Tuesday, May 31, 2005

today
ermx
woke up at 8
hahahahha
cos later at 9 got the toopid maths olympiad
lols
ermx
woke up le
den keep forgetting alot of things
hahahahhah
den keep going back home
wah waste time
den late
but nv lei
hahahah
reach sch
dey haven report
lols
teachers also late
so not my fault
hahahahahhaha
ermx
the maths olympiad so hard
i dun even noe all of the qns how to do
hahahahahah
sure get participation only
hahahahhahahaha
nice rite
LOLS
i noe i noe
thx thx
lols
den
after maths olympiad
meet rina michelle shuting at KFC
hahhahaha
me walking with deardear mah
den
walk walk
ermx
laugh laugh
den malu ourselves
hahahahahahhahaha
opppps
forgot to say
i yesterday pangseh jian shen
hahhaha
sry ar
i slping
sry sry sry
SORRY

kekex
ermx
den
at KFC
we eating
den hor
beside me got ppl buayba one
den my other side also got ppl buayba one
hahahahha
hu ar hu ar
den me eat
den one mushroom drop on skirt
hahhahahahahahha
so funny
den shuting eat
her one 2 mushroom
hahahahahahha
at least me better rite
XD
den
after tat
still got alot alot alot of times
lol
den we walking dat time
ermx
den got ppl call my name
hahhahah
den look up
was jian shen
hahahahha
erms still got hu
oh yah
khianchong ahma, hayati, xinyi, xianqiang
if tat is wat i remembered la
hahahhahaha
den go hug hayatiiiiiiiiii
HAHAHAHS
miss her alr
lols
den after tat
we walk ard westmall
waste time
go library tok rubbish
hahahhaha
den michelle n shuting take video
lols
den
wanying tell story v funny one wor
hahahahha
make me luff till wat
hahhahahahahs
den
choir starts le
ermx
den during choir hor
got SOMEONE keep calling me
den my whole body vibrating
hahahahahha
den
after tat
ermx
wanna go home le
sylvia say wait for her
den we sitting outside general office dat one
den got XIAN QIANG
hahahahhaha
so erxin
lols
den me n joanne tok tok
hahahhhahah
fun fun~
den go home tat time
buy bubble tea
lols
ermx
michelle dunno her wallet still with rina
hahahahahhaha
she only realise when rina tell her is she take one
hahahahahaha
oh yah
btw
RINA HAIR IS SHORT
lols
not tat short
hahahahahhaa
den
go home le
tml still must go sch wor
hahahhaha
dun feel like going
hahax
ermx
sian
the mosquito bite is killing me
lols
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss elaineeeeee
hahahhaha
i miss mumyyyyyyy
i miss ahmaaaaa
lols
^_^
anyway
somebody bday coming rite =PPPPpPPPp

Monday, May 30, 2005

hmmmm
today monday le
yups
so fast
ok
first week of holiday le
ahahhahaha
so shuang
but body still ache from camp la
hahahah
nvm
I'M STRONG
hahahahahhahaha

today woke up le saw jianshen n ahji online
den tok to them
hahahhahah
sian lei
nth to do
den somemore today cant go out de
hais
sian sian sian
ermx
den
tml got sch le
piang
tired lei
nvm
hahahhhahhaha
ok den yesterday
when i was slping hor
got SOMEONE hor call me so many times
den v funny lei
in my dream
i like got hear my hp de ringtone
den i thinking wat was tat
den i woke up le
den hor
tat SOMEONE woke me up le
hai wo
hahahahaha
nvm
den
tok tok lor
den after tat
he say will call back later
but nv
so i go slp again
wahahahahahahahhaa
until today woke up at 12
lols
zhu hor
hahahahahhaha
nvm la

den now me toking with ahji
ermx
wat to do on *ahem ahem*
hahahahhahah
duwan say
but must hear opinion first
later some dun like it
den hais
cant le
sian sian
ermx
tink got nth more to say lor

oh yah
yesterday morning
i woke up le
den tok to joanne
hahahhahaha
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
tok abt alot of things
lol
;)
ermx

den
afternoon
sms-ing with hayati
she say she miss me
whahahahaha
i misssssssssssssss her too
lols
HAHA
nice
lol
ermx
today
like no gd the shows lei
hahaha
tired

oh
yah
let me write down when i have to go to sch during holidays:
~> 31st May 2005 Tuesday :
=> Maths Olympiad 9-12pm
=> Choir Practice 3.30-5.30pm
~> 1 June 2005 Wednesday :
=> E & A Maths Supplementary 9-11.30am
=> Choir Practice 2-4pm
~> 2 June 2005 Thursday :
=> Choir practice 3.30-5.30pm
~> 4 June 2005 Saturday :
=> Meet The Parents 3.25pm
~> 21st June 2005 Tuesday :
=> Choir practice 8.30-11.30am
~> 23rd June 2005 Thursday :
=> Choir practice 8.30-11.30am

wah
sian sian
oh nvm la
hahahhaha
oh yeah
btw
good morning to all~
lols

Sunday, May 29, 2005

weeeeeeeeee back from camp le

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
back from camp
n home sweet home
lols
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
got alot of "memories" from the camp
lols

