
but den
haixxxxx
i tink i bottom 5 or 6 lei
haixx
cher give out the paper in terms of highest to lowest..
i wait n wait for my paper
haixxx
sian
i only got 30.5/50
sad
b4 lei
haixxxxx
chem lei
haix haix
sian

den after sch jiu i want to eat
den eat le
go take photo
hatinah want to take.
den after tat jiu go westmall le
ermx
walk walk lor
i buy the creamy cheese at the jolibean
nice nice
haha
i actually say "cheezy cheese"
so paiseh
den hayati luff
-_-"
ppl make mistakes rite.

den after tat go NTUC
me buy the ovaltines cos long time nv buy le
hahahahha
den raining sia
lucky not tat heavy
i go home jiu rest den go out
take my bro from sch
keke.
den raining also
but only a lil bit
den go home le
hahahhahha

i scared scared
tml sure get physics
haixxx
sian de lor
den maybe get bio lei?
haixxxxxxxx
i scared
i tink my malay get on wed
den maybe eng is tml/wed/thurs
cos miss chew say is by tat
i hope i can pass all.
may god bless me.
keke.

n today is o levels result.
i hope all passed
*PRAY V haRD*
especially those i noe ones
hope dey can pass
n go to the jc/poly dey want.
keke.
~`' GoOd lUCk '`~

den hor
one more thing
just now hor
one person rite
V happy hor.
Hor jian shen???
keke.
k lah.
me tired le.
this one long entry
hahahahah
read arh
u dun read i box u arh
=X

Sunday, February 27, 2005

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i saw taufik
n shook hands with him!!!
whahahahahah
ur out dere..
dun jealous hor.
keke..
he shoooooooo handsome!!!
hahahahahahahaha
really..
me wanted to hug him
but nv
hahahahahah
just shook hands
wahahahahahahahah
so CUTE
LOL
ermx
anyways
just now
like want to faint like tat
the fans all so many
hahahha
cheer cheer cheer
can go deaf sia
whahahahahahha
but nvm lah

ermx
i wanna do hmwk le
soooo many
hope i pass my common tests bah
wish me luck ;)

and and and
one last time
taufik batisah is cute you noe.
REALLY
if ya dun tink so,
i'm gonna slap ur face.
LOL

-end-
-i lub you guys-
-keke-
-wish me gud luck!-

Saturday, February 26, 2005

well
these few days
didnt update tat detailed
so here i am
making it up
so listen hard ok?

on wednesday,
it was social studies n eng paper 1
i tink i'm gonna flunk it.
like
haixxxx.
ma eng not tat good
the ms chew said bad
haixxx.
den
the social studies
dun say le
i just write wat came to my mind
hu might noes
i might get a one digit results
haixxx
y liddat
i hate it
after tat
went home
den go study for the 3 tests
which is on thursday
wah liao.
3 lei
so many rite..
haixx
didnt study bio dat much
needed to study my chem n mt
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone just kill me pliz
i'm gonna flunk all these tests
ok

on thursday,
it was mt paper first
so pathetic
i'm the only one doing the malay paper
wth.
den
the invigilator
is mr siddiq
[ is tat how u spell the name? ]
hahahahahahah
me n chang sheng keep laughing.
keke.
then after malay
was chemistry
haixxxx
the balancing equation alr i get wrong.
wtf.
confirm fail le
haixxxxxxxxxx
-someone help me-
den
was bio
hardddddddddd sia
confirm fail arh
haixxxxxxxxxx
sian.
ermx
after this
maybe can enjoy
cos
the next day
is maths n physics
maths i alr learn
so no fear
muahahahhahahaha
den i play play abit
den went home
study physics.

then on fri,
was physics paper first
the mr low keep toking
so loud sia
make me cant concentrate sia
wah liao
haix
this one sure one digit results also
then was maths
maths was easy
i tink
but i got some wrong alr
haix
dere goes my marks
stupid...

after this
so siannnnnnnnnnn
arhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dun wanna go to sch next week
haixxxxxx

den today
went to ermx
where arh
oh yah
went to causeway point first
den took photo
muahahhahha
nice nice
den after tat
went to jurong east
wat the fuck sia
the KFC no eletric
wah liao
den me n yati went to eat outside
muahhahahahha
den go to ermx
IMM
ermx
tml
i go dere
kekekke
see someone
wahahahhahaha
ur should noe..
LOL

feel so tired nowadays
dunno y.
haixxx
someone just kill me
i need SERIOUS help
pliz
arghhhhhhhh
wat a fucking life i'm leading.
haixxx

n to pamela.
MINE MINE MINE monkey
wahahahhahahah
n to jianshen
no sad sad le
must happy happy
still got ppl ard u concern abt u de
really
like eg.. ME ME ME
whahahahhaha
n many many more
n to joanne
dun sad sad le.
must happy happy also.
ur laugh sure can make ppl luff de
=)
so must happy happy
keke.

well
to end this.
let me write smthing
which ur may think its touching
or maybe not.

