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Friday, June 17, 2005

ok at first had decided to slp.. but.. just couldnt slp lor.. but. nvm ka.. used to it.. anyways before this. ermx just as i came online rina n jinghan still here. but they going to slp le also. so i asked them to slp =)) later tml panda no good. anyways.. bored bored bored... hais.. tell ur smthing... now i finally understood something.. i'm just gonna give up on him. he's not meant to be mine. so i wont force myself n i wont force him either.. so i tink its best for me to back off.. hmmmm just suddenly feel dat. someone's being unfair to me. hmmm it was my fault? yes i admit it. but u dun have to treat me like this. jsut f*ck off lor. ok ok no more vulgar. anyway. i just feel tat i m treated differently from my family members lor. i noe i got say this before lor. but going to say it again lor. cos its been in my heart for too long. i need to get it out. anyway. just feel dat. its like ermx. my family treats me differently lor. like all the things i have to do. all u will be hearing in this house will : aishah do this, aishah do tat. aishah wash the clothes. aishah wash the plates. aishah sweep the floor. aishah i'm going out, look after the house. aishah clean the mess. aishah look after ur brothers, u are not to go out. aishah this aishah tat. I AM GETTING SICK OF DOING ALL THIS LOR. seriously. everything me me me me. wat? am i the only pathetic human in the stupid house? am i huh? am i? no i dun tink so its like come on lor. there's still sister, brother, small brother to help with the housework lor. i noe u are working lor. i understand u are doing this for the family lor. but at least think abt my feelings lor. i m only 15 lor. please lor. u dun expect me to be doing all those hmwks lor. wat. i do all the things n ur just wat? live in this house doing NTH at all? wat. why noe u ask me cook for ur as well. tuck ur to bed as well. sing a lullaby for ur also???!! piangs. i noe i am being mean lor. but really need to get this off my chest lor. needs someone to tok to. but dunno who would be willing to listen to my craps lor. haiyo. suan le bah. hear also, nobody can help me also. so like wats the point rite? so i guess ur dun hav to waste ur time reading my entry bah. this is just a waste of ur time..

elaine coming bach this sun i tink. or is it monday. hope she hav fun =)) yeap. taiwan. nice country. where all the superstars come from. yeap.. like ermx hu ar. i forgot. but nvm la. just hope she enjoys herself. n bring back joy. her laughter =))

how i wished i could go out of the country as well... n forget abt my stupid present here in singapore. but i dun tink tat could be done. relatives all went to indonesia for holiday. but me lei? still stay stuck in singapore. well i understand. my family aint earning much. ever since my dad quit his job to become a full time taxi driver.. yeap. i dun blame him. just hope. i could earn money on my own.. n give to this family. maybe let them enjoy life. while i sux in my life. its okie. as long as they are happy. watever to wat happens to me. they wont care anyways.

last week. told jinghan wont be going dere le. maybe a changed of mind. mood swing recently. so ermx forgive me if i did anything wrong. didnt do it on purpose. wasnt in the mood? i tink u all are tired of hearing me saying this every single time. "not in the rite mood". though ur dun say it. i just knew it lor. just. nvm la. i dun mind. i noe ur get sick of hearing. where's the happy aishah? where's the hyper aishah? where's the laughing aishah? nope. she's not gone. she's just here. but she's hiding behind the moody aishah. not wanting to come out. n face the light. some fresh air. maybe she's afraid. if she's happy again. someone will try to ruin it. n she wont come out anymore. maybe? maybe not? how would i noe. evil aishah is out alr. nobody can stop her. she wanna do wat. is up to her. nobody should bother. hmmmmm bored bored bored SIANSATION hais. nth to do le. listening to the same old songs over n over again.. hais. nvm la. tats my life. wat to do.

anyways. stupid holiday hmwk. haven even do. just did maths just now. finished assessment paper set A.. finally.. left assessment set B n the rest of the hmwks.. diaoZzz. n somemore. ermx the social studies. so hard to find. how do u expect us to do sia. hate history. dun wanna take it for poly or jc. oh yeah.. thinking of going jc. but alot of ppl complain. its damn STRESSFUL. but i'm in the middle. was talking abt it with hayati just now. hmmm she say. if her family cant afford her to go jc, she will consider poly.. anyway its up to her really. u study cos of urself. not for ur frens. anyway, whichever sch we go to, we'll still have time to go out with each other. believe me. we'll still be sisters forever =') true frens for eternity.. muachhkkzzz. *cryy* anyway. jc fee is higher i noe tat. but ermx tink to my mum. the fee aint tat important. i tink if she sees me happy studying. tats all she wants to see. i'm gonna give her tat. i tink wat xianqiang say is true. yes maybe they put hopes on me cos they cant put hopes on my sister. all she noes is working n with her boyfriend. cant put hopes on her. put hopes on my brother? his studies is dropping alr. hopes on him? hopes on my p5 brother? he failed everything. n i get blamed for it. they say. i get good grades. ur brother get bad grades. n they blame me for it. oh good. just good. i get blame for tat. so. hu do u tink they will put hopes on? me? cant be? me? not bragging tat my studies are good. they are bad. terribly bad. like hais. if they put hopes on me, why do i get blamed everytime? y do i get punished for not doing a thing i didnt even do, i didnt even see? why? just why? answer me!!! oh well. nvm. i'm toking to the air anyways. wats the point. like. just forget it.

oh great. holidays ending soon. yeapss. left one more week? how i wished i didnt have to go to sch anymore. not now. not forever. but in this world. u need education to live. u eat to live not live to eat. get it? oh nvm. dun tink ur even get it. n see. just by writing this. i have wasted half an hour alr. i just have to waste another half n hour. before i go to slp. yeap..just feel like writing this for everybody:

hayati: thx jie for being there whenever i needed u.. u will always be dere when i needed u.. really grateful for tat. nobody has ever done this to me. not even my oen family.. wished u were my real sister.. u noe when ppl say we somesort of look alike. how happy i was. i really tot u were my real jie at tat moment. but its just a wild thinking of mine. it cant be true. u have ur own family. i have my own family too. though sometimes u show conern to me, n outside i maybe not show it back. but u should noe tat i will always be dere for u as well when u needed me. n i really do care for u. seriously. just wish for u to be happy always. yeaps. love ya forever. muachkkz. ok ppl dun get the wrong idea. i'm not les.fullstop.

rina: rinana. thx fer being there for me.. listen to all my craps.. n all my sorrows.. n being happy with me. share with me ur joy n ur sorrows. n me too.. thx.. n really being my wonderful fren =)) n not leaving me all alone in 3e1. still n share secrets as well.. LOL..remembered. we told each other. we wont pangseh each other. cos in 3e1. i only got u u only got me. though still got other ppl . but. u understand do u. yeapps.. really gratefull stay cheerful always x)) muacchkkz

elaine: elainee thx thx.. elaine my great listener.. yeap.. will be dere to always listen to my craps as well.. n my sorrow.. n she will try to help me x)) really really grateful to her. yeaps.. lub her too much.. x)) chan le chan le.. LOLS.. anyways.. wanna thx elaine cos she always help me if i got problems. well try la.. n n she's a great listener. always find her if got probs. thx deardear..

michelle: yeaps.. thx.. thx fer finding me when u needed someone to tok to.. i should do de same thing to.. dun worry i will.. u will nv be alone de.. thx thx lub u also x))

edwin: dardar. thx. i noe i very moody lor.. den whenever i moody. later he kena by me -.-" really sry nia.. wasnt on purpose. den this dardar ermx i noe he wont abandon me ler.. yeapss.. i noe jiu keyi le.. lols.. n sry hor. still say u no more father day -.-" diaoZzz.. not true hor.. sry sry.. wasnt on purpose de.. really. =P hmmm dardar the best.. muackkzz. LOL

jinghan: yox.. didnt expect ur name to be here? lols.. relax. everybody gets a chance. hahahas. wanna thx jinghan for always being dere to listen to my probs.. still remembered. me sometimes got prob will tell him. he got prob also tell me x)) nice nice.. LOLS. n we'll try to help each other.. yeapps.. lols thx thx.. really grateful to my this counsellor..n giving me all those advices.. thankiew very much.. hmmmm end of year take ur pay x)) JKJK. u wait till i work le den give u. LOLS

joanne tan: deardear. thx fer always being dere fer me.. show me concern.. really touched le =') yeaps.. though we noe each other for only like 6 months for now.. but really. felt like i noe u like since when le.. n always we being hyper tgt =D really grateful to have a fren like u.. thx thx for all the conerns =)) lub u too *muacchhkkzz*

wanying: yox deardear again. hmmm thx.. for being dere fer me also.. n listen to all my stupidness n always advising me to cheer up x)) yes i will dun worry abt me le =)) n always being hyper with me. n ask me to be hyper with u.. LOLS.. thx thx.. luv ya.. *muacchhkkzz*

jasmine: MUMMY.. thx fer being dere when i needed someone to tok to.. n showing ur care for me.. appreciate it =)) thx thx.. lub u alots.. LOLS

zhien: ahma.. thx for behing dere for me also.. really really grateful.. n always laughing with me.. den we laugh at every single thing.. thx thx.. lub u. hehex.

hidayah: thx fer being dere fer me also. a simple "happy bday" on my bday means in ur heart, i m not forgotten. at least thx fer tat.. sisters always =))

sylvia: laopo.. thx fer being dere for me also.. really grateful. den u pay for the taxi fare also.. really maluu le.. sry.. n thx.. lub u also x))

jianshen: yes wanna thx u too.. cos always con at least i'm not alone.. though most of the conversations is *____*, but nvm.. at least got ppl to pei me in the night. yeaps. thx x))

xianqiang: wah duwan ur name to be here ar? den duwan lor.. LOLS. jkjk.. anyways. hmmm thx.. though wat u say i tink is all rubbish la. but really grateful to have a fren like u.. yes. this is from the bottom of my heart u DFZ. LOLS.. guess it urself. i'm not gonna tell u. yeapss.. man man guess bah. LOLS.. anyway overall a big thx..

everyone... just wanna say a BIG THX to all of u.. for always being dere for me.. when i'm happy.. when i'm sad.. thx thx.. changsheng.. yanting. pamela.. u all out dere.. really big thx.. mark., tyfin.. huili.. dawn... thx thx.. n if i didnt write ur name.. make ur name appear in my tagboard.. n i'll include it =D thx thx. i lub u all..