[[ 26th may 2005, Thrusday ]]
hmmmm
wake up quite early
den went to bathe all tat
den double check all the stuff
gonna miss alot of things
lol
den hayati came to my house le
den we went to meet rina n elaine
wah elaine de bag
light sia
lols
den
it was still raining
so we go gym
wah
wait for the bus like wait for an apple to drop from the tree like dat
so long
hahas
but nvm
we arrive le
den
we gather at the grass dere
den at first
gather at the dunno where
cos raining mah
den we suppose to think of grp name all tat
so our grp name is ACE
cos must start with A mah
den our instructor is junior n spencer
but junior was busy with the other sch
so after lunch den we saw him
den dis spencer
make lame n funny jokes la
den keep laughing
den
ermx
wat we do ar
forgot neh
oh yah
after lunch
ermx
played some team building games
crossing the acid ar take de dunno wat thing
den the spider web thingy
so funny
some had to be carried
den
we change to our wet the clothes la
for water activities
first was the river crossing
ermx
well
can say
we didnt plan well
so some didnt make it to the other side
but nvm la
at least we had fun
next was mud mud mud!!!
before tat
they got show us the bee attack n the wild pig ar.
hahahhaha
dis one so funny
when tat instructor say bee attack
den
me rina jasmine huili dawn lynette for a flower formation
den we were called the "flower girls"
hahahahhaha
so funny
den dey spray water at us
wah
so wet
den went into the mud le
lols
the mud so disgusting
but we had fun la
lol
walking den the whole class hold hands den walk tgt
*proud*
lols
den de smell hor
*faint*
hahahhahaha
but
we had fun
lol
den in the end
ermx
we went to this river also
den WATER ATTACK
lols
wah
most of us became the victims
lol
but we had fun
lols
den after tat
was the ermx
wat tat thing call
oh yah
nature hunt
hahahha
fun fun
ermx
when we drawing dat one
instructor sabrina say we must all hold jinghan
not our class the jinghan
hahahahha
the earthworm
i at first duwan
but it was okie
no feeling de
touch le
den we get extra points
lol

well
after tat
was dinner ar
den after dinner
change to dry clothes le
den got nightwalk
ermx
v nice the stars
just wish i could lie down dere
n see the stars
lols

wah
we took a long time to tink of the cheer n campfire item lor
abit dissapointed
but nvm la
at last we did
=))
proud of them

after nightwalk den slp le
hmmm
difficult to slp
ermx
at first
dey say jasmine got wake everyone up at 2am cos she say 7am alr late late late
but actually
is lynette say wrong
hahahah
but i nv wake up
cos i slping v soundly
lols
tired mah

[[ 27th may, friday ]]
next morning
actually
suppose to be 630 is the earliest n latest time to wake up
but we woke up at 6
den went to brush teeth tie hair all tat
den report at MPH [multi-pupose-hall]
to do morning exercise
wah
i miss my jumping jacks
lols
v funn
den
breakfast
wah
didnt expect the instructors noe how cook nasi lemak also
hahahha
nice nice
yummy
after tat
ermx
2nd day is dry activities le
after breakfast
need to stay behind do our duty for breakfast
sweep floor all tat
den
after tat
went to do the obstacle course ar
we did some only cos some v dangerous so nv do
den
at the low wall
well i tink it shouldnt be called the low wall lor
hahahah
1.8m tall
low anot?
hahahahah
higher than me lei
lols
den
at first try the kicking method
den
none of the girls can
hahahahhaha
den we did the assisstant method
den
all cross over
=))
den after tat
got one low beam
den must say 1 n a half somersault ar
=.=
but nv do one
hahahha
so lame
den got one monkey bar
i went to the other side
den the instructor say
"u wan i give u banana"
DIAO~
hahhahahah
monkey monkey
!!!!!!!!
lols
den when rina turn
she hold on the the first bar
den cant
den dunno wat happen
den she cry
den all blame the instructor
hahahahhaha
den he say treat us lunch
but nv de
=.=
break promise
hahahhaa
den we went to the ermx
dunno wat must blindfold one
hahahha
so funny
ermx when my turn
halfway den rain
hahahahahha
den we must take shelter
den at shelter
we thinking wat thing must do for campfire
den in the end
do the frenship thing
quite good
i tink all should participate lor
but junior say only 6 pairs
den the rest sing
hais
ok la
at least we did it
we played the human knot ar
hahahhaha
we cheated
=X
lols
hahhah
ermx
den got make the catapult thingy
ermx
wasnt successful lor
i tink the instructor not happy with us lor
but hais
wat can we do?
nvm lor
den after tat
initiative games ar
we only had time for 2 games lor
crossing the river n take the water bottle out lor
ermx
did quite well
hahahaha
den
the last game
must think of how to cross over de ermx wat tat thing call
i dunno
hahahahhahaha
den v funny

den
we went for the rock climbing
fun fun
lols
been looking forward to it for the whole 3 days
hahahahahah
ermx
den the rocks v hard to climb one
lols
so small the rock
hard to hold
hahahhaha
but nvm
had fun
=))

den
artpression
haha
i become timekeeper like not one like tat
wah
i asked them hurry up
den dey duwan
den in the end
i kena scolding lor
wah piang
suan le
den
we got our camp tshirt
ermx
wanted to bathe
but we later at nite den bathe
so we just change into camp tshirt
den
went to eat dinner
den
after tat
went to the domitary
n practice our cheer n item lor
ok la
den went to campfire le

campfire was ok i guess
funn =))
ermx
we went first cos we first grp de mah
den
after tat
got one game
for girls from each grp
come out n dance like crazy
my grp i have to go
T_T
hahahahhha
soo funny
i tink i dance
lols
but nv win
n NV CLEAN TOILET
hahahahhahaha
den
after campfire
dey say mr subash leaving le
SOB SOB
T_T
hais
y must he leave
now i noe the historical moment he meant
hais
sian sian
den
was supper
ate one biscuit
den went to bathe le
second nite was better
slp well
i dream as well =))
dream of my bed
=.=
hahahahhahahaha
missing it alr

