paiseh
nv update recently
hahahs
well
was damn bored these two days
can say
i'm a jinx lah
been pissed off ytd
no idea y
not in the mood
n ppl keep making me angry
so wat can i do rite~
so just ferget abt it
haissssss
my life is so damn sian~
sian sian sian
dis is the common word in ma brain
haisssssss
someone just kill me~
joanne de first one =D
hhahahas
kekex.
well
hmwks hmwks hmwks~
sian sian sian
wah lao
its just a good friday
wats the big deal rite?
n dey give us these load n loadsssssss of damn difficult homeworks
especially a-maths
wth la
n de eng
just a walk to the stupid lil guilin
n we hav to write an essay of like 350 - 500 words?
damn lah
wth
watever
maybe tonite midnight den do
aiights
watever
dey dun even let me sleep in class!
dats bias
rite?
haisss
i wanna slp
guess wat time i woke up today?
12
-_-"
can ur believe it
n ytd
i woke up at 1
muahahahahs
i just loveeeee to slp~
kekex.
n yeah
help me write testim
i want more n more n more testim
muahahahahah
thx ya guys
kekex.
well
sis was saying
she's gonna ermx buy one cd
put her dunno wat inside dat
den we can reboot
well
anything
as long as dat damn com can be use again
its ok with me
haix
feel a sense of regret again
haiss
sian sian sian
i wanna enjoy being in sec 3
but i just cant
it sux
n being in the u noe wat
suppose to be the =most cleverest class=
in the level
wat the f*ck
n de standards
damn high
hais
feel damn stressful la
n at home
more worse
pissing me off i tell ur
haixx
someone just shoot me
pliz?
lol

should i change layout?
maybe
see first la
if i'm in de mood
later tonite
the 2e2-ians is gonna call ma hp
not all 2e2 lah
like dat die ar
=X
ermx
meeting?
hahahas.
n yeah
my hp
cos free incoming
but later
dearrrrr gonna call me first
ask me abt a-maths
hahahhs
i dunno
if i dunno dun blame me ar
my amaths aint dat good
kekex
ok
ermx
he send me those again
haisss
ok i shall write in here

Cinta tidak akan mati
ia hanya boleh pudar
tapi akan tetap kekal di hati
cinta kepada Allah sudah tentu kekal
kecuali manusia itu sendiri yang menafikannya

ermx
ya noe
i got ask him one qn
kinda brave of me to ask him
lol
i ask
"have u ferget me alr"
n i ask him to tell me de truth
well
he said
actually
no
haissssss
den sian lor.
i mean
he didnt ferget me
so he still like ermx like me?
i guess so
well
ya cant force him rite
is his ermx how to say
his own emotions?
i dunno
well
haisss
nvm
dear dear i need advice =(
rinanananannanana always go out with horoscope de
=X
lol
lucky got elaine pei wo
whahahahahahhaha
yeah~
well
nitez everyone!
kekex
=P

n i want the anti virus cd!!!
arhhhhhhhh
sian sian sian
watver la.
bleahx
=P

today lei
erms
ok lah
stupid izwan
keep bullying me ar
arhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid
lol
ermx
nvm lah
eh
today
we went to ermx
where de ar
oh yeah
physics lab n bio lab
whahahahha
labbie work
lol
rina
next week ur turn le
wakakakakakaka
=D
today
ok lah
ermx
after sch
went to eat KFC de lor
den dis rina hor
she go stir dat thing
let me see somemore
-.-"
hmp~~~~~~~~
lol
ahhahahhahs
next time dun let me see
den hor
SOMEONE
go meet horoscope
whahahahhahaha
=)))
lol
hahahha
i wont say hu
lol

i still cant enter msn
wth
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dun want to reboot~!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhh
nvms

yeah
tml public holiday
how great is tat
but
dun feel like going out lei
cos tired mah
maybe slp ar
lol
ermx
see lor
eh
i wanna rest le
duwan post too much
hahahhs
kk
bb
-muackkkxxx-
~> to dear elainee rinana hayatii yayaa n many many more out dere
dun care u guy or girl
whahahahhahahah
:P

today lei
ermx
sch was ok i guess
but den
wah lao
the mr low hor
came into class
den tell us
ermx
wat the dunno wat competition
must pay $7 sia
so ex sia
den
ermx
is compulsary
wah lao
i doubt i can get distinction
just participation
muahahahhaha

oh yeah
dear
sry hor
me cant pei u
me go walk walk mah
den
ermx
after tat straight go music room le
dun sad sad le
lol
i got time i pei u
whahahahhaa
=)

n talking abt the walk
it was so hot n stuffy de lor!
i mean
we go dere
just observe wat is ard us
den
ermx
write down on the paper
den lidat lor
n de lunch was like
2 curry puffs
n 2 sandwiches
wahahahhaha
i mean
cmon
nvms
lol
den
ermx
choir was ok i guess
we came late
muahahhaha!!!!
kekex.