hmmmmmmmmmmmm really wanna go.. tinking of going.. no i shoudlnt go.. it will make everyone worry.. but i really wanna go. need to get this off my chest.. nono. shouldnt go.. yes yes i should go.. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm going to be crazy alr.. arhhh.. ok tink i type alot le.. hmmm happy reading bah... thx. n remember to tag.. thx..
ermx
weeeeeeeee dardar come home le
LOLS
but he msn me dat time
i slping
-.-"
hahahhah
sry nia
hmmm
recently
slp late
wake up late
scared tml cant wake up on time
-.-"
den ppl have to wait for me
wahhahahahaha
=X

anyways
ermx
at home beri beri sian
just now
got con at my phone
got jianshen wanying cockroach n hayati
dunno why
i like invisible like dat lor
nobody cares i even got tok anot lor
i not blaming ur or wat lor
the whole while i kept quiet nv tok
not even a single person asked "eh aishah lei"
didnt noe all these while
i was invisible to ur
oh nvm lor
no point toking abt it le lor. suan le bah

anyways hayati's sick now.
so
maybe going to buy my bag with family
hais
nvm la
ermx tml going escape again le
first stop.
HAUNTED HOUSE
i just scared
later
i grab edwin or rina too tite
later dey complain
i dun care ar
the stupid ghost better dun touch me lor
i kick u den u noe lor
wahahahahhahahahaha
i m not bad
lalalalalalalala
rina
play lei
wet n wild
u play dat
i jiu play the dunno wat go kart ar
if not duwan play le
i have bad experience
nv ever wan to ride it again
-.-"
nvm la
when i older
maybe try again bah

elaineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ermx 2 more days
u come back le
=P
whahahahahha
faster faster come back
i wan see u
whahahahahhaha
see ur smile =P
=))
n ur souveneir for me
whahahahahahahhaha
yeah yeah
lols
jkjk

just now
i haven bathe
den sms-ing with joanne
hahahahah
got ppl jealous le wor~
wahahahaahaha
whahahahah
den in the toilet
i bathing
we still sms
whahahahahha
-.-"
i so weird
bleahhx

[T]a[X]i [B]a[B]y was here~

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

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hmmmmm camp photos are out~~
whahahahahahha
nice nice
ermx
sian sian
dun worry abt me
i'll be fine x))
WO HEN BU KAI XIN
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
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FUCK FUCK FUCK
STUPID LOR
FINE LOR
I NV DO LOR
SO BE IT LOR
U DUN HAVE TO BEAT ME ONE LOR
DUN U NOE HOW HURTFUL I WAS LOR
I CRIED SILENTLY LOR
DUN U NOE HOW STRESSFUL I AM LOR
FUCK U LOR
EVERYTHING IS I DO ONE LOR
SO WAT IF U ARE WORKING
SO WAT IF SIS IS WORKING
SO WAT IF ITS THE SCH HOLIDAYS
I HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS TOO LOR
TINK
DID UT EVER TINK FOR ONE SECOND LOR
TO SIT BESIDE ME
N ASKED ME IF SMTHING WAS BOTHERING ME??!!
DID UR EVER DO TAT BEFORE
NEVER LOR
NOT IN MY LIFETIME
NOT IN URS LOR
WAT LOR
PARENTS LIKE THIS ONE MEH
SIBLINGS LIKE THIS ONE MEH
STUPID LOR
DEN WHEN I FAILED EXAMS
U BLAME ME ONE LOR
BUT HAVE UR EVER THOUGHT
WAT WAS MY DISTRACTION LOR
IT WAS HER LOR
SHE TALKED ON THE PHONE
THE WHOLE NIGHT
TOK V LOUD
LAUGH V LOUD
HAVE SHE EVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS LOR
I NEED TO STUDY ONE LOR
FUCK LOR HER
I HATE HER LOR
I EVEN HELP U CLEAN THE BLOODY ROOM LOR
IF WANT WAIT FOR U
I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY MANY LIFETIMES LOR
FUCK LOR
EVERYTHING ALSO MY FAULT ONE LOR
NOTHING
NOT AT LEAST ONE
IS UR FAULT LOR
FUCK LOR
I DUN EVEN WANT TO SEE UR BLOODY FACE LOR

hmmmm
bad bad mood
dun tok to mie bah

anyways
thx sylvia n jianshen for listening to me
great help
feel better
abit la.
n thx sylvia for suggesting tat moving out thingy
fun
will de
=))

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

well
ermx
good afternoon to all
yesterday
new record sia
i slept at 4am in the morning!
can u like believe it
n i wasnt the least tired
-.-"
i tink i siao alr
gonna become like rina n jinghan alr
not humans
hohoho

anyway
today woke up late also
-.-"
ermx
stupid tagboard
cannot tag
joanne joanne
i noe why ur tagboard ermx dere yellow i noe i noe!!
wahahahhaha ermx u online tok to me i tell u
whahahhaha
i tink tagboard got problem ar
stupid
i cant tag
nvm la
hopes elaine take care of herself
we will all miss her here =))
dardar come back alr mah?
tink haven bah
hahahha
tml rite?
ermx
see lor

com has become smaller -.-"
hard to read nvm la.
ermx
bro com spoil
so exchanged
ermx
though all the words has shrink
but still can see so nvm
i m bored!!
oh yeah
jinghan jinghan
got gd news gd news
whahahahahha
dun tell u lei
ermx
got one nice song for ur to hear
listen hard ar
*ahem ahem*
sometimes its day
sometimes its nite
sometimes its dark
sometimes its light
tats why we need the clock
to tell us the time~
sometimes we eat
sometimes we sleep
sometimes we play
sometimes we bathe
tats why we need the clock
to tell us the time~
waahaahahahahahahahahahhahaha
nice song rite
its ermx actually a kids song
*i'm still a kid*
HAIS
deprived childhood

aiyah help!
taxi baby T_T
rina says it sounds cute
den this jinghan lei
keep laughing
-.-"
nvm nvm
ermx
cannot luff ar
i say cannot means cannot
bleahhx bleahhx

hmmmm this thursday going to orchard
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
rina if i suagu den i dunno ar
wahahahahahaha
bukit batok gongkia
-.-"
anyway
ahahahhaha
ermx den friday go theme park again
ermx
haunted house first
if i ermx
like grab edwin or rina too tite
den i dunno ar
ur dun complain ok
cos tats how hold my bro
when i went in tat time
HAHA
funny ar
bleahhx bleahhx
haiyah
why today going so slow
ermx
faster thursday faster thursday

oh no
i haven do any of the holiday assignment
ermx
maths i did abit
abit only lei
how to finish
ermx
dun care la
i everytime say tml tml
den still nv do
-.-"
hahahha my method nice
anyone wanna try?
anyway
ermx
tagboard faster come
slow la
i wanna see ppl's tag
toopid

ermx
why on tv got ermx
all those gransazers all tat
nice meh?
power ranger only mah
wahahahaaha
i noe
last time
i only like pink ranger
WAHAHAHHA
eh
dun luff ar
bleahhx

nth interesting on tv la
i m bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored

BUT dun worry
u are going to see a happy aishah from now on
i promise ur
whahahahahaha
yeah yeah
hyperrrrrrrrrrrr alr
dun care
all of u must hyper with me
faster online faster online

well
ermx
i tink
ermx
nvm la
duwan to tink le
later tink too much
den BAD liao

HAIYAH
i miss alot of ppl alr
='(
i miss hayati
i miss elaine
i miss rina
i miss mummy
i miss ahma
i miss dardar
i miss wanying deardear
i miss joanne deardear
i miss laopo
i miss jinghan
i miss jianshen
i miss xianqiang
i miss a lot of ppl!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
zhe me pan?
nvm la
we'll just get on with life

aishah is hyper le
aishah is exited le
aishah is happy le
aishah is smiling le

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hyper hyper hyper

ermx
just feel like saying this to someone:
the first time i met you, i didnt noe wat to do. my heart started beating faster. wat was i doing? i dont noee u. why is my heart like this? den, thinking abt it, i just walked away, with a fake smile on my face for u to see. den, as days go by, you added me in friendster, and i started to noe u well, n u started to noe me well. like dat, we became friends. "just friends aishah" tats all i tot. couldnt tink of anything else. cos i dun wanna tink too far. a dream. dat couldnt be fulfilled. and then we got closer. as close as siblings. n i couldnt tink too far at all. u were in a relationship. i had to back off. when u were up or when u were down, though i couldnt be dere for u most of time, i knew u knew tat i would always be there for u whenever u needed me =)) anyways, the relationship ended n i tot i stood a chance. but sad to say, i didnt. i just kept quiet. i dun tink u even noe. and den, u were upset n depressed. i help u to cheer up. i really tot tat i erally stood a chance at tat particular time. but i knew u werent thinking of tat. so, it was okie. i just kept quiet. den u found a new one. i was shocked. yes i was. but wat could i do. it was ur life. not mine. n den u were happy once again. u shared ur happiness with me. i'm glad with tat. den it ended just a few months. n told me u werent sad. i knew i couldnt believe u. cos who wouldnt be sad after breaking up? i knew u loved her alot. but she hav her reasons for doing so rite? well. u tok to me abt this. i cheered u up once more. i tot u would be grateful n at least think for a moment. but. u didnt. den a few months pass by. n soon. u found a new one as well. in these few months. i really really tot i stood a chance. not thinking of the consequences. den u found a new one once more. true i was sad at first. but i had to accept the fact didnt i. n so i did. i though for along time abt this. i finally understood. u wouldnt fall for me. who would? i should have understood this long time go. so tat i wouldnt dream too far. n in the end. my dream was crushed. but wat do u care rite. i just wish u happy relationship with her for now. remember if u need someone, i'll always be dere to be of help~ =')

hmmmmm
well this one for another person:
we knew each other through someone. i called his hp. and the background was kinda rude. u felt guilty. u wanted to say sry to me. u took his hp, found my no. i sms-ed me for the first time. i had no clue who u were. den u said sry to me n tat was how this thing started. we sms each other n den u made ur very first call to me. u said u wanted to hear my voice. n so u did. n i did. n i admit. i did fall in love with ur voice. but i didnt love u. i m sorry. but still we became friends. i used to trust u. tats why i told u some of my secrets. but who would have thought. u couldnt keep my secrets. n u told ppl abt it. dont u know how furious i would be. den i tot i couldnt believe u anymore. so i didnt. but tat day was intense. u asked me stead. truly, i didnt want to. cos i dun love u. wat for stead rite? but. ur frens wanted me to accept. cos they knew how much u loved me. but if i accept, u will be happy, but would i be happy? wats the point if the guy is happy but the girl is now? den if i rejected ur propose, den i would at least be happy but u would be truly upset. n i would feel guilty. n so. i had to accept. i wasnt happy. i m telling u this truly. though i noe u wont be reading this. but i reluctantly accepted. n yeah ur frens were happy. but have u ever thought. was i? tink for a moment. but its all too late now aint it. den few days later. i asked fer the break. yes i m sorry but i really had to do it. dun u understand. ppl were like teasing me. n i couldnt accept it. i knew i was stupid to believe them. but wat they said were true. how do u expect me to react? n so after the break. i knew u were truly upset. so i didnt wan to trouble u. den few days later i sms-ed me.. n told me u were fine. i didnt believe u at first. but ok i accepted it. den some told me u still loved me even though the way i treated u. but wat could i do? i couldnt stop someone from loving someone rite? den u asked me again. i didnt accept it now. all the lies i told u. i had to stop it. i didnt want to hurt u further. so i ignored u from den on. although u still sms me n i half replied all of them. in my heart, u will be counted as my fren. i still remembered. tat time when i had a stead, how upset u was. this could bt seen in ur results. n i tot it was becoz of me, i felt guilty. den when i break, ur frens told me u were happy. like w t h ? well watever la. i have nth more to say. this is ur life. its up to u wat u wanna do. just follow ur heart =))

hmmmm i not gonna say hu are these ppl la
they will just remain in my hearts
i'm telling this
cos
i someone cant keep it inside
n no one is online
i cant tell anyone
so i wrote it here.
please give me some comments.
everyone take care~