[[ 28th may 2005 , saturday ]]
today
wake up early also
den went to brush teeth
den
today was area cleaning
haiyah
but at least ours was the dining area
dun need clean toilet
hahahahhaha
hmmmmm
at first
ermx
unpitch tent
hahahhaha
i dunno wats tat call la
but
after tat
area cleaning
den debrief
gonna miss junior n spencer
=D
hahahhahah
though we only noe dem for 3 days
miss them
=))
FLOWER GIRLS MISS UUUUUUUU
lols
3e1'05 rawks~
though we didnt win
but its okie
=))
thx to all for making the camp a successful one
u all rawks
lols
muackk muackk
hahahahhaha
i missssssssssssssss joanne
dat time
when after the rock climbing dat one
got one ermx
uncle la
he nv wear shirt
den walking in front of us
den me n joanne keep luffing
hahaha
so funny
hahahha
den
all look at us
peng
lols
nvm
i missssssssssssssss everyone
hahhahahahahha
ok la
i write long le
hahahahhaha
sian

ermx
den today wake up
hais
fight with parents alr
wah
i still v tired from camp lor
den expect me do this do tat
wah piang
suan le
duwan tok abt it
later i cry again

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

hais

hmmmmm
wednesday morning le
oooooooo
raining
=.=
bleahx..
i dun wanna go sch
sian neh
ermx
den today
got cca
duwan to go
i still haven pack my bag
cos yesterday
i went to slp
hahahahahahhaha
den nv pack
end up
today must pack
:P

OXQ
U DIE U DIE U DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
call me ****** for how many times alr?
577 times alr hor
nice hor
today u watch out
i nv tok to u forever den u noe
bleahx
not my prob
ur own prob

ooo
camp is tml
can say i half excited half sad
cos like
later rain how (choy choy)
hais
dese few days always like tat
lets hope it doesnt rain
okie
hmmmmm
n one last thing
when i go camp le hor,
ur dun miss me ar
later ur miss me too much
i will guilty de
:PPPPppPPPpPPP
hahahahahahha
hmmmmmmmmm
let me buayba a while lei
seriously speakin
i'm gonna miss a lot of ppl
though i noe my family nv show dey miss me
dey will m issm e one :P
cos i m the most noisy in the house
without me
where noise?
muahahahhahha
jkjk
ermx
wish everyone
good holiday bah =))
n n n n n
one IMPORTANT THING:
dun forget my bday ar :P:P
in case ur forgot
is at my profile dere
go c c
kekex =D

Monday, May 23, 2005

ermx... sian..

ermx
today
didnt break record bah
cos i 1230 den wake up
still counted as early
hais
nvm
ermx
holiday we competition again
muahahahahahaha
ok
i have to do my hmwk today
dreading it v v much
ytd meeting
ermx
abt 1 hour
but one person have to go toilet [charge phone]
den took so long to come back hor
den
we too tired le
den san hui
haha
ermx
tok abt camp?
hmmmm
camp
i'm half looking forward to it n half not looking forward to it
ermx
dunno y lei
just hoping
yesterday
GOT PPL TRY TO SCARE ME HOR
say wat dun shine in top
later see ~~~~
piang
i haven go neh
scare me alr =.-
oh nvm
haha
ermx
wanna go dere with a peaceful mind
lols
ermx
lazy lazy to pack bag
lazy lazy wanna do hmwk

hmmmm
den yts got 3 ppl suan me le
liao bu qi ar
cherokee nv win so wat.
liao bu qi ar
lakota won so wat?
hmmm
duwan say le
oh nvm

ermx
maybe today
I'LL BE HELPING MY SIS CLEAN THE ROOM
AGAIN
oh man
nvms
hahahhahaha
anyway
its my room also
so oh wells
nvm
ermx
guess dats all for now lor

Sunday, May 22, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ermx
weeeeeeeeee
i broke my record today
guess wats tat
hahahahahha
ermx
i woke up early
early den SOME PPL
hahahahhahahaha
ermx
den nth better to do
whole day online
ermx
like dat lor

den sms use phone use com
hahhaha
cos all not i pay one XD
use alot also can
hahahahax
hmmmmmmm
sian nor

today lynette bday
hahaha
happy bday =)
ermx

i still haven do my hmwk
oh wells
sian sian sian
ermx
just now
got "fight" at elaine tagboard
hahahahhaa
nvm
just now
elaine pei wo
cos we both bored
hahahah
den nth to do
we luff n luff
lols
eermx
chat with joanne, elaine, cel
hahahhahaa
ermx
but most is ask me abt song one
-.-"
lols
nvm
i help
hahaha
seeee i so free
lols
ermx

i still haven pack my bag
i mean for camp
should be either tml or tuesday pack
hmmmm
i still thinking abt the long pants
should
or shouldnt?
hmmmm
someone help me?

just now
de show ruhua is it
ermx
y no ruhua one
den got some other ppl
hahahh
no funn de
my got one
ermx
she fat one
hahah
dat one also quite funny
LOLS
make my stomach pain
today alot of good shows
but only at nite nor
hahahaha
just now i keep changing channels one
hahahha
ermx
after chinese show
watch malay show
den watch hindi show
hahahahaha
den now
chatting with rina n edwin
abt my bday
hahahahha
dunno where to go
hmmmm
see bah
lols

ermx
later at 12
i got meeting
hahahahah
this one meeting
not work
lols
sian sian
hmmmmmmm
maybe today slping late
lols
i duwan break record tml
ahahhaha
wanna slp long long!!
hahahahhahaa
=))