well
i tink i'm ok with her now
i mean
we are tgt
so ?
nth else wat.
n yeah yeah
my song song
=)
on tv ytd
whahahahhahah
nice nice
kekex.
ermx
-wah-

today lei
v de sian
wah lao
starting of de day alr get scolded
wah lao
bad bad mood lor
den
ppl call me
i nv look at dem lor
bad mood mah
so sorrys wor
to those hu tok to me den i no respond
hahs
bad mood mah
den
ermx
today elainee n edwin chan n izwan bday
whahahhahahaha
alot alot rite??
kekex..
come
we sing happy bday song to them
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO~
WITH THE MONKEYS N ELEPHANTS~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
wahahahhahahs
dis one anna teach me one
:P:P:P
lol
may all ur wishes come true bah
hahahahs
n stay happy always
aiights
:)
yeah elainee
hope ya like it.
kekex..

i really really think she is avoiding me
i mean
its ttrue
like
she's scared or smthing
wats there to be scared off?????
huh???!!!!!?????
not as if i'll bite rite
emrx
dere's np use avoiding ya noe.
u'll just end up
ya noe.
ermx.
nvms
well
just saying
ermx
how to say
u want to carry on like this dis
go on
i didnt force u
so
be it.
i have no idea.
so lidat
not my fault aiights
ur decision
ur consequences

a little tribute to de tsunami victims:
i noe kinda late to write dis
so oh yeah
just now
miss chew
were toking to us abt the tsuname
haixx
seeing all de cries of those hu lost their love one
really v hurting
i cried too
feeling sorry fer them
n how real lucky we were to be alive.
i mean
really.
de tsunami hit sumatra
which is quite near to singapore
(tats wat miss chew told us)
n didnt hit us
how blessed we are now
to be able to enjoy life
n not grieve over lost ones
i mean
c'mon
haixxx
really so sad
i really wished i could help
keep thinking
wat if it happened to me?
how will i react
haiss
dats one
should stop complaining abt anything else
n just live my life to de fullest
kinda sick man.
hais
aiights
i'm tired
wanna slp

oh yeah
today
each teacher come into class
will tell us
"mid year is coming
de class test is coming
this n tat test is coming"
wah lao
can let me have some peace anot
i need peace man
haiss
nvms
aiights

oh yeah b4 i ferget
izwan faster take from me!
by today
hais
-end-

arhhhhhhh
still cant enter de stupid msn
wtf lah
haisss
ermx
today
sch reopen le
haiss
smthing bad happen wor~
hope he feel better bah
ermx
kinda shoking lah
den hayati tell me smthing
SOOO FUNNY SIA
make me luff till stomach pain
-.-"
oh yeah
thx dear
fer accompanying me
ahahahhs
not so bored?
lol
ermx
arhhhhhhh
can someone help me????
pliz pliz pliz
ptreetttttttttyyyyyyyyy
pliz
haiisss
please
just someone?
cmon
lend me a hand
aiights
:P

today in sch
nth much
just de same old sch stuff
hand in hmwks
start new lessons
blah blah blah
haiss
my life
gonna be a cycle one again
haiss
isnt it so sian?
how i wish tat i ermx
ermx how to say arh
not born into dis world?
so many unhappy things
haiss
wanna forget
arhhhhhh
pliz
pliz
wanna forget
let me forget
haissss
sian sian sian
i wanna slp
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzz
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzZZZ
ZzzzzzzzzZZZ
ZZzzzZZ
zzzzzzzzzzzzzZZz
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZ
haiss
my life
damn bored
lol.
ermx
ok i tink here only?
haiss
SOMEONE JUST F*CKING HELP ME PLIZ

arhhhhhhhhhhh
holiday is like gonna end le like in 7 minutes?
haix
y so fast
i wan more holidays!!
arhhhhhh
didnt even get to watch movie
:'(
haixx
n i cant enter de stupid msn
wat the heck
haisss
well
i tink ma holiday hmwk complete
except dat some i dunno
well
its aiight
gonna ask cher tml
yup
haixx
sian de leh
i need msn
arhhhhhhh
stupid stupid
dear dey gonne be ok le lah.
dun worry to much
later u grow old
=X
hahahs
no lah
thx dear n elaine for signing up fer me
but stil
cant
:(
haixx
well
see bah
wat happen next
oh yeah
yesterday
last minute i knew
elfy got bday party
hahahs
woaw
house damn big sia
wah!
so good
i wanna live dere also
=X
:PPPPppppPpp
ahhahahs
nice lah
lol
den
ermx
well
last minute dunno wat to buy fer him
den just bought him dat
ermx
cant say
whahahhahah
haix
i duwan wanna go sch
haix
sian
tml going sch with elaine n rina
cos i duwan walk alone with so many books in my hand
:PPPPPpppPPPp
hahahahs
ermx
wat to say arh
oh wells
2 more minutes!!!!!
arhhhhhh
haix
i duwan
duwan
well
he message me again
haix
wat am i suppose to sayy?
haiss
just
haix
get on with life?
i guess so
y does my life sux so much man
haixx
countdown le
20
19
18
17
16
15
14
13
12
11
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
holiday finish le
haixxx
someone help me!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhh
watever lah
just get on with this pathetic life of mine
haisss
wish me luck yeah
ermx
yeah
gonna get tortured by teachers beginning from tml onwards
well
lai bah
wo pu pa
lol
haisss
sian
well
nitez everyone
:D