Monday, June 13, 2005

well
i re-edit my links dere
so it'll be easier for ur to navigate
in alpabetical order la
hmmmm
dun worry abt me
x))
i will be okie de.
deardear joanne dun worry
=))
rinana dun worry x))
everything will be fine
we just need time
elaine
have a smooth journey!
n enjoy urself.
eat well,slp well.
n must bring back smthing fer me:
ur smile x))
hope dardar is enjoying at malaysia dere
n laopo is enjoying herself ar thailand also.
n jinghan,
dun worry
just dun tink too much jiu dui le
u will have my support de
x))

n everybody~~
hope u all are happy always.
if u are upset,
come find me
give me ur unhappiness
so ur will be left with ur happiness only
=))
thankiew
hmmmm
didnt hav a good nite slp
COS I HAVE TO DREAM ABT HIM AGAIN
HOW PATHETIC IS TAT
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
watever la
fuck fuck fuck
i wanna kill u la
i'm gonna do it
mean wat i say
should noe me
so just watch out
anyway
hmmmm
smthing happen ytd?
i dunno wat happen
but become more ppl moody le
hais
though not my fault really la
but somehow
.....
ermx nvm la
suan le
no point toking abt it now
just everyone cheer up bah x))
why is these 2 days going SO SLOW?????
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
FASTER la
stupid time
so slow


aishah stupid
aishah damn
aishah fuck
aishah sux

these are wat i heard recently?
ok fine
ur wan say wat abt me
just say it
SAY IT TO MY FACE
u're just a coward
dun dare say it to my face is it?
just fuck off la.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

ermx
new blogskin.
weee
ermx
nice mah?
tag tag tag.
whoaw
today broke my record again
woke up late
kekex

anyway
yesterday
ermx
didnt want to tok to ppl tat much
cos not in the right mood
but still wanna thank jinghan
fer all his advices
thx thx thx
n rina elainee edwin zhien
cos ur show concern to me ytd
thx
appreciate it
hmmmm
tink
maybe.
ermx.























































tat day is a good day.
maybe.
well
end here bah.
duwan type so much

Saturday, June 11, 2005

i am tired of all this
stop it
please
wtf
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
wtf la





stupid



just feel so tired
harlow
good morning everyone
actually
is good afternoon le
-.-"
nvm la
anyway
today
ok ok la
jinghan my counsellor
xie xie
=D

anyway
yesterday
whole day went out
ermx
with family
mum brought us go escape theme park
hmmm
sit on the mrt so long
my leg suan le la
den
arrive le
den first ride i took was the pirate ship
hahas
fun la
den next was
ermx wat ar
forgot lei
ermx
ermx
ermx
eh i forgot lei
nvm la
ok tell ur
ermx
the haunted house is new rite?
V THE WAT LA
stupid "ghost"
but i will recommend ur try it
hahahha
fun fun
ermx
tell ur
hahahha
first
the person let u go inside
den got one video la
u must watch den can go
den
when u watching
the ghost will disturb u
whahahahhaha
den try to make u scared den run out of the house
my aunt ran away first
-.-"
den left me my bro n my cuz
wah piang!
stupid ghost
feel like kicking him
hahahahha
den i the whole way
hug my bro
whahahah
scared mah
den
we got one part
we trap in the middle
hahaahhaha
den suddenly got one hand grab my bro leg
den u noe wat my bro say?
"please please duwan"
whahahahahhaha
now dat i tink abt it
i kept laughing
hahahahha
den we quickly try to go out of the house
the pontianak
lucky nv grab me
iff grab me i suddenly slap it den not my fault ar
hahahahha
den
ermx
at the ending part
got the SCREAM the ghost la
den we all scared
suddenly all sit down
ahhahah
den my bro fsater go open de door
n we are out
whahahahhahah
finally~!~~
den
ask my mum try
she den duwan
whahhahahha
later she in the middle faint
how to carry her?
wahahhahahha
i so bad
anyway
after tat
took wet n wild
i take two times
means
double wet
piant
take mrt
all wet
n COLD
freeezing ar
whahahahhaha
hmmmm
yesterday was fun bah
kekex

go the haunted house ar
next time
whoever go the haunted house with me
if i grab u n hold u tite
den u hav to understand la
whahahhahaha
=D
okie?
dun mind rite

ermx
today
v sian
nth to do
hais

ermx
oh yeah
elaine going taiwan rite
remember take care of urself okie?
remember
n eat well
dun luan luan eat
n must remember of me =P
no la
jk
hahahha
just enjoy urself okie?

n laopo
i noe u go thailand le
n must remember take care of urself too

jinghan really good counsellor
feel better after toking to him

Thursday, June 09, 2005


ermx i forgot to say one part
hmmmmm
after we return bike tat one rite,
ermx jasmine zhien huili go to toilet la
den we thinking
why go toilet so long de
den
end up they bought a small cake fer me
THX U GUYS
luv it
it was dunno wat oreo smthing
zhien tried to tell us
but end up all the little bits all feel down on ppl's bag
hahahahahha
fun fun
den
each had a bite
den
i like cant finish is
but laopo sporting~
finish is for me
thx~~

welll
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
firstly
wanna SAY A BIG THX TO ALL those hu say happy bday to me
ermx
on 8th june
just at 12.00am sharp
got ppl say happy bday to me le
hahahaha
thx thx
lub u all
ermx
thx to elaine edwin rina wanying hayati cockroach michelle hidayah azli lynette jiaxin
cos u all said happy bday to me
either in msn or sms
hahahas
thx thx
hmmmmm
den tody had fun
really really fun
hmmmm
as usual
i m late
-.-"
but nvm la
bday girl rite =P
wahahahhaha
anyway
arrive le
still have to wait for 2 ppl
i mean 3
means i m not late!
waahhahahahaha
hmmmm got joanne,jasmine,elaine,zhien,
rina,sylvia,hayati,edwin,jinghan,tyfin,
moose,elfy,khian chong going lor
hmm den thx to linda for saying happy bday to me
den to mark
thx fer coming to the mrt station
n passing the present to me
thx thx
lub u
anyway
ok de story here:
hmmm
we a BIG GROUP
go take mrt den go all the way to eunos
den go down
den take taxi go
hmmmm
15 ppl
tot can 5 5 5
but in the end
is 4 4 4 3
hmmm
nvm la
we arrive le
den at first find place to sit lor
den
some go buy food eat le
buy from 7-11 de cup noodles
hmmm
den
we wait for them la
den after tat
we cycled first
weeeeeeeeeee
so long nv ride bike le
ok choose bike le
den off we go~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hmmm
me always with hayati
whahahahhaha
den while cycling
my leg cramp
-.-"
den buttock also pain
whahahahaha
ermx
shhhhh
dun tell ppl
later i malu
=X
anyway
got one time
we cycling
den saw my kor
hahahahha
so coincidence
actually not la
cos he alr dere mah
he got bbq de
anyway
cycle finish le

den
WATER ATTACK
whaahahahhahahahah
but hor
NOT FAIR LEI
all gang up den bully me de
=(
at first
say wan push hu de
den
suddenly
all say "aishah........."
den look at me
obviously i'm the target rite
diaoz~
ok
n i m pushed into de water!!!!!!
i dun care
REVENGE
first was mummy
whahahahhahaha
den next one by one
i push into de sea
whahhaha
but the boys
i no strength neh
-.-"
but nvm
de dis JINGHAN HOR
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR
always wan push him in the water
den end up
i drop one n fall down
hmp hmp hmp!!!
not fair not fair!!
bleahhx
anyway
hmmm
some ppl got skin allergy
den some injure wor
ermx
sylvia n rina
hmmm
must take care
den
we went to wash up
hmmm
when dey deciding to wash up dat one
hmmmm
me suddenly feel like no moood like dat
den sit at the rocks dere la
den
jinghan pei me
ask me wat happen
hmmm
nth bah
den go wash up le
after wash up [which is like DIDNT wash up at all ]
den
feel like being alone
den
went near the sea
walk in the sand
alone alone alone
hmmm
den went to the rocks again
just feel like being alone~
den hayati n khianchong came to find me
den
i ask them go back first la
just wanna be alone~
den
hayati wanna go le
den she u-turn awhile
den hug me say happy bday to me
thx jie!
anyway
when she go le,
den alone again at the rocks dere
hmmm
dunno why
tears came rolling down
den faster wipe
den joanne,elaine,rina
came to find me
persuade me dun like dat den go back with them
ok lor
me go back
cos alot will worry de mah
den go back
on the way
saw jinghan n edwin
walking towards us la
at least
i knew at tat moment
dat my frens will nv leave me alone de
even if i m still alone, dere's always my frens
thx everyone
=)
den all waited fer me to wash up
den go home le

den hayati sylvia jasmine zhien have to go home first
so dey take cab all the way home
den the rest of us
went to eat dinner lor
hungry hungry
lunch didnt eat anything
so now den eat
eat LJS
hmmm
actually
the food ok la
but hmm nvm la
at least was full at tat moment
hmmmm
den
me rina elaine take neoprint
den the boys
came to disturb us
-.-"
cant pose properly
hmp hmp hmp!
nvm la
quite nice la
but mine rina bring home le
so nvm
den
go home le
khian chong follow me home
he live near ma
ok
thx fer bringing my presents fer me

reach home le
still got surprise wor~
ermx
family bought for me a bday cake
weeeeeeeeeee
den sing happy bday to me
hmmmmm
today was ok bah
really really had fun
kekex