LOVE isnt how you forget
but how you forgive
not how you listen
but how you understand
not what you see
but what you listen
and not how you let go
but how u hold on


i tink tats the meaning of true love.
now i understand.
but
lets hope
i meet one soon.
not now maybe.
cos wanna concentrate on studies.
yeap.
still young.
wahahahahha.
someone just slap me hard to wake me up
cmon.
NO
dun slap me.
you come near me.
i'm gonna kick your ass.
waahahahahahaha.
:-)

Friday, February 25, 2005

arhhhhhhhhhh
i'm gonna fail
haix
i'm gonna die
i scared lei
next week get back exams papers le
haixxxx

ok anyways
i change blogskin le..
NICE MAH???
hhahhahahahhaha
cute rite.. keke..
thx thx
hahhahahahha

eh
anyways
i lazy wan update
keke
OH YAH
i just now saw TAUFIK
kekeke..
hahahhahahahha
but he look diff
hahahahahhahaha
ermx
ok lah
wanna slp le.
ahahahha
gud nitez

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

sian
sian
sian
sian
sian

ARHHHHHHHHHHHH
common tests
common tests
common tests
ARHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm gonna die...
haixx..
y liddat..
ahhhhhhh
i wanna drop bio
arhhhhhh
i hate it...
tml is chemistry,bio n malay
haixxxxxx
3 tests
so many

just now
yati came my house
i teach her maths
wahahahhah
den
we hungry
den cook the seaweed chicken
n nuggets
n hotdogs
whahahahahha
all she cook
except for the hotdogs
tat i cook
whahahahahahhahaha
sooo funny
i throw the chicken inside den run away sia
keke.
anyways
it was so delicious
hahahahaha

haixxxx
y so sian
i'm gonna fail all these tests
haixxxx....
T_T
someone just help me
arhhhhhhh
hopw i pass bah..
haixxx..
well
no mood wanna post
need study
byebye

-CuTiE MonkEY-

Monday, February 21, 2005

oh ya..
i forgot to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE
kekeke
my mummy
whahahahahhahha
happy bday to u
happy bday to u
happy bday to jasmine
happy bday to u
may all ur wishes come true
kekeke.... smile always..
hahahhahaha
today
very sad de lor
haixxxx
no mood le lah
today
mrs wong says
i failed my a-maths
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haix
i fail!!
i fail!!
i'm so dissappointed in myself..
haix.. cant win jiaxin le.. keke...
hope e-maths i can pass bah
haixx
y liddat

k
i tell ur smthing
nowadays rite
i like
ermx
sometimes
duwan to tok
not tat i duwan to tok to u lah
is tat
i like
lazy to tok u can say
like each time i wanna tok
i wont be in the mood
like how weird is tat
so if i dun tok to ur
just understand bah
haixx

feel so sian
feel damn stress
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone just kill me
keke
WAIT
i duwan to die
hahahahahahhah
so dun kill me first
kill him
den
in the end
den kill me
wahahahahahhahah
anyways
3e1 so stress..

n its like common test is this wed!!!!!!!!
can u like believe tat
its like so fast
ohno
my pocket's money been spent
how???
on tat satupid chem 10 year series
wtf sia
arhhhhhhhhhh
give me back
i wan my money back
f*** lah..

arhhhhhhhhhh
damn tired
dun feel like chatting in msn as well
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
wats wrong with me
like haix
so sian...
-dead-