erh
i guess
today would just be doing ma stupid holiday hmwks bah
haixx
sian de lor
i dunno a-maths!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhh
siao lei de chers
stupid
give us so many hmwks
not as if this is one month holiday rite
if one month i got nth to say lah
but dis one is one week lei!!!!!
wei
ur realise anot??!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhh
watever
just finish dis damn hmwk of mine.
n i dun even noe my mt got hmwk anot
-.-"
how pathetic is tat rite.
haix.
ok
watever
ermx
wanna write smthing
its in malay
someone been sending me these
so i wanna erase dem from my hp
cos its taking alot of space yeah
:P
so i write here
so i can remember it
aiight?
ok here goes:-

kehidupan yang penuh dengan rintangan dan dugaan ini singkat,
tapi manis jika kita menilainya..
kehidupan yang kita lalui ini akan bahagia jika kita menghargainya~

LOVE isnt how you forget but how you forgive
not how you listen but how u understand
not wat u see but wat u feel
and not how u let go but how u hold~

Jika cinta itu suci,
biarlah ia pergi..
jika cinta itu sejati,
ia akan kembali..
jika ia tidak kembali
maka ia tidak pernah wujud di hati~

Jika hati seputih awan,
jangan biar ia mendung..
jika hati sebersih salju,
jangan biar is keruh..
jika hati seindah bulan,
hiasi ia dengan iman~

Jika ia sebuah cinta
ia mungkin tak suci namun sentiasa harmoni,
jika ia sebuah cinta ia tak hadir kerna permintaan
namun hadir kerna ketentuan~

jika ia sebuah cinta
ia tak cantik
namun sentiasa menarik,
jika ia sebuah cinta
ia tak datang dengan kata kata
namun sentiasa menghampiri dgn hati~

Kalau kita nak berjaya,
jangan duduk di satu tahap saja,
kita mesti berani melangkah ke hadapan
tanpa mengira apapun cabaran~

tiada wajah serupa budi,
tiada rupa seindah hati,
buat teman yang seindah syurgawi,
inginku lafazkan hasrat di hati,
'semoga persahabatan kekal abadi'~

CINTA ibarat sebuah rumah
tak perlu cantik,
tak perlu mewah,
yang penting,
kita bahagia di dalamnya~

bila kita meninggalkan seseorang yang dikasihi,
itu tak bermaksud yang kita tidak menyayanginya,
tapi oleh kerana sayanglah kita meninggalkannya~

all these
will end with the word
"nitez 8-) (",)
well
i know the meaning of all these
but
well
i cant
so sorry
ermx
ur might noe hu the guy is lah
i'm not gonna say
so
i just say
sry if i have hurt u or wat
tats life
so~
aiights
well

can enter msn yeah
the system dunno got wat problems ar
nvms
i later wanna do hmwk
muahahaha
now wanna rest first
LOL..

and and
my monkey is CUTEEEEEEEEEE
wahahahahah~

and and
good morning to all.
lol
eh no
good afternoon
:D

erm
just now
went out de
ermx
go jp
wah
den saw alot of ppl
got gena linn
rina michelle elaine
my dear :))
crystal
hahahs
so many rite
lol
ermx
den do eng at jurong library
wah
so cold!
arhhhhhhhh
lucky i got bring jacket
muahahahhah
den went to this fashion
nice sia dat shirt
actually want to buy de
den dunno why suddenly
change mind lei
:(:(
haixxx
nvms
next time
u watch out ar
i'm gonna buy u
wahhahaha
ok
this gonna be a short one
keke.
got news i tell ur
hahahs

FREAKING COM LAH
WTF.
GO TO HELL LAH
ALAMAK
STUPID IDIOTIC F*CKING COM

ok lets get to business
aiight
ok
see the time?
so early i woke up
LOL
well
cos later going out with frens ya see
so
i dunno y
i woke up early
i set my alarm at 11
n its not even 11 yet
-.-"
nvms
just wait
ok
this morning
at around 6+
my sis woke me up
ermx
i dunno wat eexactly happen
was still half asleep
she told me her neck was painful
so.
den this part funny
i told her
in malay lah
"ape kau nak aku buat? aku bukan nye tau urat.. eh ape plak urat.. urut"
so funny rite.
ok ur dun understand rite?
its just tat i mispronounced one word
it actually means massage
den i go say smthing else
den in the end
i corrected it maself
-_-"
ok
den she told me to get mum
so
i woke mum up
with my half open eyes
den
father heard also
he asked wat happen
but still in bed lah
hahs
den mum came into the room
my room was clean n neat FOR THE BLOODY FIRST TIME THIS MONTH
and of course
i cleaned it
*proud*
ok bac to the story
den
sis started crying
mum shouted for dad
den
dad came into the room
started massaging her neck
i tink her neck the dunno wat muscle spoil ar
hahahahhs
my science fail ok.
so dun ask me.
aiight
den
for the next 2 hours
-_-"
so long
keep massaging
mum ask me slp in their room
so i did
wooooooo
such a big bed
LOL
all to maself
i slept till 9+ going to 10
n mum n dad were alr like going out
-.-"
den
i tink sis still not ok
she later going to doctor
check up
hope she's alright
er
den
erm
me going out
wahahahahaha
dun tell ur go where.
ok
ermx
gonna do my freaking lots of hmwk
dat the teacherSSSS had given us
wah
alot.
can someone help me do?
i'll pay you.
hahas.
nah just kidding.
i cant go in msn
how freaking pathetic is tat??????
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid
wth.
watever.