Saturday, May 21, 2005

camp stuff?

weeeeeeeeee
today went out with hayati
ermx
buy camp stuff
hahahahah
i got it all =D
hahahaha
so happy
ermx
den went to hayati de ahma de house
take her camp bag
v big lei =.=
hahahahahhahaa
nvm
i tink can fit me inside
hahahaha
no la
i jk
we went to 2 shopping malls alr
hahahah
first to westmall
den to bukit panjang plaza
wah
i tink this year camp
ok bah
hmmmmmm
but i wished it was last year =)
but nvm
hahahahha
should hav fun =D
kekex
i'm gonna miss so many things
my hp
my com
my mp3
my bed
my blanket
my bolster
my everything
hahahahahahahhaha
hais
suan le
3 days onli
lols

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Friday, May 20, 2005

FINALLY CAN ONLINE LE

finally
i can online le
n i figure it out
myself
=P
seee i soooo smart
HAHAHA
ermx
today at first half day at sch
got talentime
some ppl good
some when sing my mao stand up
hahahahahhahahahahaha
den got one like teacher one hor rina
LOLS
den hor
ermx
ok la
then got one song hor
i hate one
den
rina n wanying give me tissues
-.-"
ermx
i just say i hate the song
nv say wan to cry
hahahahahaha
oh nvm
lols
den after tat
me n hayati go walk walk at westmall
den
went home
play spongebob squarepants de movie de playstation game
hahahahahhaha
den hor
ermx
we late
but lucky got ppl wait for us
=P
sry ar
hahahahaha
den
the bloody stadium is bloody hot
hate hate hate
feel like fainting
oh my gawd
suan le
hahahaha
den
ermx
i tink the result like this la:
1st => lakota
2nd => apache
3rd => mohegan
4th => cherokee
hahahaha
though most of the cups apache won la
but
lols
dunno la
den i down there do nth one
den got cheer competition one
-.-"
cherokee vs apache
cherokee vs lakota
piang
hahahah
wan fight come fight la
LOLS
jk
den we went to lot 1
we EATTTTTTTTTTT
i was damn hungry
ahahhahahha
ate too much i tink hor rina?
rina eat v slow
hahhahahaha
den hayati got freddy!!
:O
scary
den she ='(
den me n rina dunno wat to do
den rina make it worse
hahahahah
no la
den
ermx
went to watson to find de thing she wan to find
but cant find
den go guardian
ahhahahahaha
den me n rina take photo
cos hayati duwan ma
hahahahahahhahah
ermx
later show ur
lols
today ok ok la
need to buy camp stuff
hahaha
ermx
bag lei?
see la wat bag i hav
den bring lor
lols
ermx
wat say ar
i tink nth to say bah
just happy i can online alr
all thx to me
=D
hahahahha
thx thx
lols
=))
tc everyone


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Thursday, May 19, 2005

STUPID

wah
stupid la
i cant sign in at msn
!@#!@$#@%#^#^@%Q#%$#@!
!$!$@#%#$^#^@#^#@%@#
!#$@#%@$^@#$^#@^&#$^@$%
#$%@#%!@%@$^#$^#$^
wat the heck la
yet again
ermx
jian shen
dun worry la
=)
it will be ok one de
ermx
OXQ curse me today
say i will fail my bio
-.-"
overall la
but
i didnt
ermx
pass by a few marks
wat the heck la
nvm
me n tyfin wan to ~~~~
so is ok la.
confirm ar.
dun last minute change ok =P
ermx
camp coming soon
hais
wished dat the camp was last year
den it will be GREAT
but
too bad-/
nvm
hmmm
at least still get to see my frens
^_^
hmmmm
tml sports day
hmmm
after tat
going to lot 1
see see camp stuff with mummy
maybe got hayati also
lols
she wanna go the wat shop dat one
i dunno ar~
hahahahha
hmmmm
maybe my dad sending me dere
cos i bukit batok ~~~
(joanne u should noe)
i dunno how to go dere
HAHAHA
nvm
hmp.
ermx
i tink
i failed physics so far
for overall
de rest ok bah
my meet the parents time: 315pm
hmmm
late rite?
cos mrs wong is available only after 2
den the rest timeslot full le
so
ok
nvm
cos need my mum to tok to mrs wong
lols
nvm la

ermx
tml talentime
hahahaha
gonna enjoy dis~
lols
cos ppl gonna sing
den i will see hu good hu bad =P
whahahahahahahha
no la
i not judge
hahahaha
i audience
HAHA
yeah
tml no lessons
LOL
gd gd
hahahha
i can bring my pouch
ahahaha
n mp3!!
lols
wah
where to go tml ar.
tml westmall haven open dee
hmp.
duwan say le
we finish so early
at 9+
den
if we walk dere
abt 10 alr
still have to wait one more hour
hahahaha
so late
lols
i den duwan
go my house
dunno my sis go work alr lei
hmmm
nvm la

ermx
still got wat to say ar.
oh yeah
today
got someone ~~~~
den i ~~~~
but a while den okie liao
dunno y
fer the first time
ppl ~~~~ me
den i abush
come out
ermx
NO DIRTY THINKING AR
lols

elaine
i did NTH to help
HAHAHAHAHA
nvm
i appreciate ur thankness
whahahahahahha
i siao le
LOLS

rina
U DEN THE PP
hahahahahahahhaa
te deng te deng te deng te deng te deng~~~~
wahhahahahahah
rina siao alr
whahahahahhaa
=D