hmmm opening the presents time
me open carefully wor
whahahahahaha
hmmm my wonderful presents:
hayati jianshen xianqiang ~> a cute teddy bear
rina elaine jasmine zhien huili sylvia michelle jinghan edwin wanying ~> a jacket + a MONKEY pencil case n 2 keychains
joanne siewmin ~> an OP shirt
mark tyfin ~> A BIG EYEORE bearbear[however u spell tat]
sylvia ~> a monkey teddy bear
khian chong ~> a cute teddy bear also dat says "happy bday" in a heart

just wanna say a BIG THX TO ALL THESE PPL FOR UR PRESENTS
thx thx
=D
anyway
thx to those who wish me happy bday also
when i was away
celest,yanting, ppl i dunno also
thx thx
changsheng also
thx thx
hmmmmmm
today happy happy bah
n thx to those who wrote a testim for me also
thx thx

hmmm
huili dun worry de bah~
ermx just now u sad
but dun worry~
didnt spoil the fun bah
at least all had fun rite?
so dun tink too much bah
hmmmmmm

me suddenly no mood alr
hmmm
cos
just now
last half hour of my bday
hmmm con with edwin rina jinghan
but den
rina put down first
cos wanying wan call her
den
left me jinghan edwin rite
i tok
like tok to wall like dat
den felt frust
dunno why
den
i end the call
sorry?
wasnt in the mood

sooooooooooo
up to now
still no mood
HAIS HAIS HAIS
suan le
i tok also no use
wat for rite?
suppose to con now
but where all the ppl go?
all go slp~
still say i cant slp!!!
wat sia
hais
suan le
hear my voice sux rite
watever la

just now
tok to hayati until quite late on the phone
cos she noe i no mood den she call me
tok to me
den
ermx
got one time
told her
i'm going to east coast again
maybe last week of holiday
i going dere ALONE
den she dun let me de
-.-"
hais
dunno why
just feel like going dere ALONE
n relieve all my stress
maybe i'll feel better
going dere ALONE
sitting on the rocks again

my buttock still hurts. hais
tml going escape le
wah
long day again
must rest well
n to those sick
ppl like rina sylvia n who la
please take care of urself
if not well
go see doc ok?
must listen to me ar~

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

weeeeeeeeee
today go make ic
my face v funny
T_T
bleahhx
not letting ur see
whahahahahahha
anyway
after make ic de hor
ermx
me n mummy go shop shop at seiyu or is it bugis?
whahahahha
anything la
den bought my shirt
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lub mummy
wahahhahaha

anyway
wanying,
dun need blame urself de
me wont angry de
no worries~
=D

n to all of ur hu are going,
remember bring extra clothes ar!!
XDXD
hmmmmmm
now counted as 8 june le rite?
oh wells
nvm
just blog bah
hmmmm
just now
went to do hmwk with hayati cockroach n jianshen
hohoho i'm late again
whahahahahhaha
no me fault ar
beli tired mah
anyways
we reach le
den start doing le
i do maths
=D
see i so guai
whahahahaha
ermx
den after tat
we went to eat
ermx
lunch ar?
wahahahha
ermx
eat at KFC
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
shrooms again
LOLS
den went back to the lib
do hmwk again
hmmmm
got ppl inconsiderate one
suan le
ermx
den ask wanying wan join us anot
den
she 5+ den come
we all san hui le
whahahahaha
ok
den went home le
den got chat chat with mummy
kekex
nice nice
oh yah
DARDAR COME HOME LE
whahahahhaha
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
got ppl tok to me le
lols

ermx
sian neh
tok to rina,elainee,edwin,jinghan n wanying
n joanne n ermx alot of ppl
whahahahha
sian mah
den de stupid msn cant play game de
wah piang lei!
suan le
anyways
ermx
elainee
de thing u ask me dl hor
me gongkia one neh
dunno how to navigate
whahahahhahaha
suagu de
hhahahhaha
nvm la
hmp!
lols
hmmmmm

later today
going to make ic le
HAISSSS
I AM OLD LE
SOMEONE HELP ME
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT
still got ppl older den me =P
hor rina
hor edwin
hor hayati
hor elaine
whahahahahhaha
=D
anyways
practically today
making ic den mummy make passport bah
yeap
nth much
hmmmmmmmmm
mummy ask me
how much i wan fer bday
hmmmm me duwan ask fer much le
cos
her hard earned money
cant simply take like tat
must repay her de
she work so hard for this family
daddy too
though now daddy work as a taxi driver le
he will always be the person i will always look up to
no matter wat job he does
gonna follow his orders
x))
n mummy to
grateful for all the things she did fer me
all these years
work hard
slogging herself out
for this family
really grateful
though i always shourt at ur back
or tok v loudly to ur
i am sorry
x))
please do not take it to heart~
i will try to change de
i promise
=))
n since my bday is coming
i dun expect alot from everyone
i just wishes everyone to be happy~
n smile always~
put all the unhappiness aside
n take it to a level higher
n learn to enjoy life in a different perspective
yeap
try it
its useful
n to those
i throw temper ar
or i shout at ur
or i bad attitude tui u all
sry fer all this
guess i was too emotional bah
so dun take it to heart
=))
n would like to say a BIG THX to those hu made wat i am today
thx to mummy
thx to daddy
thx to jie
thx to kor
thx to didi(s)
thx to hayati
thx to elaine
thx to rina
thx to edwin
thx to wanying
thx to joanne
thx to sixuan ahji
thx to jasmine mummy
thx to zhien ahma
thx to jinghan
thx to sylvia
thx to celest
thx to michelle
thx to cheryl
thx to jacqueline
thx to dawn
thx to hidayah
thx to ain
thx to safarah
thx to fangqing
thx to triya
thx to jiaxin
thx to huili
thx to surath
thx to mark
thx to gerald
thx to tyfin
thx to moose
thx to elfy
thx to hardy
thx to renmao x))
thx to jiunhaur
thx to wk mushroom head
thx to limyong
thx to nasrul
thx to kianmeng =))
thx to 2e1'04
thx to 3e1'05
i lub u all
thx fer everything
really appreaciate it




psst. though i dun mean some of the names up dere
BUT
i'm being nice today
so i put the names dere anyways
ur should noe hu
x))
shhhh
dun tell anyone ar
=P
wish me early happie bday
okie~
n n n n
dun forget my testimonial in frenster ar~
waahahahahha
i wan ar
the more the merrier ar~
THX
kekex

Monday, June 06, 2005

hais
hmmmmm
remember recently i told ur i was happy?
cos at least jianshen got go
den wanying also?
HAIS
now jianshen cant go le
i read ur blog le
wah
hais
nv keep ur promise de.
dat time u tell me
u will go de cos ur escape today de
wah
den
now
hais
suan le
i cant force u to go
u wan go escape go lor
can dun bother going my one le
go enjoy bah

mark, dun worry
hmmmm
i over here pray v hard tat u can go
*pray pray pray pray*
=D
sure can go de
x))
bday girl pray for u mah.
kekex
waiting for good news

anyway
yesterday had a peaceful slp bah
yeap
hmmmm
i tink this week v packed:
tuesday: go do hmwk with hayati n SOME HUMANS
wednesday: make my IC [mummy say de]
thursday:wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my bday le [maybe not tat happy anymore]
friday: going to escape with family [hohoho]

oh yeah
n one more thing
mummy jasmine can go le
i mean my bday dat one
at least i happy
abit la
cos SOME ppl still cant go
ermx
nvm la
i tink duwan care abt this le lah
hais
hmmmmm
gonna psycho my mum
buy me tat shirt n skirt!!!
whahahahah
n a new schbag
whahahahahaha
ermx
my schbag spoil le
='(
tink gonna buy ermx a dark coloured bag
wahahahaha
cos my recent bag is light blue mah
den easily dirty
so gonna consider buying a dark coloured one
wahahahaha
hmmmmm
well,
cya all then

Sunday, June 05, 2005

hmmm
today
alot of ppl go out of singapore
T_T
hais
ermx
ok
early in the morning
alr went to the airport le
ermx
send my relatives dere mah
hais
all go
my family nv go
T_T
ermx
sry to those i nv reply in msn
cos i away mah
sry ar
ermx
wah
my relatives go to indonesia to enjoy la
holiday
hmmmmm
i wan go!
but
hais
suan le
hope u all reach dere in one piece
i down here pray for ya
especially for my grandma
she's alone now
ever since my grandpa....
oh
not going to say it
hope she hav fun
well
the sad thing is
on my bday
dey arent here!!!!!!!!
T_T
T_T
T_T
T_T
T_T
hais
oh nvm
hope dey remember can le

den another person going out of singapore is edwin
hais edwin edwin
hmmmm
thx for coming back for my bday =D
really grateful
kekex
hmmmm
hope u enjoy urself
n takecare =D

hmmm
today i not buayba
cos i nv ask ur miss me mah
wahahahhahaha
yeap
ermx
i tink this week quite pack
going out, do hmwk
n n n n
MY BDAY
whahahahahahha
ermx
4 more days
hais
ermx
jianshen n wanying can go le
*yiPPee*
but xianqiang dunno can go anot
hais
ermx
den
mark, hope u can go also
but
if really cant
den nvm la
^_^

anyway
yesterday
con
den i slp i tink
-.-"
wahahhahahha
but dey can still tok u noe
diao~
still can tok when i slping
hahahha
li hai li hai
kekex
ermx
i wanna do hmwk
soooooooon~~~~~
ok
ermx
see lor

Saturday, June 04, 2005

hmmm
ok blog again
hahahhaha
hmmmmmm
get back results le
bu chuo la
hmm
i tink now
thinking of going jc
but den
poly may be less stresser
but den
ermx
aiyah
dunno la
see o'levels first how
hahahahas
anyway
i am just sec 3
why worry abt tat now rite?