this one tat time take one.
at macdonalds..
ahahahhas
weeeeee~


~> me n my dear.. hahas


~> me n elainneee.. :P


~> Elainee n rinana.. hhahas =>


~> elainee n celest.. hahs.. see see see tat one behind dat one rina dat one.. hahahahhs.. can see anot :P ur cock eye arh.. LOL

hahahhs all these use rina de phone de.. hahahhas nice nice.. must buy :P

wah lao
dat dentist hor
ok lah
he quite friendly
BUT DEN
HE GO MAKE MY TEETH
SOOO PAINFUL ARH
wth.
make until bleed so much
ARHHHHHHHH
stupid
didnt want to swallow it
LIKE DUH
n wanted to throw it out as soon as possible.
arhhhhh
at least its better
wat sia.
arhhhhhhhhh
i hate de dentist
fear of going dere alr

AND
MY F*CKING COM
MY IDIOTIC COM
SON OF A BI*CH
ARHHHHHHHH
STUPID
SATUPID
SATU-PPID
ARHHHHHHHHHH
WTF
WTF
WTF
WTF
STUPID VIRUS LAH
HAV TO REFORMAT DE THING
ARHHHHHHHHH
STUPID
WAT THE HELL
-WATEVER-

she tinks i dunno she's avoiding
i do OK
i do.
dun tink i'm stupid
i'm not like u
u cheat
u lie
u steal
so wat.
do i look as if i care????
come'on
i'm not a one year old kid.
stupid.
u rather believe him den me?
c'mon
he's JUST ur bf
no big deal
but me
me
me
i'm ur fren
since we knew each other
u knew me better den u knew him
wat should believe him?
just becoz he says i love you
n u fall into his spell?
CMON LAH
DATS PLAIN STUPIDITY
so wat if u lose him
u will lose ur bf one day.
but friendship is much more better den relationship
cmon la'
THINK
u dun need me to teach wat.
correct anot?
alamak.
FINE
u wanna believe him
BELIEVE HIM ALL YOU WANT
if he dumped you
dun come back crying to me
n pleading u want me back
cos u just threw dis friendship away
i didnt force ya
ya did it urself..
dere's nth i could do abt it
u should noe me rite from de beginning
yeap ya should.
so
ur own actions.
u take de consequences.
so
you just break this frenship we had
for like
a few years alr.
so wat can i do
u rather believe him rite.
believe den
i hav done nth wrong
so its not my fault.
CMON LAH
tink abt it.
ok
watever.
just.
just leave me alone.

one nice quote my dear sent me:
~`' If U hiDe, I'Ll SeEk YOU
~`' If u R LOSt, I'Ll SearCh FEr YOu
~`' If U lEaVE, i'LL waIt FEr YOU
~`' If DaYS taKE u AwAy Frm ME, i'LL MIss YOu
~`' IF YOu FoRget ME, i"ll KIlL YOU >=D

kinda nice.
hahs
except the last part
lol
but really nice.
just like my bf
hahhahhs
but i no bf arh
get tat.
LOL

well
he keeps sending me goodnite messages.
someone tell me
wat am i suppose to do?
haixx.
he alr knew it.
he should noe it.
den
y does he keep doing it?
haix.
i just wanna get on with a normal life.
haix
how?
i alr told him to stop
he didnt
so wat can i do?
i cant stop him from er...
ur shouldn't know abt this.
so
i shouldnt say it
=X
sorrys.

ahji ytd nv come
hope she get well soon
hahs
=D
hope all my frens stay happy always
best wishes from me~

eh
y nobody answer my riddle one
-_-"
:(
hmp~~
nvms
i just tell the ans
qn: where do vampires keep their blood?
ans: in the blood bank..
hahahahhahhs
get it?
blood-bank
hahahahahhh
nvm
i'm the only one laughing
-_-"
nvms

ohyeah
me here to say regret again
haix~
look at all my other frens in e2 e3 e4
all get good grades
yeah
mostly
i didnt
den will think
did i choose de rite class?
someone tell me
in 3e1 so stressful
haix.
dat time
miss chew as us to write an entry
"my reflection on term 1"
i tink i write ok
ur wanna seE?
ok i type
My rEflection on term 1
my reflection on term 1 is that i would like to achieve better results now that i knew i had done badly for my common tests. GEtting back the common test results were the worst moment of my life. i knew i did not do very well, so i expected to get average grades. Upon seeing my papers, i was relieved as i had passed all my papers, but i was disappointed as i knew i could do better than tat. looking back on term 1, i realised how playful i was. all these could be seen by my results. i still remembered how upset i was when i knew i was the only malay going to be in 3e1. i was devastated that i got separated from my friends. then i reslised, there was nothing i could do about it. i just had to live my life as per normal like everyone else. i learnt tat there are ups n downs in life, we just have to learn to live with it, enjoying each day to the fullest.
i would like to achieve even better results from next term onwards, and i would not break down about unnecessary things in the future. i also hoped tat i would not get distracted in class and MAY MY GRANDFATER WATCH OVER ME IN MY STUDIES AND AT HOME. i also hope i could relieve stress every now and then.