wanying dear
ermx
today u nv come sch
me worry wor
hahahaa
u sore eyes must be see rina n elaine too much den sore eyes rite =P
see la
hu ask u see them so much
should have see me
den wont sore eyes le
whahahahahha
jkjkjk
lols
kekex

ermx
maybe tml i jump to mohegan?
cos hayati n azizah going to mohegan
so
ermx
but
i dun like mohegan lei =X
whahahahahhahahhaa
dunno y lei
ermx
suan le
sports day only mah
also not i running
so y should i care?
rite
HAHAHAHA

ok la.
ermx
i cant sign in MSN
i hate my com
my bro com also cant sign in
I HATE ALL OF THIS
bleahx bleahx bleahx
ahhahahahhaha
ermx
till here bah
hahahahha
must wait for my next entry ar
lols
dun miss me ar =P
tc everyone
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i tink suan le

hais
today really really really upset de lor
hais
suan le
got someone
dao de hor
duwan tok le
later abush all come out
den die le
hmmmmm
today get back bio n SS
at first scared both of the paper fail
but den nv la. bio only the paper 2 i fail but paper 1 pull up overall la
den SS
pass la
den pull up my history
so i tink overall i pass la
ermx
tink
so far
i failed physics
hmmm
nvm
almost the whole class fail?
hais
how to go camp in this mood?
I HATE IT
someone help me
hais
nvm de lor
duwan to tok to me den dun tok lor
i'm not forcing u
but at least u should understand
how it hurts my heart
though u are just a fren to me
but really means a lot
a simple "HI" or "bye" would change everything
but
just u not saying anything
or just a stare from u
changes everything
now
i dunno wat to do?
hais
nvm
its ok with me
for the sake of ~~~~
i'll just bear with it.
=(

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

ermx.. oh nvm. suan le

well.. yesterday wasnt a good day i tink
ermx
got back 5 papers alr
eng.
e-maths paper 1.
a-maths.
physics.
history.
HAIS
i failed 2 of them alr
confirm if fail one more
can forget abt june holiday alr
hais
y is life like dis
ermx just wanna say to my dear fren
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
i noe u are not in the good mood
yes i admit i was angry
but
hmmm
i tink ok fer now.
read ur blog.
ermx who's dat perrson?
care to tell me?
or duwan?
den nvm.
just hope u wont tink abt it too much
life is like this
u just have to live it to the fullest no matter wat
believe me..
hmmmm today getting back malay paper
ohmygawd
i m so scared
hais
den
maybe today getting bio n chem paper also
hais
confirm fail le lor
dun need say liao
so,
ermx
like i told ur
june holiday can forget tat its a holiday fer me liao
dat is
if my mum is being v v v v v strict
hais
ok
i tink will continue in the afternoon bah
cya in sch~

Monday, May 16, 2005

ahh! attend my funeral =(

ahhh someone help me..
hais.
ermx
today
getting back results le
i'm scared scared scared
help help help
hmmmm
i tink today most probably get e-maths or a-maths
cos cher say dun need bring txbk mah
den ermx ws also all go thru le
so maybe go thru mid year lor
hais
sian
me scared all the sci as well
humanities also
hais
y everytime like dis de
hate it
hmmmmmm
but nvm la
i'll just be strong n take wats ahead me
yeap
learnt to be ermx more open-minded bah
hahahahhaa
not like joanne n pamela
HAHAHA
bukit batok ~~~~~
LOLS
not gonna say it
hahahhahah
well
i m also one of them
=.-
but me de DA JIE DA
hahahahahhaha
dun ermx kacau me ar
later ur kena
not my fault aiights
kekekex

well
its like 645 in the morning
n i'm posting?
dun i hav to go to sch
hahaha
well
i'm going alr
haha
tata to all
dun miss me ar =P

Saturday, May 14, 2005

siansation

hmmmm
wat to say huh
oh yah
today
actually wanted to slp for 13 hours one lei
den hor
SOME PPL HOR
go n wake me up
n i slept for only 11 hours
damn.
didnt break de record
hmmm
actually didnt wake up de
den
dey keep calling my hp
n i didnt pick it up
den someone
go n call my house phone
n de phone is just like beside my ear
n it "kringgggggggggggggg"
so loud in my ear
n i had to wake up
.......
hai wo
nvm
tink i go enough slp
ermx
well
2 more days
n the terror gonna start
hais
so fast
i'm not even prepared
someone help me

ermx
thx everyone for tagging in my blog
hmmmmm
well
today ermx my frens went to east coast
n had fun
hmmmm
i didnt go
cos wasnt in the mood to go
n my family went to hospital to see my ahma
so i didnt want to go
so
i stayed at home
n mum told me to dun go out
so i cant go out
hmmmm

i m so full now
feel like vommitting again -.-"
ermx
nvm
hmmmmm
my com has got antivirus again!
damn it
suan le
hmmmm
u noe
today i played a game called "ONI"
hahahahahhaha
funny name rite
but ok la
its a shooting game
i played until so shuang
but tat part when had to defeat the king dat one
n i keep failing
dat one i dunno how to defeat
den i duwan play alr
hahahahahahaha
so funny

hmmmm
i tink today was aiight
well
have to enjoy urself b4 the terror starts rite?
so wish me good luck for the results =)
n i wish everyone get good results as well

hmmmmm
sports day coming
i trying to psycho hayati to come to my house
i mean
not come to my real house la
i mean u noe the PE the house
cherokeeeeeeeee
ahahahahahahhahas
ermx
cos
ermx how say ar
i tink last year i went to lakota
so this year
maybe want stay in my own house bah
hahahahahahah
den play n play n play
not run la
too lazy to run
secondary sch v lazy de
hahahas
primary sch always run de
ermx
dunno la
maybe so much had happen
so not in the mood to run
ahahahas
suan le