hahahhaa
ermx
came le
den saw tyfin n jasmine
ermx
pamela sixuan n khian chong were sitting dere
den
huili came in
hmmm
my mum n i like waited for half an hour alr?
hahahhahaha
den
our turn le
haha
hmmmm
first thing mrs wong said was tat
"aishah, u still thinking abt dropping bio?"
whahahha
she can read my mind like dat
hahahaha
ermx
den tok tok tok
ermx
mostly abt bio la
hahahha
she ask me to challenge it
haha
try
den end of year see again how
cos my bio
she say also bu chuo ma
a c5
so she asked me to try harder
maybe can
hahahahah
hmmmm
my l1r4 is 12
my l1r5 is 17
ermx
i can go jc
i can go poly
weeeeeee
i got 2 choices
whahahahahhaa
ermx
well
must not tink abt it now
hahahha
concentrate on holidays
weeeeeeeeeeeeee

anyway
not fair not fair
i cant tag at joanne's blog
or at edwin's blog
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR
ahhhhhhhh
hate my com
hmp!!
lalalalala
suan le
hahahaha
anyway
if got anything wanna tag
i'll tag at my own taggboard
hhahahah
den ur come here see okie?
wahhahahaha

ermx
5 more days
wahhahahahhahaha
ermx
my victims
watch out ar
especially ed-- opppsss
ermx
nobody
=X
wahhahahahahhaha
lets throw him tgt
me rina elaine joanne
whahahahahah
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so fun fun
hahahahahaas

hmmm mark cant go le
*sad*
cos of his bad results
hais nvm
also cant force him go de rite?
hais
nvm la
ermx
still got ppl going
me okie le
kekex

hmmmmmmmmmmm
some ppl go camp le
wah
all pangseh me
hais
HAAHAHAHHAS
jkjk
anyway
camp i sometimes like
sometimes dun
whahahahha
dunno y
cos is like
ermx
sometimes u will see tat is fun
but sometimes
dun even think abt it
hahahas
ermx
wat to say somemore ar
oh yah
just now
meet the parents
my mum tok hor
her eng v de good lei
-.-"
make me wanna luff
whahahahahha
den we eat chicken rice
muahahhahaha
yummy yummy
mummy cant finish de food
den give me -.-"
den i eat
whahahahahhaha
i so guai
=D
kekex
wah
den now so full
wahaahahhahaha
i'm getting fatter le
help help
whahahahhaa
everytime i tell my mum this
den she will say
"u wan to be fat as me ar?"
whahahahahhah
den i =X le
whahahhahaha
duwan say le
kekex
anyway
overall
did quite ok le
hmmmm
alot of ppl wan me to tutor dem maths
whahahahahha
i can become maths teacher le
ahhahah
dun say i show off ar
=S
hmmmmm
i will teach ur one
dun worry =))

hmmmmmm
hope everyone did well also
even if ur didnt do well
dun get upset over it
just work harder next time
ur sure can do it de
x))
believe me
ahahahahhas
hmmm
4th of june le
hais
so fast
meet the parents later
mine's at 330
so waiting here like an idiot
hahas
hmmmm
read elaine's blog
just wanna say
dun give up girl
me will always be dere fer you.
u need help me can help u x))
wah
as if i god like dat ar
wahhahahahhahhahaha
hmmmm
yeah
ermx
dey say like dat cos
ermx
just want u to get good results
hmmmm
my mum
she wont force me to study le
cos she can see i'm stress
i tink
so
ermx
when exams come le
ermx
up to me to study anot
whahahahahahhaa
fail jiu fail lor
hmmm
i noe my example not good
so dun follow ar
whahahahaha
=P

hmmmmm
5 more days?
hais
hmmm
tink i made my decision le.
tink all of you are happy with it?
rite?
okiex
den we gonna enjoy
whahahahahahha
i wan to throw alot of ppl into the sea!!!!!!!
whahahahahahaha
first to throw will be rina
whahahahahah
next will be elaine
whahahahhaha
cant throw hayati
cos
ermx
she got phobia with water
whahahahhaha
well
next to throw will be edwin
but
later he too heavy how?
whahahahahaha
so me rina elaine
we plan tgt
whahahahah
shhhhhhh
dun tell him ar :P

wahahhahahaha
hmmmm
i'm toking craps
anyway
joanne
who's the monkey?
whahahahhaha
hyper le
lols
hmmmmmmm
gonna do hmwk soon
wah
dun feel like doing lei
especially eng
chem
bio
well, everything
except maths la
whahahaha
i luv maths
though i noe alot of u dun like maths
but
ermx
just wanna say
actually
maths is an easy subject
is just the way u see it
n the way u understand it
wahahahahha
do i sound like a maths teacher?


tink
when i grow up
gonna be a teacher bah
whahahahahhaha
though i noe its difficult
ermx
but dunno y
from young hor
i always play teacher teacher
whahahahhaha
kinda funny?
lols
den i will pretend i am teaching students
wahahahah
those were the times
kekex
so childish when u tink abt it now
but
great memories
lols

hmmmmm
mum gone to dunno wat place
hahas
later she come back
must get ready to go sch le
terror starts
hahahahahahah

ok
ermx
to all
i'm not upset at all =))
i'm fine le
yeap
i alr made my decision
at least tats one thing off my mind
n i also have my made decision abt those ppl
hmmmmmm
just hope tat day is gonna be a great day fer me
wish me all the best =))
n yeah
i miss KFC alr
wahahhahhhahahahha
i siao le
too hyper le
whahahahahaha
eeermx
wish me luck fer later okie =))
thx thx
muackkzzz
this one fer everybody
whahahhahahahahha
told ya
i hyper le
=P

Friday, June 03, 2005

hmmmm
today is friday alr
wah
so fast le rite?
wah
first week of holiday finish le
wahhhhhhhh
sian sian lei
ok broke my record again?
13 hours of sleeeeeeeeeeeeep
wahahhahahahahahha
nice nice
lols
n my dream was weird
wanna noe wat i dream of?
dinosaur -.-"
wahahahahhahaha
funny rite
lol
of all the dreams
i like this one
whahahahahahahhahaha
eh
yesterday nv post
haha
tok abt yesterday first
hmmmm
yesterday
got choir
from 2-530
long rite?
hahhahahah
me rina n michelle went to eat lunch first
hahahahahh
at first tell them wan eat chicken rice de
but den
at home
i alr eat nasi lemak
hahahhahaha
so we went to eat KFC
again
hhahahhaha
who cares
i shuang can le
lols
den
choir time
ermx
take back choir clothes
but me no hav
hahahahha
cos me new comer ma
den miss ng say she will seee to it
den choir practice
wah
at hall
so damn hot
but nvm la
hahhahahah
see the parade
funny wor
lols
ermx
den after tat
went home
dis rina hor
hahahhaha
when dismissed
she say
"faster faster i late alr"
den we rushing de hor
den she say
she got alot of time le
-.-"
hahahhahah
den went buy bubble tea
den went home le
lol
den con at nite
ermx
dunno y
dey say i quiet
i got shout alot of times
=.-
tink is my hp prob
hahaha
den i lazy wan press hold unhold
wahahahahahahhaa
den
ermx
slp lor
slp le
slp for 13 hours
wahhahahha
den today woke up
hmmmmmm
tml meet the parents alr wor
wah
scared
hais
nvm la

hmmmm
wanna say smthing
abt my this "thing"
if ur wanna go
den go lor
if ur dun wanna go
den dun go lor
i dun like to force ppl
ur should noe dat
so
though i am the "________"
is up to ur lor
i dun have the mood le
to care abt this thing le
so is up to ur one lor
hais
ur decide lor
ddn
tell me be4 9th june lor.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

wah... today start of a new month alr. hmmm n holidays alr.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee happy happy.. hmmm but must see the days i can go out anot la. hahaha today ermx in the morning got maths supplementary la.. ermx i meet rina first.. i come first *proud* ahahahhahas ermx cant blame rina la.. hahahha den when we walking de hor. den ermx actually wanted to jay-walk lor.. den miss chew behind us.. she say "ehhhhhhh" den she point to the zebra crossing.. den me n rina have to cross dere.. hahahahahah so funny.. den on the way met joanne lor.. together go to classroom.. hmmm lesson quite boring la.. hahahahahhahaha i wanna go beachhh!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha keep asking ppl.. but all like the answer is see first neh.. hahahahha nvm la.. i wait.. lols... ermx den after maths supp. me n hayati go eat at kfc.. i buy zinger meal!!!! hahahahahhahahhaa... v big .. full.. hahahahahahahahaha... den after tat walk walk ard westmall.. den go home le... den at home.. first thing go msn.. den tyfin ask me send him the neoprint.. ahhahahahahahah.. den send le.. den tok to jinghan.. wah he tok ****.. ahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaa......... den halfway... he wan to slp... hahahha den i also wan to slp. ahahhahahah ermx hope those will go my bday dat one.. ahhaha =)

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

today
ermx
woke up at 8
hahahahha
cos later at 9 got the toopid maths olympiad
lols
ermx
woke up le
den keep forgetting alot of things
hahahahhah
den keep going back home
wah waste time
den late
but nv lei
hahahah
reach sch
dey haven report
lols
teachers also late
so not my fault
hahahahahhaha
ermx
the maths olympiad so hard
i dun even noe all of the qns how to do
hahahahahah
sure get participation only
hahahahhahahaha
nice rite
LOLS
i noe i noe
thx thx
lols
den
after maths olympiad
meet rina michelle shuting at KFC
hahhahaha
me walking with deardear mah
den
walk walk
ermx
laugh laugh
den malu ourselves
hahahahahahhahaha
opppps
forgot to say
i yesterday pangseh jian shen
hahhaha
sry ar
i slping
sry sry sry
SORRY

kekex
ermx
den
at KFC
we eating
den hor
beside me got ppl buayba one
den my other side also got ppl buayba one
hahahahha
hu ar hu ar
den me eat
den one mushroom drop on skirt
hahhahahahahahha
so funny
den shuting eat
her one 2 mushroom
hahahahahahha
at least me better rite
XD
den
after tat
still got alot alot alot of times
lol
den we walking dat time
ermx
den got ppl call my name
hahhahah
den look up
was jian shen
hahahahha
erms still got hu
oh yah
khianchong ahma, hayati, xinyi, xianqiang
if tat is wat i remembered la
hahahhahaha
den go hug hayatiiiiiiiiii
HAHAHAHS
miss her alr
lols
den after tat
we walk ard westmall
waste time
go library tok rubbish
hahahhaha
den michelle n shuting take video
lols
den
wanying tell story v funny one wor
hahahahha
make me luff till wat
hahhahahahahs
den
choir starts le
ermx
den during choir hor
got SOMEONE keep calling me
den my whole body vibrating
hahahahahha
den
after tat
ermx
wanna go home le
sylvia say wait for her
den we sitting outside general office dat one
den got XIAN QIANG
hahahahhaha
so erxin
lols
den me n joanne tok tok
hahahhhahah
fun fun~
den go home tat time
buy bubble tea
lols
ermx
michelle dunno her wallet still with rina
hahahahahhaha
she only realise when rina tell her is she take one
hahahahahaha
oh yah
btw
RINA HAIR IS SHORT
lols
not tat short
hahahahahhaa
den
go home le
tml still must go sch wor
hahahhaha
dun feel like going
hahax
ermx
sian
the mosquito bite is killing me
lols
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss elaineeeeee
hahahhaha
i miss mumyyyyyyy
i miss ahmaaaaa
lols
^_^
anyway
somebody bday coming rite =PPPPpPPPp