how boring rite?
my spontaneous writing is always like dat
so lame n so boring
n this is wat miss chew replied to me:
you need to manage stress better
- learn to relaxx after completing your homework
- reward yourself with a little treat for eg. chocolates after u hav done well for a test etc.
- talk about your problems

well
it was ok
i tink will heed her advice
yup
might as well
haix
sian
keep thinking abt other things
will get sad over again

should i wait
or let go?
haix
i dunno
maybe i should let go
but keep thinking abt it.
but wouldnt come back would he
so might as well forget abt it
haixxx
ok
i tink
until here bah
till next time
hope everyone had a wonderful holiday so far
WHICH I DIDNT
HAHAHS
well
ok
gotta go do ma hmwks now
damn
hahs.
muackkkzz to all
:P:P

wweeeeeeeeeeeeeee
today had choir
wah
WAH LAO
U TINK U SO BIGSHOT IS IT
WAH LAO
SHOW OFF LAH
BIG SHOT
TINK I CARE IS IT
BLEAHX
I DUN
WAHAHAHAS
oh yeah
dun mind me saying dat.
hahas.
was angry
today at choir
had fun
hahs
i tink?
but the food
ohmygawd
i saw de food i was like :O
nvms
den
actually wanna go KFC eat de
but den
too full le
-_-"
den went to mac eat
whahahhahs
wah i eat so much
sooo full
:P:P
hahas.
anyways
at choir
v funny hor linn n gena?
n rina n azizah n michelle n dawn
v v funny hor???
-_-"
hahahs.
well
i tink today quite ok lah
hahahs
yeah took photo.
later ask rina send den i put k?
hahhahs

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tml dental
-_-"
wat sia.
wth.
go to sch just to get teeth checked
-_-"
might as well we check ourself rite.
-.-"
nvms
later tml buying my shirt alr
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:D

haix.
sian.
felt better
tok abt it with elaine
v understanding
me understand her
she understand me
good huh?
well
were toking tat..
haix.
why this
why tat
i mean
i like always tinking
why did i hav to choose 3e1 as my first choice
only to regret now?
haix
regret
regret
well
elaine
we cant turn back time can we?
so might as well live it to the fullest rite?
yup.
sometimes
i tink
y did i study so hard?
go 3e1
only to be separated from my frens?
haix
n most ppl change
i scared
it this really true frenship?
wil it lasT?
i dunno
i hope so
i want it to last
haixxx
lets just hope

well
dun tink abt it le.
no point regretting now
haix..
:(

ya all see de time
so late le
me still haven slp
haixx
dunno why
someone said i was weird
was i?
i mean
i m normal rite?
I AM RITE?
u better say yes
if not i'll smack ya
hahahahs
no lah
just kidding

well
been feeling kinda lonely
hahas
ehh
not lonely
is BORING
bored to death le
tml den do hmwk
today actually wanna do
but den
too tired
so tml den do
just change the 2e1 blogskin
hope its ok with all of ya
=)
take a look aiights
at my link dere
2e1 forever :)

well
i missshh soo many ppl
haixx
we've been like
haix?
how to say.
ermx
no idea.
well
me wanna go out.
but dun feel like.
hahs.
each time go out.
will no mood de.
nonono!
i cant be like dis.
must be in the mood.
must be hyper
hor joanne?
hahahas
well
n thx to those hu tag at mie board
appreciate it
:)

i wanna make dis one along entry
so just lemme put all my craps inside here
oh yeah
been in 3e1 for like
abt 3 months plus le
i guess its ok
got a caring teacher?
hahas
tats good
not like last year
tmk
=X
hahahahs.
well
since tat day
i changed ma seat.
been feeling v not comfortable
ppl toking
cant stand it
but soon
it was aiights
made new frens
n got along well
=)
great huh?
well
ya see
de ppl ard me
dose i noe is only jiaxin n limyong dats closest to ma seat
hahahs
de rest were like aliens to me?
but soon
got to noe dem better
ppl like chengyee, joanne, jianshen, changsheng, yanting,pamela n lynette
n yeah
lots more
yeap.
hahahs.
changsheng keep nudging me in msn
-_-"
how fun is tat?
jianshen ma listener.
hahahs
listen to all mie craps
pamela
v smart
hahas
got third.
*claps*
joanne
me partner
n me fwen dat also listens to mie craps
hahahas
lynette
got dimples when she smiles
so cute
she tok to my monkey
=D
wahahah
jiaxin
helped me in ma studies if i dun understand
well maybe abit
but appreciate it
hahs

on de last day of sch
got back results
well
i admit
didnt do well
n ppl were crying
felt sorry fer them
n yeah
must work harder
i hav to get top ten
i have to
i want to
arhhhhhhhhh
pressure is on!
ya got it.
weeeeeee

wat to say somemore?
oh yeah.
i hate her
i hate her
can she like just SHUT HER MOUTH
i mean
will it die if she just SHUT IT for like one sec????
cmon
TELL THE STUPID WHOLE WORLD
just dun get on my nerves
or U'LL GET IT I TELL U
just u watch out
i mean it.
pissed off alr.
see.
u spoil my mood alr
alamak u.
wtf.