Saturday, February 19, 2005

today lei
i must wake up early
go sch
-_-"
for the stupid maths olympiad
wah liao
hahahahahha
but kinda fun lah
the teacher or i mean visitor
sooooooooo funny
he cant erase them
he ask ppl erase
n i kena -_-"
hahahahhah nvm lah
n i erased it sooo easily..
LOL
den
i go home
hahahahahahha
den
go out
with hayati
go buy mummy's present..
hehhehehehhe
HAPPY BDAY TO MUMMY
wahahhahahahahha
den
ermx
i stil tired
but go online
hahahahhahaha
ermx
today
is my ah gong 40th death anniversarry
haixxxxxxx
i missshhhhhh him
:(
COME BACK :'(
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Friday, February 18, 2005

today arh
today got maths test
when got the test
i tot i couldnt do it
but
it was okie
i manage to do it
just hope i got my target mark
which is above 35/40
muahahahhahha
my target is high rite?
hahahha
nvm
i dun care
hahahhaha
pass can alr

just now
physics time v funny
changsheng copying my work
den
he didnt noe mr low behind him
den he say
"finished copying?"
hahahahhahah
dne changsheng like shock
hahahah
shoo funny
lol

tml got maths olympiad
i duwan goooooooo
no wan
wth sia
like
go there also learn nth
hahahah
tml sit with dear
:):)
hahahahhahahah
:D:D
hehehehe
mie dear dear XD
muahahhahaha

ermx
v tired
hahahha
just now hayati come mie house
wanna see her friendster
hahahahha
den i ask her accompany me go shop
mummy ask mie buy stuffie
den
ermx
i send her home
hahahahahhahah
budden
buy bubble tea
mango blended ice
=)
nice budden too sweet
but overall stil niceee
hahahahhahaha

mummy bday on monday
dunno wat to buy for her
hahaha
ermx
wat arh??
i noe le!!
hahahahahhaha
dun tell ur
hahahahha
later mummy read this
later no surprise le
lol

anyways
v tired
hahahahhaha
k lah
mie wanna go slpie
hahahhahahah
gud nitez
-muackkkzz-

Thursday, February 17, 2005

today lei
v like no mood de lor
also dunno y
sorry chang sheng
just now u call me i nv answer
i dunno y i suddenly bad mood
but ok le

just now bio v funny
teacher write down on the board "colouration"
mummy didnt noe wat it is
n i said "u write colour den u write ation"
hahahhahahah
it was like
i didnt noe i said it out loud
even mr tham luff
hahahahaha
well
at least i brought laughter to the class
rite?
make it more enjoyable to learn
haha
anyways
today
basically
tat SOMEONE
keep teasing me
hmmmp!!!!
dun care

n n n today zach v funny
hahahhahah
he was like
he roll up his pants
until like shorts like tat
really short the short
n we were like all laughing v loudly
n u noe wat he said?
"admit it.. my legs sexy rite"
hahahahahhahahah
like
so funny
hahax

sometimes
i feel
like as if i regret going 3e1
3e1 is like so hard
n just now
had a tok with lynette
she kinda feel alone also
i mean
she's the only girl from her class to go 3e1
so kelian
n she said her frens kinda change as well
well
i also regret going 3e1
but its too late to regret yah?
haixx.
its like
3e1's sooooooooo stress
n i mean damn stress
really.
no kidding.
i want to faint le..
haixxx.
well
dun worry lynette
we can make new friends
true.
den
haix
i wish it didnt hav to turn out this way
i wanna go back
i wanna go back to sec 2
i miss so many ppl
HAIXX
god help me
pliz..
haix..

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

today arh.
ermx..
is ma frens bday
got two
i sing one first
muahahhaha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELEST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

muahahahhahaha
old le
whahahahahahah
jk
hahaha
kk
ehhhh
still got another one
ermx
HAPPY BDAY TO MUHD
in case ya didnt noe hu he is
he is
**** *********
muahahahhahaha
figure it out urself lah
LOL

kk
enough of bday alr
i mean
my bday havent come
so tok abt tat some other time
hahahahah
ermx
today rite
SOMEONE
v bad
go luff at me
lucky i didnt fall
ITS OK
den
just now
i was late!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n i got the stupid red slip
n i kena detention
like wth sia
like
haix
lucky
the detention
nv kena
like
i was released
muahahhahahah
kor said smthing to mdm salbiah or mr song
n we were released
muahahahhahahahha
good good!
den i went to CCA
like its ok
n
i didnt noe
SOMEONE got bf nah
i now then noe
-_-"
wahahahhaha
nvm

ermx
today v tired
feel like slping
den
just now went to class
was holding the red slip
n showed it to miss chew
n she was like
"AISHAH, i've nv seen a red slip b4"
den i dunno wat she said
i mean
i overslept
so wat can i do abt it?
at least i went to sch
rather den nv
rite?