sec 3 camp also coming
arhhhhhhhhh
so many things
ermx
sec 3 camp i tink v familiar bah
cos my p5 camp also at there
so i tink i got used to it
but we slping in tent
=(
i tink i will go into another camp?
cos i need some companion de mah
cos i m like the only malay in the tent
i'm not used to it
so maybe i running to e2 or e3 camp
i dunno
see first lor
if cant den wat can i do rite?
so be it la
hahahas
i anything de
as long as i can survive the 3 days can liao
HAHAHAHA
ermx
nth more to say
ahahhahas
n oh yah
tell ur smthing
secret secret
dun tell anyone ar:
ok here goes
i feel dat
love sux

Friday, May 13, 2005

finally
exams are over
n the terror starts
oh no.
next weeek!!!
haiss
hmmm
cant go out this weekend to celebrate for the last time
why?
cos i'm not in da mood
sorry to those hu ask me out n i reject-
sorry
me didnt mean it
hais
tink tink tink
my life my life my life
just.
suan le
not going to say anymore
later
will
hmmm
NVM

ok i tink my listening compre was ok?
tink got one qn wrong alr
3 marks gone
hais
the damn paper was like 30 marks??~~~
can u believe it
hais
suan le
nvm
hmmm
after sch
went to mac go eat eat
the big breakfast was yummy yummy
yumm yumm
den saw dardar dere
actually
met dardar dere
n he was alone
ask him to join us
he duwan
so
oh wells
hayati brought ermx hotcakes ar?
or is it pancakes?
aiyah
same la
but she cant finish
den bring it home
ok
i noe my skirt is ~~~~~~~
cant help it
ermx
n its not becos my ~~~~~~~~~ is ~~~~~~~~~
hmmm
ur figure it out
only edwin,hayati n me noes abt it
nvm
well
after tat
was thiking of goin to walk ard westmall
but den
i tink
haven open ar?
hais
den
went home lor
didnt feel like going home at first
cos sis is still at home
n ~~~~
oh wells
den at home
played com first
den
went to slp!
was thinking
wat if i slp
den nv wake up again
isnt it good?
not gonna face all this problems
hais
but i aint slping beauty
so
nvm

today
some ppl did illegal stuff~~~
hmmmm want to noe hu dey are?
hmmmmm
i dun tell u lei
=X
but failed
didnt get to get it
nvm
i will try to ask my mum to buy it
once its out okie?
i promise
^_^

well
i tink i not going to eat
for these few days
n get it rite: not going to lose weight la
just
not thinking of eating
cos
no appetite
hais
ermx
nvm

things are rushing so fast
see ar
ok
exams are finally over
den comes the terror part
den comes sports day
den comes sec 3 camp
den comes meet the parents session
den comes june holiday
n den comes someone's bday
hmmmmmm
v v v v fast
ermx
nvm

n to someone:
i hate u i hate u i hate u
i hate u to the care
wat did i ever do to u?
i admit
it was my fault in the past
but
just because of that,
u are blaming me for all ur life?
n
its not totally my fault rite?
u were part of it as well
cant blame me when i did tat
n just because of tat,
u changed ur impression of... me?
wat la
i mean
ok fine
just take it it was my fault
but wat u are doing is wrong
n i mean very very wrong
just becoz i did one wrong move,
this is how u treat me?
like a stranger?
have u ever thought abt my feelings?
i always tot u were the one for me
but den
wat can i do
u dun even noe me now
dun u
so u are treating me differently
like a stranger actually
watever
i wont mind
u wan to call me to fuck off
i will
u wan to scold me a bitch
go ahead
u wan to call me to get out of ur life
i will
n tats final
n all i have to say to u is tat
dun regret this for life.
n
dun ever come begging to me.
n saying u wan this even so called "friendship" bac
cos i wont accept
for all i care
fine.

hmmm
well
whoever i m scolding
i aint gonna tell anyone abt it
cos
all this misery i am living in
its my life
so nobody should care abt it
just hmm lemme face this world alone.
ppl wan us to be independent?
i will.
as of now.
food cooked by my mum i wont eat.
i'll eat on my own.
i wanna buy things,
gonna use my own money.
things mummy n daddy buy for me,
i'll pay them back
tat independent?
i guess so
hais.
just forget abt it
no point thinking abt it le.
everyday
just gonna do this:
live in this colourless world of mine
n think n think n think

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

weeee
at home
but v sian
hmmmm
early in the morning alr fight with sister
she duwan give my mp3 mah
i wan use lei
n ITS MINE
i have the rights to use it
not hers
n fight with me somemore
call me names somemore
hais
suan le
nth i can do will change the fact dat i m bad
so wat if i'm bad
i'm like dat
u dun like it?
get lost lor
dun care abt me better rite?
hais
suan le
today
had bio paper 1 n physics paper 1
die liao die liao
i tink bio was harder den physics?
HAHA
n ppl said de opposite
-.-"
dat shocked me
ok
i'm siao

den after sch
dun feel like going home
so
went to hayati house dere
hmmm
can say
hayati also
can say
she aint in the mood either
hais
someone just let me die please
cant take this anymore
anyway
we went to jurong dere
hmmmm
ok
den the library
den
hmmmm
went to jianshen de house
played his com
haha~
thx~
den
played basketball
i didnt noe how to play
-.-"
cos i'm stupid
watever
den hayati cant play XD
hahahahhas
hmmm secret cant tell ur why
den HOR
got someone hor
pass me the ball
pass so hard
N IT HIT MY EYE
-.-"
n MY SPECS
lucky it isnt broken
if not
u hav to pay ar~
n someone finger got ermx how say ar
injured?
n he cant play basketball
haha
den all of sudden
it was ok alr
-.-"
piang
hmmm
den
we went to sit at a playground
den
i was sitting at the top of de dunno wat thing
was thinking
"hais y is my life like this"
keep staring into space.
n someone took a pic of it
mr OXQ hor.
hais
suan le
see?
not bad bot bad