oh yeah
n msn sux too btw
i cant sign in at my old address ~> aishah_33264@hotmail.com
cos
if i sign in
they will send de stupid virus
stupid files
like
"topless blah blah"
"lol tats u naked."
CMON
its digusting!
ewww
stupid.motherfucking.youbastard.virus.
wtf
wat do i carE?
LOL
n oh yeah
SORRYS fer the badwords used
just cant hold it back no longer
sorry aigghts
anyways
hav a BIGGGG pile of hmwks to do
wth.
should i do it now?
maybe tml
wahahahahs
great
:)

n yeah
should i change blogskin?
i found quite a lot i like.
i dunno
we'll use this one fer the time being?
okies.
hahahahs.
n yeah tag tag tag

been really bored
n its like only the beginning of holidays
now
ppl say dey can relax
but den
when ending holidays
all will be rushing?
its always like dat
yeap.
wth.
do i look as if i care?
as long as i finished mine.
tats abt it.
hahahas.
ok.
i've been toking craps all these while
wth.

i dun wanna change ma attitude
ya got a problem with tat?
erh?
huh?
shutup.
stop it.
i hate you.
get lost!
my family
been so freaking IRRITATING
arhhhhhhh
just leave me alone!!!!
ARGHHHH
dun dey noe like
I M DAMN STRESS
N DEPRESSED
arhhhhhhhhhh
spare a tot abt my feeling
cmon
pliz
haix
dey dun understand anyways
haix
wat do i care?
haix
haixx
sian sian sian
someone just kill me
arhhhhh
shoot me in the head
so all my bad memories will leave thru dat hole
den
sew me bac
tat'll be great
hahahs.
ok just kidding.

ok how abt some riddles?
hahahs
ok
each entry i'll write one
ok?
ok here goes.
n hu answers it first.
is the ermx.
is the ultimate winner
whahahhaha
no prize
LOL
ok
~`' where do vamipres keep deir blood ?? '`~
can answer mah?
ahahhas
ok
n the time starts NOW
1
2
3
4
5
6
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
n it goes on n on
whahahahhaha
ok
will end here
hahahhas
no more craps
:P

today
ermx
no where to go
so stay at home
hahs.
wah
i wanna watch the disney on ice lei
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhh
hahahhas
nvm nvm
dun care
weeeeeeeee
ermx
i'm crazy
hahs
my com SORT
tat stupid virus!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna play my com
arhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid
stupid
stupid
arhhhhhhhh
watever
I WANT THE ANTI VIRUS DISC
izwan faster give me!!!!
arhhhhhhhhh
i want it
i want it
i want it
wtf.
nvms

weeeeeeee
wed go to sch
ermx
CCA
weeeeee
but
my cca shirt is BIG
arhhhhhhhh
watever
gonna hav fun

i'm trying to tell my mum
maybe i wanna hav a bday party at mie house dis year
maybe?
i dunno!!
later chaos like last year how?
:'(
thinking of last year alr
wth.
haixxx
nvm
DUN TINK ABT IT ALR
haix.
maybe i want my mum to consider?
i dunno!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
headache le
haix

oh yeah
ya all wanna noe my results?
i see everyone's blog
been telling their results
mine sux by the way
so here goes:-
~> subject: | marks: | rank:
~> English | 60% | 23/34
~> Malay | 69% |
~> Maths | 92% | 5/34
~> A-maths | 70% | 14/34
~> Physics | 54% | 2/34
~> Chemistry| 63% | 28/34
~> Biology | 64% | 24/34
~> SS | 62% | 18/34

dere
haix
it sux
my malay dere no ranking cos
i'm the only pathetic malay in the class
so i'm de first
n i'm the last
wth.
wat do i care?
oh yeah
my eng sux
my chem sux
my bio sux
my physics sux
my SS sux
my malay sux
all my subjects sux
except maths
cos i luv maths
wahahaha
i noe ur hate maths
but wat to do?
i luv it!
wahaha.
not happy can get lost.
thankiew beri much-
i wanna tear this results slip
arhhhhhhhhhh
satupid
my frens in e2 e3 e4
even my brother
can get top 10
haix
i cant
regret going to 3e1
hu noes
if i go e2
i might be top 10?
hahs
DREAM ON aishah
haix
this sux
regret
regret
regret
regret
regret
arhhhhhhhhhhh
wth.
but
too late to regret le
haixxx
sux sux sux
just let me scream!!!!!!
AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
still not enuf
i guess i'll just hav to shout in my own room!!
-ARGH-