Monday, May 30, 2005

hmmmm
today monday le
yups
so fast
ok
first week of holiday le
ahahhahaha
so shuang
but body still ache from camp la
hahahah
nvm
I'M STRONG
hahahahahhahaha

today woke up le saw jianshen n ahji online
den tok to them
hahahhahah
sian lei
nth to do
den somemore today cant go out de
hais
sian sian sian
ermx
den
tml got sch le
piang
tired lei
nvm
hahahhhahhaha
ok den yesterday
when i was slping hor
got SOMEONE hor call me so many times
den v funny lei
in my dream
i like got hear my hp de ringtone
den i thinking wat was tat
den i woke up le
den hor
tat SOMEONE woke me up le
hai wo
hahahahaha
nvm
den
tok tok lor
den after tat
he say will call back later
but nv
so i go slp again
wahahahahahahahhaa
until today woke up at 12
lols
zhu hor
hahahahahhaha
nvm la

den now me toking with ahji
ermx
wat to do on *ahem ahem*
hahahahhahah
duwan say
but must hear opinion first
later some dun like it
den hais
cant le
sian sian
ermx
tink got nth more to say lor

oh yah
yesterday morning
i woke up le
den tok to joanne
hahahhahaha
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
tok abt alot of things
lol
;)
ermx

den
afternoon
sms-ing with hayati
she say she miss me
whahahahaha
i misssssssssssssss her too
lols
HAHA
nice
lol
ermx
today
like no gd the shows lei
hahaha
tired

oh
yah
let me write down when i have to go to sch during holidays:
~> 31st May 2005 Tuesday :
=> Maths Olympiad 9-12pm
=> Choir Practice 3.30-5.30pm
~> 1 June 2005 Wednesday :
=> E & A Maths Supplementary 9-11.30am
=> Choir Practice 2-4pm
~> 2 June 2005 Thursday :
=> Choir practice 3.30-5.30pm
~> 4 June 2005 Saturday :
=> Meet The Parents 3.25pm
~> 21st June 2005 Tuesday :
=> Choir practice 8.30-11.30am
~> 23rd June 2005 Thursday :
=> Choir practice 8.30-11.30am

wah
sian sian
oh nvm la
hahahhaha
oh yeah
btw
good morning to all~
lols

Sunday, May 29, 2005

weeeeeeeeee back from camp le

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
back from camp
n home sweet home
lols
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
got alot of "memories" from the camp
lols

[[ 26th may 2005, Thrusday ]]
hmmmm
wake up quite early
den went to bathe all tat
den double check all the stuff
gonna miss alot of things
lol
den hayati came to my house le
den we went to meet rina n elaine
wah elaine de bag
light sia
lols
den
it was still raining
so we go gym
wah
wait for the bus like wait for an apple to drop from the tree like dat
so long
hahas
but nvm
we arrive le
den
we gather at the grass dere
den at first
gather at the dunno where
cos raining mah
den we suppose to think of grp name all tat
so our grp name is ACE
cos must start with A mah
den our instructor is junior n spencer
but junior was busy with the other sch
so after lunch den we saw him
den dis spencer
make lame n funny jokes la
den keep laughing
den
ermx
wat we do ar
forgot neh
oh yah
after lunch
ermx
played some team building games
crossing the acid ar take de dunno wat thing
den the spider web thingy
so funny
some had to be carried
den
we change to our wet the clothes la
for water activities
first was the river crossing
ermx
well
can say
we didnt plan well
so some didnt make it to the other side
but nvm la
at least we had fun
next was mud mud mud!!!
before tat
they got show us the bee attack n the wild pig ar.
hahahhaha
dis one so funny
when tat instructor say bee attack
den
me rina jasmine huili dawn lynette for a flower formation
den we were called the "flower girls"
hahahahhaha
so funny
den dey spray water at us
wah
so wet
den went into the mud le
lols
the mud so disgusting
but we had fun la
lol
walking den the whole class hold hands den walk tgt
*proud*
lols
den de smell hor
*faint*
hahahhahaha
but
we had fun
lol
den in the end
ermx
we went to this river also
den WATER ATTACK
lols
wah
most of us became the victims
lol
but we had fun
lols
den after tat
was the ermx
wat tat thing call
oh yah
nature hunt
hahahha
fun fun
ermx
when we drawing dat one
instructor sabrina say we must all hold jinghan
not our class the jinghan
hahahahha
the earthworm
i at first duwan
but it was okie
no feeling de
touch le
den we get extra points
lol

well
after tat
was dinner ar
den after dinner
change to dry clothes le
den got nightwalk
ermx
v nice the stars
just wish i could lie down dere
n see the stars
lols

wah
we took a long time to tink of the cheer n campfire item lor
abit dissapointed
but nvm la
at last we did
=))
proud of them

after nightwalk den slp le
hmmm
difficult to slp
ermx
at first
dey say jasmine got wake everyone up at 2am cos she say 7am alr late late late
but actually
is lynette say wrong
hahahah
but i nv wake up
cos i slping v soundly
lols
tired mah

[[ 27th may, friday ]]
next morning
actually
suppose to be 630 is the earliest n latest time to wake up
but we woke up at 6
den went to brush teeth tie hair all tat
den report at MPH [multi-pupose-hall]
to do morning exercise
wah
i miss my jumping jacks
lols
v funn
den
breakfast
wah
didnt expect the instructors noe how cook nasi lemak also
hahahha
nice nice
yummy
after tat
ermx
2nd day is dry activities le
after breakfast
need to stay behind do our duty for breakfast
sweep floor all tat
den
after tat
went to do the obstacle course ar
we did some only cos some v dangerous so nv do
den
at the low wall
well i tink it shouldnt be called the low wall lor
hahahah
1.8m tall
low anot?
hahahahah
higher than me lei
lols
den
at first try the kicking method
den
none of the girls can
hahahahhaha
den we did the assisstant method
den
all cross over
=))
den after tat
got one low beam
den must say 1 n a half somersault ar
=.=
but nv do one
hahahha
so lame
den got one monkey bar
i went to the other side
den the instructor say
"u wan i give u banana"
DIAO~
hahhahahah
monkey monkey
!!!!!!!!
lols
den when rina turn
she hold on the the first bar
den cant
den dunno wat happen
den she cry
den all blame the instructor
hahahahhaha
den he say treat us lunch
but nv de
=.=
break promise
hahahhaa
den we went to the ermx
dunno wat must blindfold one
hahahha
so funny
ermx when my turn
halfway den rain
hahahahahha
den we must take shelter
den at shelter
we thinking wat thing must do for campfire
den in the end
do the frenship thing
quite good
i tink all should participate lor
but junior say only 6 pairs
den the rest sing
hais
ok la
at least we did it
we played the human knot ar
hahahhaha
we cheated
=X
lols
hahhah
ermx
den got make the catapult thingy
ermx
wasnt successful lor
i tink the instructor not happy with us lor
but hais
wat can we do?
nvm lor
den after tat
initiative games ar
we only had time for 2 games lor
crossing the river n take the water bottle out lor
ermx
did quite well
hahahaha
den
the last game
must think of how to cross over de ermx wat tat thing call
i dunno
hahahahhahaha
den v funny

den
we went for the rock climbing
fun fun
lols
been looking forward to it for the whole 3 days
hahahahahah
ermx
den the rocks v hard to climb one
lols
so small the rock
hard to hold
hahahhaha
but nvm
had fun
=))

den
artpression
haha
i become timekeeper like not one like tat
wah
i asked them hurry up
den dey duwan
den in the end
i kena scolding lor
wah piang
suan le
den
we got our camp tshirt
ermx
wanted to bathe
but we later at nite den bathe
so we just change into camp tshirt
den
went to eat dinner
den
after tat
went to the domitary
n practice our cheer n item lor
ok la
den went to campfire le

campfire was ok i guess
funn =))
ermx
we went first cos we first grp de mah
den
after tat
got one game
for girls from each grp
come out n dance like crazy
my grp i have to go
T_T
hahahahhha
soo funny
i tink i dance
lols
but nv win
n NV CLEAN TOILET
hahahahhahaha
den
after campfire
dey say mr subash leaving le
SOB SOB
T_T
hais
y must he leave
now i noe the historical moment he meant
hais
sian sian
den
was supper
ate one biscuit
den went to bathe le
second nite was better
slp well
i dream as well =))
dream of my bed
=.=
hahahahhahahaha
missing it alr

[[ 28th may 2005 , saturday ]]
today
wake up early also
den went to brush teeth
den
today was area cleaning
haiyah
but at least ours was the dining area
dun need clean toilet
hahahahhaha
hmmmmm
at first
ermx
unpitch tent
hahahhaha
i dunno wats tat call la
but
after tat
area cleaning
den debrief
gonna miss junior n spencer
=D
hahahhahah
though we only noe dem for 3 days
miss them
=))
FLOWER GIRLS MISS UUUUUUUU
lols
3e1'05 rawks~
though we didnt win
but its okie
=))
thx to all for making the camp a successful one
u all rawks
lols
muackk muackk
hahahahhaha
i missssssssssssssss joanne
dat time
when after the rock climbing dat one
got one ermx
uncle la
he nv wear shirt
den walking in front of us
den me n joanne keep luffing
hahaha
so funny
hahahha
den
all look at us
peng
lols
nvm
i missssssssssssssss everyone
hahhahahahahha
ok la
i write long le
hahahahhaha
sian

ermx
den today wake up
hais
fight with parents alr
wah
i still v tired from camp lor
den expect me do this do tat
wah piang
suan le
duwan tok abt it
later i cry again

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

hais

hmmmmm
wednesday morning le
oooooooo
raining
=.=
bleahx..
i dun wanna go sch
sian neh
ermx
den today
got cca
duwan to go
i still haven pack my bag
cos yesterday
i went to slp
hahahahahahhaha
den nv pack
end up
today must pack
:P

OXQ
U DIE U DIE U DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
call me ****** for how many times alr?
577 times alr hor
nice hor
today u watch out
i nv tok to u forever den u noe
bleahx
not my prob
ur own prob

ooo
camp is tml
can say i half excited half sad
cos like
later rain how (choy choy)
hais
dese few days always like tat
lets hope it doesnt rain
okie
hmmmmm
n one last thing
when i go camp le hor,
ur dun miss me ar
later ur miss me too much
i will guilty de
:PPPPppPPPpPPP
hahahahahahha
hmmmmmmmmm
let me buayba a while lei
seriously speakin
i'm gonna miss a lot of ppl
though i noe my family nv show dey miss me
dey will m issm e one :P
cos i m the most noisy in the house
without me
where noise?
muahahahhahha
jkjk
ermx
wish everyone
good holiday bah =))
n n n n n
one IMPORTANT THING:
dun forget my bday ar :P:P
in case ur forgot
is at my profile dere
go c c
kekex =D