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staring into deep space

well
then went to ermx
buy drinks
ok la
den went back to a-shen house
den
went home
at the bus stop
say hardy n his fren
haha
this one v funny
i was sitting at the chair dat one
den i wanted to fall down
n i fell
but ALMOST
cos my other leg still on the chair
make me so paiseh
ahhahahahas
den took 187 home
hmmm
actually
didnt went home
took 187 to my old house
den walk walk
bring back memories
hmmm
den walk walk walk
sit at a playground again
thinking
hais
suan le
no point thinking abt it

hmmmmm
tml is listening compre
i tink just a waste of time
come to sch for only half an hour
hais
wth.
might as well i slp rite
suan le
hais

now back at home
dun feel like i belong in this house
hais
suan le
no point toking abt it
parents will be parents
i tink
i wont be using the phone anymore
*cry*
cos gonna get bad results
den mum will say
n dad will say
see lah
use the phone to much
blah blah blah
hais
watever la
anyway
everything i do also wrong
so.
hais
wats the use.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

well
phew
at last
home sweet home
hmmmm
yesterday night
keep wanting to vomit?
hais
i m pregnant??~~~
ahahhahahas
no lah
i only 14
still so young
kekex
hmmmm
just now was a-maths exams
wah piang
2 hours n 30 minutes lei
u do n do n do
hais
hmmm
overall
i tink it was okie?
but dunno lah
hope fer the best
hmmmm
yesterday was physics paper 2 n bio paper 2
WAT THE HELL LAH
GIVE SO DIFFICULT
PIANG LEI
hais
die le die le
suan le suan le
confirm fail de
hais
dun need to say also noe le lor
hais
hmmmm
i told ur i was sick yesterday rite?
hmmm
den
was toking on the phone with O n B
den
hmmm
tok tok tok
until hmmm i tink 2+?
hahha
den i went to slp
hmmm
den
B wake me up at 430
actually wanted to study de lei
but
hahaha
i went to slp again
n woke up at 630
kekekex
nice sia
hmmmm
now
i still got the feeling like wan vomit like tat lei
how ar?
hais
hmmmmm
scared

well
tag my board aiights
thankiew beri much
sian lei
tml
is SS
den weeeeeeeeeeee
dun need study le
cos physics paper 1 n bio paper 1
hmmmm
learn alr mah
so read thru can me =P
n den
friday
ish malay paper 3
hahahahahahs
weeeeeeeeeee
nice sia

wah
everything is like coming in so fast
seee ar
exams gonna finish le
den
camp is coming
den june holiday
den meet the parents
den blah blah blah
hais
y is everything moving so fast.
den b4 we knew it,
december has come
n its time for sec 4
n its time for o levels
hais
how i wish i could turn back time
i wan back 2e1
=X

well
here is a little something for sixuan
writing this specially for her:-
dear sixuan
well
i hope u are feeling okie
hmmmm
not trying to say anything to hurt u or wat
but
stay strong
of course she wants to see u smiling for her rite?
n getting good results?
well
one day
all will go as well
its the matter of when we will go
someday
i'll leave as well
so
can say
my point is
dun let this bring u down
last time
when my ahgong passed away as well
i was devastated as well
every now n den will cry
for no reason
its just like
how do u say it
its like
the feeling of missing him damn badly?
yeah
i misssssssss him alot alot alot alot
each time go my grandma house
his presence
is no longer in the house
how lonely n quiet the house seems to be
but
well
this is reality
sometimes
we need to accept reality
even if we dont like it
yeap
hais
i feel soooooooo suffocated
hmmm
okie back to sixuan aiight
hmmmm
i hope u are feeling better =)
dun worry
there's still us =)
we will help u in any way we can
dun worry
=)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

taken hmm sometime ago~

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me n hayati~

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hmmm soo big the words =P

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sistaz forever~

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me me me.. kekex. n hayati la. ahhas

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say cheese? its didnt work out. hahas. so nvm. lol
hais
hmmmm
back to posting again
hmmm
dese few days
been studying n studying
but
like nth goes inside my head
so there's no point in me studying rite
its like
i study is de same like i nv study
so
i tink
i'm not gonna study alr
heck care
hais
sian sian sian
hmmmm