ermx
today
my dad got the dunno wat karaoke thingy
den
hav to wake up so early
-_-"
me still wanna slp lei
den
hahs
wake up lor
den go dere
den
ermx at there
sing sing lor
actually me nv sing de
:P:P
me scared scared de
hahahs
den nv sing
den when ppl all go home le
den i sing
:P:P:P
hahahhas
den
tot would get 10 bucks only.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
den
my dad gave me ermx more then 10 bucks
hahs
cant tell ur how much
later ur steal
:P:P
hahahhahs
i wanna buy tat shirt le!!
hahahahs
yay

er
actually
today nth de
wait till ermx
wed bah
hahahhs
maybe i got more to tell
cos go sch de mah
hahahhs
k lah
me wanna bathe le
:P
hahahs
hot n stuffy
hahhahas
byebye
may god bless all of ya~

today lei
i was locked out from my house
-_-"
n it was raining
so damn pathetic
waited under my blk de mah
den was freezing cold
!@#$#$%$%^$%&$%#@!$$$$$%
wah lao.
wtf.
den i was down dere trembling
shaking arh
hor rina?
was sms-ing with rina lor
she suggest
she pei me in westmall walk walk until my parents come home
budden
was raining really really hard
how u expect me to go westmall dere
-_-"
wah
den
i sit at the stairs dere
den got one cat
so cute
was also out from the rain
den
to keep itself warm
it lick itself
den stretch here n dere
so cute
hahs
den
i was damn cold lor
like want to die lidat.
haix
from 5+ to 8+ lei i wait
wah liao
so long
!#@$@#%#$^$%^&
so cold somemore
hmp!!

well basically
today went out take my new specs lor
first time wear it
so blur
-_-"
like want to vomit
:P:P
but
nv lah
now wear le
ok lor
nv feel giddy anymore
den walk walk lor
i wanna buy new sandals!!
but mummy say
end of this month den buy
ok lor
must remember
hahs
den
went to westmall de mah
dere was a "anti-drug competition"
different primary schools compete lah
the winnners rite
so cute sia deir dance
like pri one students
hahs
=)
so cute
hahs
den rite.
ermx
nth lor
also nth to blog le
just dat
today
really v cold
-_-"
stupid rain

oh yah
HOLIDAYS LE
i luv it!!!!!!!!
hahahahhs
wanna celebrate it to the fullest
:P:P:P
hahs
den
so many hmwks
-_-"
thinking of doing it early early part of holidays lah
hahs
cos later can enjoy
tml my dad got the dunno wat karaoke thingy
i must go
if not nv get $10
:P:P:P
so must go must go
hahs
i today v tired le
wanna slp le
think until here bah
tc everyone
n tag tag tag :P:P
thx thx.
luv ya all loads.
hahahas.
=P

ok lemme fill in the details
haixxx
these few days
not really in the mood
yesterday
had a fight with 2 ppl
mostly i dun like one.
like dey dun believe me
wat can i do rite?
i just said "fine,u want to believe u believe"
dere's nth else i can do rite
den i just ended the call
was damn furious..
den another one say "wat exactly do you want"
!#$@#$@%#$%&^%$^&*$^&#^#W$
wtf.
wat did i do sia.
dey dun even believe me
haix.
dey rather believe someone else than me
haixx
watever
i'm just another stranger to them
so wth.

well
today get report card
haixx
wanna cry alr
ARHHHHHHHHHHHH
sa-tu-pid
so pathetic
my percentage.
only 67%
haixxx
n my satupid malay
my dad gonna kill me
oh gawd
fine watever
today classroom cleaning
well
i did nth actually
great huh?
wahahahaha
den
SOME PPL
keep beating me with their rag rite
-_-"
wet lei
ppl like RINA N DAWN N HUILI hor.
hahs.
haixxx
i'm so disappointed
gonna hav to try harder
haixx
satupid
nvms

today
actually did nth much
just feel so fucked up.
n my satupid com
problems again
haixxx
i wannnna delete it!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhh
nvms

well to my frens:
-joanne-
dun sad le.
stil got many many exams ahead
will do better de.
dun worry
can always ask ard
me will be here to help u de
:)
-jianshen-
same
dun cry le
still got me
hahs
can study tgt mah
dun worry de.
k??
stay cheerful always
-changsheng-
dun upset le
can try harder mah
dun always say urself no use de
must study hard hard mah
will make de
dun worry
:)
-jiaxin-
dun feel disheartened
i tink he didnt mean it tat way
maybe he meant it as a fun way?
a joke maybe?
hahs
dun feel sad k.
hahs
me will be dere if ya need anyone to tok to de
:)
-rina-
NICE HOR beat me lidat.
wet lei
-_-
bleahx..
hahs.
i will try harder
must beat u de :)
must not let u win me
wahhaahahahah
-dawn-
ALSO NICE rite beat me
-_-"
wet lei
nvms
hhas
clever arh u.
*envy*
hahs
-zhien-
dun upset le
i tink she's in a situation
like in the middle
haix
still got ppl ard u de.
u can hang out with dem de mah
so.
dun upset le
n sry hor
tml cant go.
sry arh
-elaine-
ermx
must come online often
tok tok to me
hahs
but dese few days
msn sux
hahs
so i dun feel like going online
later dey sent de dunno wat
without telling me
hate it!!
nvms
hahs
-to all my frens-
dun be disheartened by dis common test ok
or is term 1 rite?>
still got term 2 3 n 4 de
den
can try harder de
dun worry
:):)

AND
my monkey
iS CAAAYUUUUTE
wahahhahahahah
:P:P:P:P
may god bless all of ya.
=)

haix
stupid
stupid
stupid
wtf
today a fucking day also
my life is so de damn
haix
wanna cry le lah
arhhhhhhhhhh

oh
n oh yeah
MSN SUCKSSSS
n the stupid virus!!!!
arhhhhhhhhh
watever
-wtf-

wat a fucking today
arhhhhhhhhhh
fuck
man
arhhhhhhhhh
i hate today
wat the fuck
arhhhhhhhhhhhh

anyways
sry okay
i m just feeling kinda fucked up today
haix
well
details next time
haixx
really no mood.