anyways
damn tired
i mean
haixxx
y does everyday hav to be like this
i mean
its like damn tiring
i need da rest
i need more rest
cant hold on
cant hold on any longer
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone help me

y did i go to 3e1 anyways?
tot it was gonna be OK
but
its worse than ok
i mean
3e1 is damn tiring
everyday
except friday
hav to go home at 2.15
n its like so late
i come home alr
must do this
must do tat
i mean
like think abt my feelings man!!!
i am already v tired in sch
n at home
its even stress-er
i mean
let me hav some peace man!
i m also a human rite
i need peace
i need my rest
like C'MON
haix
i wish it didnt hav to turn out this way
pliz
i beg u
c'mon
i feel like fainting alr
haix
pliz
pliz
pliz
pliz
pliz
lah.
i mean
haixx
so sian
ok
i hav to do my hmwk alr
haix
n like common test is next week alr !!!!
like
so FAST
arhhhhhhhhhhhh
-haix-
-this sux-
-i wanna faint-
-pliz-

Monday, February 14, 2005

ok
i had a good sleep
i tink i'm calm now
i tink i'm back to my normal self
i tink
i tink
i tink so
well
ermx
and one thing
i forgot to day this
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY
to everyone out day
may ur wishes all come true
n may ur be happy always...
mie lub me dear XD
muahahahhahahahha
kk continue here bah
for those of u out there
who wanna noe wat happen
here's wat happen
ermx
ok
today is valentine's day rite
ok
i did one card
for ma godsis n godbro
den
on the way
i lost it!!!!!!!!
like oh man
n i did it so nicely
arhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate myself
n its like
suppose to be a happy day
n i keep sulking
haixxxxx

in sch
she keep scolding us
like
wat did we do wrong rite?
like
its just a project
i mean
fail den fail lah
she doesnt hav to be like tat
i mean
we also hav feelings ya noe
n thx joanne for da sweeets
n hayati for de card
well
haixxxxx
basically
today not in the mood
guess i hav to do another one
haixxx
not in the mood

i got 34/50 for my chem
like wat do i care
at least i passed
wat more can i ask for
rite?

anyways
ermx
tell ya one thing
i dun like being lied to
so
if u wan to lie to me
get tat idea out of ya mind
i mean
u lie to me
cannnnn
in the end
u'll suffer
really.
i'm not denying it [like how do u spell tat?]
wateva
haixxxxxxxxx
this word
is always in my life
cant get it out of ma life

i wonder if tml i will be in the mood
haix
nah
we'll see
today
HAIXXX
a big haix there
haixxx.
i lost the thing!!!!!!!
it was like done so nicely
i hate myself
i hate myself
how careless m i
HAIXXX
i want to cryy le
:(:(:(
haixxxx
y am i so carelesss?????????
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate it
well
i guess i just hav to do another one
which is NOT SINCERE
haixxx
nah
no mood to blog
haixxxxxxxxxx
i'm blaming myself for this
haix
n to umi n izwan
well
tml i giv
k?
if cant
oh wells
haixxxxxxxx

Sunday, February 13, 2005

wah..
ur see da time..
ermx
11+
well..
this one not so early ba
hahahahhaha
didnt break ma new record
muahahahahahaha
well
i didnt follow my dad
muahahahahaha
cos i wanna do mie hmwk
LOL
so
tat SOMEONE has to tell me
if he doesnt
he has to watch out
but hor
today sian lei
i hav to do so many hmwks
still got eng
must do ermx
de change wat to wat
which is so damn pathetic
-_-"
then e-maths
ermx
cant remember wats it abt
but
muahahahahaha
i'm gonna do it
later aiight
then
a-maths
the last one i dunno
muahahahahha
dun care
tml after test gonna ask cher
den
still got wat arh
ohyah
malay
HAIXXX
i hate it
we hav to do comprehension
from da book
wah liao
i dun care
i just take everything from da txbook
muahahahahahaha
tats a good way
its true i tell u

yesh!
i'm doing cards
muaahahahahha
valentine i mean
n NOT FOR BOYS
muahahahahaa
girls
ermx
some only
cos i cant give all rite
so just some only
wahahahahaha
but kinda lazy to do it
i had done one
ONLY
hahahahhha
nvm
see first
muahahahahha

joanne
get ready to give me sweeeettttssss bah
muahahahahahhah
cos im gonna win
weeeeeeeeeeee
hahahahahahhaha
its true
muahahahahhaha
ermx
hey
how many sweets arh?
haha.
=)

tml is valentine day
wat do i care abt it rite?
its only for those
in relationships rite?
n those
ermx
to express their feelings
to those they love
muahahahahhahaha
i'm just gonna sit still
LOL
i cant do anything wat.
haha.
its true man
dun believe
ur problem.