Monday, May 23, 2005

ermx... sian..

ermx
today
didnt break record bah
cos i 1230 den wake up
still counted as early
hais
nvm
ermx
holiday we competition again
muahahahahahaha
ok
i have to do my hmwk today
dreading it v v much
ytd meeting
ermx
abt 1 hour
but one person have to go toilet [charge phone]
den took so long to come back hor
den
we too tired le
den san hui
haha
ermx
tok abt camp?
hmmmm
camp
i'm half looking forward to it n half not looking forward to it
ermx
dunno y lei
just hoping
yesterday
GOT PPL TRY TO SCARE ME HOR
say wat dun shine in top
later see ~~~~
piang
i haven go neh
scare me alr =.-
oh nvm
haha
ermx
wanna go dere with a peaceful mind
lols
ermx
lazy lazy to pack bag
lazy lazy wanna do hmwk

hmmmm
den yts got 3 ppl suan me le
liao bu qi ar
cherokee nv win so wat.
liao bu qi ar
lakota won so wat?
hmmm
duwan say le
oh nvm

ermx
maybe today
I'LL BE HELPING MY SIS CLEAN THE ROOM
AGAIN
oh man
nvms
hahahhahaha
anyway
its my room also
so oh wells
nvm
ermx
guess dats all for now lor

Sunday, May 22, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ermx
weeeeeeeeee
i broke my record today
guess wats tat
hahahahahha
ermx
i woke up early
early den SOME PPL
hahahahhahahaha
ermx
den nth better to do
whole day online
ermx
like dat lor

den sms use phone use com
hahhaha
cos all not i pay one XD
use alot also can
hahahahax
hmmmmmmm
sian nor

today lynette bday
hahaha
happy bday =)
ermx

i still haven do my hmwk
oh wells
sian sian sian
ermx
just now
got "fight" at elaine tagboard
hahahahhaa
nvm
just now
elaine pei wo
cos we both bored
hahahah
den nth to do
we luff n luff
lols
eermx
chat with joanne, elaine, cel
hahahhahaa
ermx
but most is ask me abt song one
-.-"
lols
nvm
i help
hahaha
seeee i so free
lols
ermx

i still haven pack my bag
i mean for camp
should be either tml or tuesday pack
hmmmm
i still thinking abt the long pants
should
or shouldnt?
hmmmm
someone help me?

just now
de show ruhua is it
ermx
y no ruhua one
den got some other ppl
hahahh
no funn de
my got one
ermx
she fat one
hahah
dat one also quite funny
LOLS
make my stomach pain
today alot of good shows
but only at nite nor
hahahaha
just now i keep changing channels one
hahahha
ermx
after chinese show
watch malay show
den watch hindi show
hahahahaha
den now
chatting with rina n edwin
abt my bday
hahahahha
dunno where to go
hmmmm
see bah
lols

ermx
later at 12
i got meeting
hahahahah
this one meeting
not work
lols
sian sian
hmmmmmmm
maybe today slping late
lols
i duwan break record tml
ahahhaha
wanna slp long long!!
hahahahhahaa
=))

Saturday, May 21, 2005

camp stuff?

weeeeeeeeee
today went out with hayati
ermx
buy camp stuff
hahahahah
i got it all =D
hahahaha
so happy
ermx
den went to hayati de ahma de house
take her camp bag
v big lei =.=
hahahahahhahaa
nvm
i tink can fit me inside
hahahaha
no la
i jk
we went to 2 shopping malls alr
hahahah
first to westmall
den to bukit panjang plaza
wah
i tink this year camp
ok bah
hmmmmmm
but i wished it was last year =)
but nvm
hahahahha
should hav fun =D
kekex
i'm gonna miss so many things
my hp
my com
my mp3
my bed
my blanket
my bolster
my everything
hahahahahahahhaha
hais
suan le
3 days onli
lols

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Friday, May 20, 2005

FINALLY CAN ONLINE LE

finally
i can online le
n i figure it out
myself
=P
seee i soooo smart
HAHAHA
ermx
today at first half day at sch
got talentime
some ppl good
some when sing my mao stand up
hahahahahhahahahahaha
den got one like teacher one hor rina
LOLS
den hor
ermx
ok la
then got one song hor
i hate one
den
rina n wanying give me tissues
-.-"
ermx
i just say i hate the song
nv say wan to cry
hahahahahaha
oh nvm
lols
den after tat
me n hayati go walk walk at westmall
den
went home
play spongebob squarepants de movie de playstation game
hahahahahhaha
den hor
ermx
we late
but lucky got ppl wait for us
=P
sry ar
hahahahaha
den
the bloody stadium is bloody hot
hate hate hate
feel like fainting
oh my gawd
suan le
hahahaha
den
ermx
i tink the result like this la:
1st => lakota
2nd => apache
3rd => mohegan
4th => cherokee
hahahaha
though most of the cups apache won la
but
lols
dunno la
den i down there do nth one
den got cheer competition one
-.-"
cherokee vs apache
cherokee vs lakota
piang
hahahah
wan fight come fight la
LOLS
jk
den we went to lot 1
we EATTTTTTTTTTT
i was damn hungry
ahahhahahha
ate too much i tink hor rina?
rina eat v slow
hahhahahaha
den hayati got freddy!!
:O
scary
den she ='(
den me n rina dunno wat to do
den rina make it worse
hahahahah
no la
den
ermx
went to watson to find de thing she wan to find
but cant find
den go guardian
ahhahahahaha
den me n rina take photo
cos hayati duwan ma
hahahahahahhahah
ermx
later show ur
lols
today ok ok la
need to buy camp stuff
hahaha
ermx
bag lei?
see la wat bag i hav
den bring lor
lols
ermx
wat say ar
i tink nth to say bah
just happy i can online alr
all thx to me
=D
hahahahha
thx thx
lols
=))
tc everyone


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Thursday, May 19, 2005

STUPID

wah
stupid la
i cant sign in at msn
!@#!@$#@%#^#^@%Q#%$#@!
!$!$@#%#$^#^@#^#@%@#
!#$@#%@$^@#$^#@^&#$^@$%
#$%@#%!@%@$^#$^#$^
wat the heck la
yet again
ermx
jian shen
dun worry la
=)
it will be ok one de
ermx
OXQ curse me today
say i will fail my bio
-.-"
overall la
but
i didnt
ermx
pass by a few marks
wat the heck la
nvm
me n tyfin wan to ~~~~
so is ok la.
confirm ar.
dun last minute change ok =P
ermx
camp coming soon
hais
wished dat the camp was last year
den it will be GREAT
but
too bad-/
nvm
hmmm
at least still get to see my frens
^_^
hmmmm
tml sports day
hmmm
after tat
going to lot 1
see see camp stuff with mummy
maybe got hayati also
lols
she wanna go the wat shop dat one
i dunno ar~
hahahahha
hmmmm
maybe my dad sending me dere
cos i bukit batok ~~~
(joanne u should noe)
i dunno how to go dere
HAHAHA
nvm
hmp.
ermx
i tink
i failed physics so far
for overall
de rest ok bah
my meet the parents time: 315pm
hmmm
late rite?
cos mrs wong is available only after 2
den the rest timeslot full le
so
ok
nvm
cos need my mum to tok to mrs wong
lols
nvm la

ermx
tml talentime
hahahaha
gonna enjoy dis~
lols
cos ppl gonna sing
den i will see hu good hu bad =P
whahahahahahahha
no la
i not judge
hahahaha
i audience
HAHA
yeah
tml no lessons
LOL
gd gd
hahahha
i can bring my pouch
ahahaha
n mp3!!
lols
wah
where to go tml ar.
tml westmall haven open dee
hmp.
duwan say le
we finish so early
at 9+
den
if we walk dere
abt 10 alr
still have to wait one more hour
hahahaha
so late
lols
i den duwan
go my house
dunno my sis go work alr lei
hmmm
nvm la

ermx
still got wat to say ar.
oh yeah
today
got someone ~~~~
den i ~~~~
but a while den okie liao
dunno y
fer the first time
ppl ~~~~ me
den i abush
come out
ermx
NO DIRTY THINKING AR
lols

elaine
i did NTH to help
HAHAHAHAHA
nvm
i appreciate ur thankness
whahahahahahha
i siao le
LOLS

rina
U DEN THE PP
hahahahahahahhaa
te deng te deng te deng te deng te deng~~~~
wahhahahahahah
rina siao alr
whahahahahhaa
=D

wanying dear
ermx
today u nv come sch
me worry wor
hahahaa
u sore eyes must be see rina n elaine too much den sore eyes rite =P
see la
hu ask u see them so much
should have see me
den wont sore eyes le
whahahahahha
jkjkjk
lols
kekex

ermx
maybe tml i jump to mohegan?
cos hayati n azizah going to mohegan
so
ermx
but
i dun like mohegan lei =X
whahahahahhahahhaa
dunno y lei
ermx
suan le
sports day only mah
also not i running
so y should i care?
rite
HAHAHAHA

ok la.
ermx
i cant sign in MSN
i hate my com
my bro com also cant sign in
I HATE ALL OF THIS
bleahx bleahx bleahx
ahhahahahhaha
ermx
till here bah
hahahahha
must wait for my next entry ar
lols
dun miss me ar =P
tc everyone
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i tink suan le

hais
today really really really upset de lor
hais
suan le
got someone
dao de hor
duwan tok le
later abush all come out
den die le
hmmmmm
today get back bio n SS
at first scared both of the paper fail
but den nv la. bio only the paper 2 i fail but paper 1 pull up overall la
den SS
pass la
den pull up my history
so i tink overall i pass la
ermx
tink
so far
i failed physics
hmmm
nvm
almost the whole class fail?
hais
how to go camp in this mood?
I HATE IT
someone help me
hais
nvm de lor
duwan to tok to me den dun tok lor
i'm not forcing u
but at least u should understand
how it hurts my heart
though u are just a fren to me
but really means a lot
a simple "HI" or "bye" would change everything
but
just u not saying anything
or just a stare from u
changes everything
now
i dunno wat to do?
hais
nvm
its ok with me
for the sake of ~~~~
i'll just bear with it.
=(