*achoo*
shit
i have the flu again
n i have a sore throat
arhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid
in the mist of exams somemore
wat more can i have ar
might as well fever rite
or disease rite
piang*
hmmmmm
how ar
i duwan tok le
later lost voice
cant be da jie da le
ahahahahas

ok
let me write down how many tests left
b4 i forget:-
Monday:-
~> Pure Physics paper 2
~> Biology paper 2
Tuesday:-
~> Additional Maths
Wednesday:-
~> Social Studies
Thursday:-
~> Biology paper 1
~> Pure Physics paper 1
Friday:-
~> Malay listening compre

i tink the last one
is like a waste of time
ahahahs
cos u come to sch
den for half an hour exam
den go home le
-.-"
u tell me
nice hor?
sian la
the paper 1 i dun care one dee
cos got multiple choice mah
u anyhow tikam also can
ahahahhas
i dun like SS
n PP n Bio paper 2
hate hate hate
a-maths also
hate
hais
sian sian sian

hmmm
ok let me tell ur
how are these few days the test
ok
starting from wed 4th may ar:-
today is history paper n eng paper 2
eng paper 2 not a problem bah
but hope can pass lor
history die le!
the SEQ sooooo hard
wan me to die lor
piang
i tink
the 24 marks gone alr lor
hais
confirm fail le lah
no more hope liao
HAIS
suan le suan le

thursday 5th may:-
tody was chem paper 1 n e-maths
e-maths i tink ok
but
this time
not so confidence
den tat COCKROACH HOR
go n say hayati ~~~~~~~~
den i bad mood
i enter their class
den i shout
*OI*
so loud
ahhahahs
the whole class was looking at me
hahahahahahahaha
but i nv paiseh lei
lols
helping hayati dee mah
den the COCKROACH HOR
dun dare come out alone
kekekex
must call kok heng one
ahhahahahahs
hmm
nvm la
chem paper 1
ok bah
hope get 20+ can le

friday 6th may:-
mt paper 2 n chem paper 2
i tink chem paper 2
gonna FLUNK it big time
hais
malay paper 2
i tink its quite easy
cos my malay aint tat gd
but this paper
i tink quite easy?
hahahahhahas
i wan get A
for once la
lols
last time everytime get B de
noo goodie
hahahas
i wan A A A
kekekekex
sooo greedy
=X

lets hope
for my upcoming papers
do okie?
hmmmm yesterday
went to study with hayati cockroach n a-shen
hmmmm
at first
come my house dee
den dis COCKROACH
ask me to ask my dad
can go out study anot
at first
scared to ask my father la
cos
at first
they say i cant go out dee mah
dunno y
mum say de
i cant go out
den mum go out le
i beg with daddy
den he let me out
*happy*
hmmm
den went to study lor
den we went to jurong the big big lib i dunno wats the name
hahahahas
hmmmm
den we at first cant find a seat
den found one at the hmmm tat chair
u noe the round round thing
red colour one
hahahahs
hmmm
dunno nvm
den we went to our territory
hahahahahahs
hmmmm
beside us was iann(is tat how u spell de name?) n huijuan
den also studying
hahahahs
hmmmm
den
i tink most of time
i was playing
not studying
suan le
fail jiu fail lor
big deal ar
tats my concept
hahahahas
hmmmm
i tink i tyco go e1 de lei
hahahas
my studies all so bad
still go e1
hahahas
suan le
nvm
cant regret now
hmmmm
feel so stresssssss

den just now
went to my ahma house to celebrate MOther DAy
hmmmm
i tink i m a baddie girl
mother day still make my mum angry
hais
i should be punished
hais
suan le
den at my ahma house
ok
we had fun
but i see my ahma
so kelian
she
hais dunno how say
T_T
just pray fer her =)
well
hmmmm
suan le

ermx
wat to say ar
oh yeah
camp coming
somehow
i dun feel like going to camp
dunno y suddenly got this feeling la
hais
but hav to go
cos i paid dat stupid $100 alr
so if dun go
is a BIG WASTE
so must go
hmmm
since i went there b4
hope i hav fun again
kekex

ok
lastly
wanna wish all mummies a HAPPY MOTHER DAY
n may all ur wishes come true =)
n to all taking mid year exams
hope ur do well
n best wishes from me
ur can do it!
n strive for the best
=D

Thursday, May 05, 2005

hais
hmm
today
GOT SOMEONE HOR
hais
suan le suan le
cheat my feelings.
hais
suan le
dun tok abt it le

ok
stupid chem n malay tml
hav to learn
arh
watever la.
hais





























































hmmmmmm
tink not in the mood
just
hais
suan le suan le

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

hais
feeling sad
sometimes
i tok to ppl
no response one
hais
felt sad
felt disappointed
felt rejected
hais
wanna cry
duwan tok to me den dun tok lor
i also cant force u
hais
n my stupid freaking textbook is lost
n i dun even noe where it is
stupid idiot
piang la
alamak
hais
dun need all ur sympathy
i wanna be alone
dun ur understand how i feel
hais
so wat if u r in 3e1?
so wat if its the best class?
so wat?
so wat?
dun feel happy in it
wats the point?
just watever la
dun feel like studying
dis aint a matter of studying anot
u duwan tok to me
den dun tok lor
dere's nth i can do abt it
hais

~`' feeling fucked off '`~

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

hais
tml start mid year exams alr
hais
tml is eng paper 2 n hist paper
aiyah
y so fast
i hate it man
n i cant even remember a single thing sia
hais hais hais
die die die
ok lets tok abt today

hmmm
today oka de lah
but early in the morning alr kena scolding
hais
bad mood le
but oka le
hmmm
den physics time
mr low made someone angry wor
hmmm
den he whole day bad mood
hmmm
relax lah
hmm dun care mr low one la
he always like dat one lah
zhenying also just now kena
peng la
he v the wat la
change my opinion of him le
just dun let anything bring u down lor
he so de big size
n v the wat
u care abt wat he say fer wat
physics so big deal ar
fail jiu fail lor
wtf sia.
oppps
ok
dat was being mean
but wat do i care rite
this is my blog
so i can write watever i like
be it good or bad
hmmmm
sian
well
i wish all of u
good luck for mid year
hope ur do well
=)
n hav confidence in urselves
hehehehhe
nitez~