to mie godfairy
muahahahahhaha
ermx
stay cheerful always
i dunno wat happen
but
ermx
just wanna say
dun be sad le
must be happy
like me
like this
:D
muahahahahhaha
no lah.
ermx..
dun let one bad thing
affects you
n bring ya down
i've learnt mie lesson
n now
i dun care a damn abt those baddy stuffs
just
ermx
HECK CARE
yeap
tats the word i'm looking for
hahahhahahahha

ok
i dun wanna make this a long one as well
later JIANSHEN say later his eyes will pop out
muahahahahahaha
is this long?
nvm lah
i dun care
haha.
get it?
nvm
dun get it?
nvm
HAHAHAHA.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

ermx.. today sian
cos
at nite
went to my ahma house
go ermx
wat tat thing call
i dunno wats its called in eng
muahahahhah
sry
ermx
TAT SOMEONE HOR
haixxx
ermx
there's trouble
but i dun dare to say it
haixxxx
like no one can help me with these
haixxx
wat to do???
hmmmm
i just feel like going away
as in away from singapore
to forget all these bad memories
BUT
i cant
cos
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
i'm gonna miss mie frens alot
n mie bros
n mie sisters
HAIXX
y is life so complicated
nvm..
i'll just hold on

just now v funny
i walking home
den
got one cockroach
eeeeeeeeeee
hahahahaha
kena my feet
den i run like mad
eeeeeeeeeeeee
ahahahahhahaha
i siao rite?
muahahhahaha..
-end-
well
first of all
i just wanna say
tat this entry is damn long
haha
but read it OK
make sure u read it
u dun read u kena arh
haha.
thx peeps.
n tag
remember tat.
n to chang sheng n jian shen n pamela
its AISHAH
remember tat
haha.
:P

today le.. ermx..
v tired..
ya all see the time??
this is the first time
i ever wake up
this early
on a non-schling day
T_T
whahahahhahahahah
i broke my record
muahahaahahha
congrats me
thx thx
haha.

anyways
ytd didnt post
so tok abt ytd first
ytd hor
v bored lor
every period feel like slping lor
first period jiu physics
then go lab de mah
den me n rina like wan to fall asleep
-_-"
dunno y
everyone is tireed
HAIXXX
although i nv celebrate CNY
i also tired
muahahahaha
dunno y
LOL

then hor
i heard from e2
tat hidayah went home
cos sick
one sickness
=X
safarah say is serious nor
but
haixx
i dunno lah
hope she ok bah

got back malay test
can u like believe it
i got 71
quite ok lah
but teacher wants the target to be a1
as if i can like tat!!!!!!!
i cant
i mean
my malay sux
shutup
dun luff
its true
wateva lah.
as long as i pass can alr
wth.

den ytd went out
to buy tat thing
i dun even noe wats tat called
-_-"
oH YAH
tat plastic cover for mie book
my book tear ya noe
T_T
dun luff
i dun even noe how it tore
wateva
wat do i care
as long as the inside not infected
its fine with me

why is it.
everytime i went to JP
i will hav electric???
stop luffing
its true
if u r with me
at JP
u beside me
i touch you
u will feel the electric
tats not *SPARKS*
-_-"
its not
must wear gloves le
wahahaha
just kidding
so just beware T_T
muahahahahaha

well
i got scolded by SOMEONE
just becoz i helped SOMEONE
in the end i get pissed off by SOMEONE
n in the end everything was ok
n tat SOMEONE finally said thx
n i was too kpo
n i told him
if he ever had a fight with her
DUN GET ME INVOLVED
cos in the end
i'll get the blame from SOMEONE
arhhhhhhhhhh
not my fault.
n i got the blame
from SOMEONE
arhhhhhhh
nvm
haiXX
i'm stuck with them
wat can i do..
alahai...