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

ermx.. oh nvm. suan le

well.. yesterday wasnt a good day i tink
ermx
got back 5 papers alr
eng.
e-maths paper 1.
a-maths.
physics.
history.
HAIS
i failed 2 of them alr
confirm if fail one more
can forget abt june holiday alr
hais
y is life like dis
ermx just wanna say to my dear fren
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
i noe u are not in the good mood
yes i admit i was angry
but
hmmm
i tink ok fer now.
read ur blog.
ermx who's dat perrson?
care to tell me?
or duwan?
den nvm.
just hope u wont tink abt it too much
life is like this
u just have to live it to the fullest no matter wat
believe me..
hmmmm today getting back malay paper
ohmygawd
i m so scared
hais
den
maybe today getting bio n chem paper also
hais
confirm fail le lor
dun need say liao
so,
ermx
like i told ur
june holiday can forget tat its a holiday fer me liao
dat is
if my mum is being v v v v v strict
hais
ok
i tink will continue in the afternoon bah
cya in sch~

Monday, May 16, 2005

ahh! attend my funeral =(

ahhh someone help me..
hais.
ermx
today
getting back results le
i'm scared scared scared
help help help
hmmmm
i tink today most probably get e-maths or a-maths
cos cher say dun need bring txbk mah
den ermx ws also all go thru le
so maybe go thru mid year lor
hais
sian
me scared all the sci as well
humanities also
hais
y everytime like dis de
hate it
hmmmmmm
but nvm la
i'll just be strong n take wats ahead me
yeap
learnt to be ermx more open-minded bah
hahahahhaa
not like joanne n pamela
HAHAHA
bukit batok ~~~~~
LOLS
not gonna say it
hahahhahah
well
i m also one of them
=.-
but me de DA JIE DA
hahahahahhaha
dun ermx kacau me ar
later ur kena
not my fault aiights
kekekex

well
its like 645 in the morning
n i'm posting?
dun i hav to go to sch
hahaha
well
i'm going alr
haha
tata to all
dun miss me ar =P

Saturday, May 14, 2005

siansation

hmmmm
wat to say huh
oh yah
today
actually wanted to slp for 13 hours one lei
den hor
SOME PPL HOR
go n wake me up
n i slept for only 11 hours
damn.
didnt break de record
hmmm
actually didnt wake up de
den
dey keep calling my hp
n i didnt pick it up
den someone
go n call my house phone
n de phone is just like beside my ear
n it "kringgggggggggggggg"
so loud in my ear
n i had to wake up
.......
hai wo
nvm
tink i go enough slp
ermx
well
2 more days
n the terror gonna start
hais
so fast
i'm not even prepared
someone help me

ermx
thx everyone for tagging in my blog
hmmmmm
well
today ermx my frens went to east coast
n had fun
hmmmm
i didnt go
cos wasnt in the mood to go
n my family went to hospital to see my ahma
so i didnt want to go
so
i stayed at home
n mum told me to dun go out
so i cant go out
hmmmm

i m so full now
feel like vommitting again -.-"
ermx
nvm
hmmmmm
my com has got antivirus again!
damn it
suan le
hmmmm
u noe
today i played a game called "ONI"
hahahahahhaha
funny name rite
but ok la
its a shooting game
i played until so shuang
but tat part when had to defeat the king dat one
n i keep failing
dat one i dunno how to defeat
den i duwan play alr
hahahahahahaha
so funny

hmmmm
i tink today was aiight
well
have to enjoy urself b4 the terror starts rite?
so wish me good luck for the results =)
n i wish everyone get good results as well

hmmmmm
sports day coming
i trying to psycho hayati to come to my house
i mean
not come to my real house la
i mean u noe the PE the house
cherokeeeeeeeee
ahahahahahahhahas
ermx
cos
ermx how say ar
i tink last year i went to lakota
so this year
maybe want stay in my own house bah
hahahahahahah
den play n play n play
not run la
too lazy to run
secondary sch v lazy de
hahahas
primary sch always run de
ermx
dunno la
maybe so much had happen
so not in the mood to run
ahahahas
suan le

sec 3 camp also coming
arhhhhhhhhh
so many things
ermx
sec 3 camp i tink v familiar bah
cos my p5 camp also at there
so i tink i got used to it
but we slping in tent
=(
i tink i will go into another camp?
cos i need some companion de mah
cos i m like the only malay in the tent
i'm not used to it
so maybe i running to e2 or e3 camp
i dunno
see first lor
if cant den wat can i do rite?
so be it la
hahahas
i anything de
as long as i can survive the 3 days can liao
HAHAHAHA
ermx
nth more to say
ahahhahas
n oh yah
tell ur smthing
secret secret
dun tell anyone ar:
ok here goes
i feel dat
love sux

Friday, May 13, 2005

finally
exams are over
n the terror starts
oh no.
next weeek!!!
haiss
hmmm
cant go out this weekend to celebrate for the last time
why?
cos i'm not in da mood
sorry to those hu ask me out n i reject-
sorry
me didnt mean it
hais
tink tink tink
my life my life my life
just.
suan le
not going to say anymore
later
will
hmmm
NVM

ok i tink my listening compre was ok?
tink got one qn wrong alr
3 marks gone
hais
the damn paper was like 30 marks??~~~
can u believe it
hais
suan le
nvm
hmmm
after sch
went to mac go eat eat
the big breakfast was yummy yummy
yumm yumm
den saw dardar dere
actually
met dardar dere
n he was alone
ask him to join us
he duwan
so
oh wells
hayati brought ermx hotcakes ar?
or is it pancakes?
aiyah
same la
but she cant finish
den bring it home
ok
i noe my skirt is ~~~~~~~
cant help it
ermx
n its not becos my ~~~~~~~~~ is ~~~~~~~~~
hmmm
ur figure it out
only edwin,hayati n me noes abt it
nvm
well
after tat
was thiking of goin to walk ard westmall
but den
i tink
haven open ar?
hais
den
went home lor
didnt feel like going home at first
cos sis is still at home
n ~~~~
oh wells
den at home
played com first
den
went to slp!
was thinking
wat if i slp
den nv wake up again
isnt it good?
not gonna face all this problems
hais
but i aint slping beauty
so
nvm

today
some ppl did illegal stuff~~~
hmmmm want to noe hu dey are?
hmmmmm
i dun tell u lei
=X
but failed
didnt get to get it
nvm
i will try to ask my mum to buy it
once its out okie?
i promise
^_^

well
i tink i not going to eat
for these few days
n get it rite: not going to lose weight la
just
not thinking of eating
cos
no appetite
hais
ermx
nvm

things are rushing so fast
see ar
ok
exams are finally over
den comes the terror part
den comes sports day
den comes sec 3 camp
den comes meet the parents session
den comes june holiday
n den comes someone's bday
hmmmmmm
v v v v fast
ermx
nvm

n to someone:
i hate u i hate u i hate u
i hate u to the care
wat did i ever do to u?
i admit
it was my fault in the past
but
just because of that,
u are blaming me for all ur life?
n
its not totally my fault rite?
u were part of it as well
cant blame me when i did tat
n just because of tat,
u changed ur impression of... me?
wat la
i mean
ok fine
just take it it was my fault
but wat u are doing is wrong
n i mean very very wrong
just becoz i did one wrong move,
this is how u treat me?
like a stranger?
have u ever thought abt my feelings?
i always tot u were the one for me
but den
wat can i do
u dun even noe me now
dun u
so u are treating me differently
like a stranger actually
watever
i wont mind
u wan to call me to fuck off
i will
u wan to scold me a bitch
go ahead
u wan to call me to get out of ur life
i will
n tats final
n all i have to say to u is tat
dun regret this for life.
n
dun ever come begging to me.
n saying u wan this even so called "friendship" bac
cos i wont accept
for all i care
fine.

hmmm
well
whoever i m scolding
i aint gonna tell anyone abt it
cos
all this misery i am living in
its my life
so nobody should care abt it
just hmm lemme face this world alone.
ppl wan us to be independent?
i will.
as of now.
food cooked by my mum i wont eat.
i'll eat on my own.
i wanna buy things,
gonna use my own money.
things mummy n daddy buy for me,
i'll pay them back
tat independent?
i guess so
hais.
just forget abt it
no point thinking abt it le.
everyday
just gonna do this:
live in this colourless world of mine
n think n think n think

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

weeee
at home
but v sian
hmmmm
early in the morning alr fight with sister
she duwan give my mp3 mah
i wan use lei
n ITS MINE
i have the rights to use it
not hers
n fight with me somemore
call me names somemore
hais
suan le
nth i can do will change the fact dat i m bad
so wat if i'm bad
i'm like dat
u dun like it?
get lost lor
dun care abt me better rite?
hais
suan le
today
had bio paper 1 n physics paper 1
die liao die liao
i tink bio was harder den physics?
HAHA
n ppl said de opposite
-.-"
dat shocked me
ok
i'm siao

den after sch
dun feel like going home
so
went to hayati house dere
hmmm
can say
hayati also
can say
she aint in the mood either
hais
someone just let me die please
cant take this anymore
anyway
we went to jurong dere
hmmmm
ok
den the library
den
hmmmm
went to jianshen de house
played his com
haha~
thx~
den
played basketball
i didnt noe how to play
-.-"
cos i'm stupid
watever
den hayati cant play XD
hahahahhas
hmmm secret cant tell ur why
den HOR
got someone hor
pass me the ball
pass so hard
N IT HIT MY EYE
-.-"
n MY SPECS
lucky it isnt broken
if not
u hav to pay ar~
n someone finger got ermx how say ar
injured?
n he cant play basketball
haha
den all of sudden
it was ok alr
-.-"
piang
hmmm
den
we went to sit at a playground
den
i was sitting at the top of de dunno wat thing
was thinking
"hais y is my life like this"
keep staring into space.
n someone took a pic of it
mr OXQ hor.
hais
suan le
see?
not bad bot bad

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staring into deep space

well
then went to ermx
buy drinks
ok la
den went back to a-shen house
den
went home
at the bus stop
say hardy n his fren
haha
this one v funny
i was sitting at the chair dat one
den i wanted to fall down
n i fell
but ALMOST
cos my other leg still on the chair
make me so paiseh
ahhahahahas
den took 187 home
hmmm
actually
didnt went home
took 187 to my old house
den walk walk
bring back memories
hmmm
den walk walk walk
sit at a playground again
thinking
hais
suan le
no point thinking abt it

hmmmmm
tml is listening compre
i tink just a waste of time
come to sch for only half an hour
hais
wth.
might as well i slp rite
suan le
hais

now back at home
dun feel like i belong in this house
hais
suan le
no point toking abt it
parents will be parents
i tink
i wont be using the phone anymore
*cry*
cos gonna get bad results
den mum will say
n dad will say
see lah
use the phone to much
blah blah blah
hais
watever la
anyway
everything i do also wrong
so.
hais
wats the use.