well helping sylvia finding her a new blog
i'm such a good fren XD
muahahahahaha
nono
a good lao gong
wahahahahaha
ehhh
hongbao lei?
nv gib me
muahahahahaa
LOL
ermx
i found a lot
dunno which she will like
nvm
let her see all

ok ermx there's a 2e1 blog.
whoever did it
thx ya
i really miss 2e1
like elaine said,
2005 is a bad year
:(:(:(
beginning of the year jiu like this
haixxx
i want 2e1 back!!!!
i wanna go to 2004 again
n relive all these memories
it would NEVER be erased from mie memory
yup it wouldnt
i can guarantee you
haixxx

sian..
i feel bored
again
well
valentine day is cuming
i hope my mum buy me tat teddy bear
soooooooooo cute XD
but
she wont care abt me
so why should i hope her to buy for me?
well
every year is like tat
i'm the UNIMPORTANT member in the family
when its my bday
nobody noes UNLESS i said it
well
this year
i'm not gonna say it
just let them guess
if they remembered, i'll be DAMN happy
but if they forget, HAIXXX
i hav no comments

ok.. ermx..
so many days coming
valentine is cuming
celest birthday is cuming
muhd's birthday is cuming
(in case u do not noe who muhd is
he is XXXX's boyfriend)
jasmine's bday is cuming
muahahahahahaha
well
all these
i bought the gifts alr
muahahahhaha
except for jasmine's n valentine lah
valentine i'm giving cards to everyone
wahahahaahahaha
nah
not everyone
specific ppl ONLY
wahahahaha
n jasmine's one
next week
whahahahahhah
wait lah
i also busy
=X LOL

the school is like
dunno wat fund raising
n its like selling flowers
chang sheng asked me
"AI SA u wan to buy flowers?"
well
rina answered "i buy flowers for wat?
give WMT meh"
wahahahahhah
nice ans rina
LOL
well
i didnt bought any
its like
DUH
i dONOT hav a bf
so wat do i need it for?
rite?
n like
my mum not the kind of ppl
to keep real roses
so no point giving her
ermx
give my fren
also for wat
as in
they are all girls
n of course there's boys
but u dun expect me to give boys rite
later they rong idea how?
haha.

ok
this is the longest entry ever
tat i hav ever written
so take ur time reading
n tag!!!!!!!!!
thankie u

Thursday, February 10, 2005

today lei..
ermx..
v boredddddd...
my hmwks all done
except for some lah i dunno
then i nth to do le..
howwwww..
so bored...
wan to go out cant
:(:(:(:(
haixxxxxxxxxx
T_T
someone helppppppppp me
i m damn boredddd
arhhhhhhhhhh
i'm bored to tears
arhhh
well...
arhhhh
nth
to
do..
i slp arh
cant
i cant slp
T_T
i'm toking craps
arhhhhhhh
someone shoot me
piang.
dead.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

today arh..
ermx..
i m damnnnn bored..
oh man...
like..
all my chinese frens all go
celebrate chinese new year..
then no one online..
but lucky
ma fairy godsis *ahem* n my godbro
are online
but
still
i m bored...
T_T
someone helpppppppp me
arhhhhhhhhhh

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

today arh...
ermx..
today is chinese new year eve
and
my sch had half day
hahaha
then first thing in the morning
jiu go class silent reading de mah
then hor
around me all empty
-_-"
i so lonely sia
but still got pamela
den we both lonely
den
i ask sixuan move to behind me...
den huiling move to behind pamela
hahah
den we got frens le
wahahahhahahahhaha
den
we get back physics paper
i scared i fail you noe
then hor
get the paper alr
i jiu HENG ARH
i just pass
-_-"
but nvm
can work harder next time
hahahahaha
ermx
then is history
zach v funny sia
he say wat the catholics wash toilets
wahahahahahhaha
so funny
then whole class laughing
hahah
den we go hall
watch the performance
got the ex-2e2 perform
so nice
hahahahha
n funny
cos the orange drop
wahahhahahahahha
then got jiun haur n wee kheng
wahhhhh
bravo arhh
professional
wahahahahahhaa
den
go home le
eh no
i go westmall
wahahhahahahahhahah
den after tat then go home
den i go send my bro to sch

can say today nth much lah
but i'm gonna be bored
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haixxxxxxxxxxxxx

well..
tml chinese new year le
wish all chinese out there
A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
MAY U ALL BE HAPPY ALWAYS
N BRING WEALTH N PROSPERITY

is tat correct?
hahahaha

Monday, February 07, 2005

oh yah.. i forgot to say smthing
THX ALOT to umi
for waking me up..
hahaha...
thx..
i lub you..
n izwan also..
thx ya guys..
i promise i wont do it..
hahaha..
thx.. :D
today arh..
ermx...
nth much..
but v tired...
well...
didnt tok
or smile
or wave
to him...
sian..
nvm..
anyways...
ermx..
today arh...
tham KK nv cum...
wakakakakakakkakakakaka...
we got free period...
wooohooooooo...
well...
me do eng at tat time..
ahhahahahah...
ermx...
today..
like dunno y..
keep luffing a lot..
hahahaha...
anyways...
ermx...
today get back a-maths test..
me happy get 32/35..
wakakakaka...
but then..
some of my classmates
dey sad :(:(:(
cos their marks like just pass just pass like dat..
well..
cheer up guys!!!
you can do better next time..
no worries...
this is just the first test..
yup...
work harder...
come lets work hard together :P
hahahahhaha...
den
actually was thinking of getting back chem test
but then...
TAT MRS CHEW hor
she say next week den give
-_-"
piang..
come on
i wan to noe i pass or fail rite...
well..
not going to noe bio as well..
cos tml n friday no bio anymore
-_-"
piang arh..
i scared tml get physics lei..
jianshen tell me..
a few passess only from e2...
e2 lei...
den e1 how??
haixx...
i confirm fail de lah !!!
so sian...

well....
this week...
yoooooohoooooooooo
chinese new year..
wakakakaka...
i can rest at home..
haha
v tired...
today arh..
bring home a lot of books
-_-"
so heavy
wan me to die sia
cos
mrs wong say
she'll be checking..
so might as well bring home rite
rather than she confiscate
haixxx
sian de lor
i'm gonna fail all these tests...
i'm gonna be in all the clubs :'(
haixxxx
y liddat
i'd rather die arh..
ok ok
i'll stop abt saying wanting to die
i will
i will
i promise k..
but ermx
waitttttt
no promises yet
cos sometimes really cant take it..
well
ermx..
lastly
to finish this
just say
ermx..
also dunno wat to say..
hope anyone hu read this wont be offended
my apologies..

Sunday, February 06, 2005

today lei..
ermx...
today basically not in the mood lor
dunno y
today went to my ahma's house
i was made fun of
-_-"
its ok
i'll payback next time
just ur watch out
haha
n i'm teased by 2 boys
-.-
i'm sick of tat
get it straight
I HAV NO BF !!!
get tat
alamak ur..
pliz lah
if i hav one
I"LL TELL UR OPENLY LAH
i dun hav to hide it
so just shush abt it
let me rest in peace
today
like ok i dun care wat he said
but he shouldnt hav said tat rite
it was like damn hurting
it is OK
dun u noe how i will feel
fine
dun care den dun care lAH
nobody cares anywaay
so wat do i care
RITE????
so nvm
its ur thoughts
u hav the rite to say it out to me
but next time
tink b4 u tell me smthing
cos it may be hurting
n it may leave a scar on me
get tat rite

well
haixxxx
tml start another week
BUT
the week will only be 3 days
yeahhhhhhhhhh
cos its chinese new year
yahooooooooooo
but
i'm gonna be damn bored
at home da whole day
but tat depends u noe
haha
i might go out
i might be at home
who noes
you'll nv noe

ok i'm tired alr
still hav to do eng u noe
tat stupid assignment
which i hate
why does she hav to be like tat?
i mean
like
pliz
y do u hav to be so mean
tink of how we will feel
although we are students
BUT
we also hav feelings OK
dun u noe being in 3e1 is damn stressful
its double stressful for me
cos i hav to cope with sch work
i hav to cope with houseworks at home
i hav to cope with being the only MALAY !!!
which now i do mind
but just a bit
but i'll get over it
but yeah
just think of how we'll feel man
u tink abt urself
tink abt others also
pliz lah
i'm getting sick of scolding
scold here scold there
being in 3e1 doesnt mean we hav to be the best class rite
we are also like the other classess
its the same
just tat some are a bit smarter
so wat?
i dun care man
we hav done nth wrong
get tat straight
nth wrong

Saturday, February 05, 2005

wah piang..
who is tat sickening person lah
go scold my fren
nth better to do is it
u come my house here
sure got a lot of things to do
so wuliao
like HELLO
ppl also hav feelings OK
not only u
tink of how she will feel lah
dun always tink abt urself
u tink she happy meh when she see tat
alamak you
headache arh u
if u say u her fren
den u should noe her rite
n u still dare to say all those things
ALAMAK YOU
please lah
tink lah
u dumhead is it
dunno how to tink
alamak
u wrote tat
just to attract attention
but not the right kind of attention
c'mon
dun be selfish
PPL also hav FEELINGS
u tink u dun hav enemies is it
everyone has enemies ok
u say to elaine u hate her
then now i'm saying to you
I HATE YOU
is tat enough?
how abt somemore
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
IS TAT ENOUGH MAH??
alamak u...
dun go ard making ppl's life difficult lah
u can go to hell mah
just like everyone whom i curse
wakakakakaka
c'mon
THINK LAH
u scared is it
come
some tok to me PERSONALLY
come
i said come
i said come rite
come!!!!
alamak you..
-.-"

Friday, February 04, 2005

today lei..
HAIXX...
so sian..
i tink i'm gonna fail
HAIXXXXXX
like how pathetic is tat
all the tests is like damn hard
like how do you expect me to do it
rite....
anyways..
tml is flag day
the worse day of ma life...
i hate it
i wanna drop bio !!!!
i dun care
i want
i want
i want
plizzzzz
i beg u man

anyways..
this is like so damn lame
nvm
wat do i care
rite...
hav to do the freaking compo this weekend
damn her
i hate her
to the core
get out of my face
dun let me see you again
i'm telling u
just get lost

y m i like this?
i keep asking myself y..
y? y? y?
somebody answer me
i'm not satisfied
i wanna quit school
i hate school
i hate the subjects
i hate the teachers
i hate everybody
you got my word on tat
just get out of my life
pretend i wasnt even born
there's no use

like wats the use of having them ard
haixxx
dey dun even care
i'm all on my own
how sick is tat
i wanna commit suicide
i will
you noe
maybe one day
i'm making up ma mind
it depends actually
having brothers n sisters
so wat?
do they even care?
i doubt it
i'm all alone in tat stuupid forest
full of wild animals
am i suppose to fight them alone?
i'll die first i tell you
i will
just watch me
if u dare

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I HATE SCHOOL
I WANNA QUIT
U GOT MY WORD ON IT
I REALLY WANNA STOP
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
SOMEONE HELP ME
:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(


now like v lazy want to type long long
dunno y
i tink from now onwards
i type like this bah
n dun say i copy ppl arh
cos i dun
its true
cos i'm lazy
n not in the mood
so just shutup abt it
u wanna read my entries
go ahead n read it
if u r not,
den get lost
thankieyou very de much

am not in the mood to post today
need to study for my 2 stuupid tests
which is damn tml
which i hate the most
HAIX

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

harlow... ermx.. today lei... today is ma fren's bday !!!!! whahahahahahha.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO... WITH THE MONKEYS N ELEPHANTS.. HAPPY BDAY TO YOU.. whahahahaha.. this one anna teach me one... =) hahahahah.. anyways my fren, LIM YONG... HIS BDAY TODAY.. dunno wat to buy for him.. so should be belated lor.. sry arh.. hahaha... may ur wishes all cum true....

ok basically today... ermx.. nth much lor.. MEE KEOW nv come. whahahahahhah.. den we no tests.. ahhahahahah.. ok ok ytd v funny lei.. hahah.. ok ok i story abt ytd first.. hahaa... ytd hor... MEE KEOW nv cum de mah... den the relief teacher hor.. v the funny lor... me joanne changsheng n jian shen keep luffing de lor.. hahahah... den limyong gerald n jinghan sit behind.. den the side there got 3 empty seats de lor... den de teacher ask.. "who sit here" den no one answer.. den she say... "come pack the bag i bring down" den we were all luffing de lor.. whahahahhahahah... den v the funny lor.. hahahaha

ok then go to today... today MEE KEOW also nv cum... den no test de lor.. yeahhhh.. whahahahahahhahah.... just now the a-maths test quite easy de lor.. whahhaha... i can do it.. hahahahha... den just now two periods free de lor..... just now i stomach pain lor... cos i *ahem ahem* mah.... den pain lor.. i like want to go home de lor... but nvm lor.. hold on.. i can do it..wahahahhaha

ok she's changed.. i tink.. nah.. i dun tink so.. so wat if she ignores me? so wat? i dun need her ok... i dun... i hav all my frens... so wat if she doesnt care abt me? i dun care abt her either... i dun... i just hav to endure my 2 years without her... but i can tell... my fren needed her... am i being selfish?? am i being stupid? i dunno.. somebody answer me... i dunno if i need her or i dun..... if i dun wat will happen to my fren? does she hav to be sad?? answer me.. am i being selfish??? I DUNNO.........

OK... i'm sick... god damn it... i hav no idea wat has happen..somebody just answer me..for god damn sake.. answer it. thankie..