-satupid-

n oh yes
tml getting report card
scared!!!
arhhhhhh!!
hope i get a good class position
-hoping-

n yes
i put a new tagboard
so TAGGGGG pliz.
thx.

today lei
ermx
first period jiu physics lor
ermx
did the dunno wat centre of gravity
ermx
joanne kelian le
her name mr low noe le
every lesson
he gonna call her
:P:P
den
after tat
was
ermx
wah
4 periods of maths
i tot
gonna get back test
budden
nv
hahas
relieved n disappointed
:(
den
recess le
i dunno she went where
cant blame me rite??
haixx.
den
english
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my eng
i only ermx
50++ or 60
i tink so
haixx
so low
watever lah
haix
have to buck up le
just now
eng
did the spontaneous writing
"my reflection on term 1"
haixx
thinking back
haixx
alot of sad memorieess
:'( :'(
haixxx
just get on with life.
den
was chemistry
went to lab
ok lah
did the dunno wat titration
hahs
ok lah
i tink
den was bio
went with the food chapter
haixx
wasnt in the mood
den was thinking
go maths olympiad anot
headache arh
wasnt feeling dat well
haixx
den
in the end
nv go
:(
confirm tml get scolding
haixx
nvms
den
going home tat time
met mummy n papa
hahahs
walk walk then saw rina with SOMEONE
hahahahhahs
rina got le
:P:P:P
whahahahahhahahahha
nvm
i'm siao
LOL
den
at home
wanted to rest
but as usual
cant
"aishah do this!! aishah do tat"
haixxx
nvms..

hope my grandpa watch over me
in my studies
n my life
haixxx.
:'(

my monkey
SOMEBODY gonna torture him tml
arhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
nvms
he wont get it!!
:P:P:P:P
its MINE MINE MINE
wahahhahahahha

ok i'm tired
i've done all my hmwks
wahahahahhahah
YEAHHHHHHH
no more hmwks le
wahhahahah
gd gd
:D
=)

n N N
not forgetting
CUTEEEEEE rite???
keke..

today ok ok lor
first thing in the morning
didnt noe y bad mood
SORRY to someone
wasnt in a good mood
den reach sch le
ermx
went to toilet?
i tink
ahhas
just in time
bell rang
den quickly go to ma seat.
den after tat
first period jiu malay
well
panicked man
didnt do the procedure cloze
i was like
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaarhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
budden
manage to copy :P
hahahahas
well
anyways
after tat was bio
we learnt a new chapter
"weee" -_-"
wasnt in the mood to learn
keep yawning
tooooo tired le
hahs
den
jianshen gave me a CUTE pink monkey
wat tat called arh?
hahs
so cute :P
go here go dere de
hahahahah
nvm
me toking craps
anyways
after tat was history
as usual
did de ws
den filing
den after tat was emaths
we
ermx
i tink
went on with lesson?
hahs
den
was recesssssssss
yaya nv come
sick bah
den after tat is history
miss chew said smthing like
"i like ur face today"
den i hav to collect for triya n daniel
-_-
wahhhh
say me
hahahs
:P:P
den
was a-maths
de test was HARDDDDDDDDD
arhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm gonna fail
haixxx
tml get lei
haixxx
den after tat
i keep sighing
i didnt do my best
haix
guarantee fail
GOD help me~
den
actually was chemistry
but mrs chew didnt come
so we were released early
yeahhhhhhhh
hahs
den went to westmall de popular
wanted to search de dunno wat tat thing call
for classroom de
hahs
but in the wrong
bought the wrong thing
-_-"
hahhahahs
nvm lah
still can use

well
tml for eng
gonna do MURDER
wahhahahahah
i'm gonna murder someone
LOL
no lah
hahahahhas
sooo fun
:P:P
hope i pass my a-maths test bah
n sry once again
if i made anyone angry or wat.
my apologies
:)

And aND
my monkey is cute :P:P

today lei
ermx
i woke up so early
hahs
ur see the time?
early hor
hahs
also dunno why
JIANSHEN want to noe anot?
hahs
maybe becoz i ytd slp early bah
hahs
den today wake up early
yeahhhhhhhhhhh
my hmwk left SS
hahs
woooooooooohoooooooo
LOL
today can rest
hahs

ytd rite
i went to IMM
with mum n dad n bros
went to make my new specs lor
i now cock eye mah
hahs
no lah
my degree go up le
must change
hahs
den hor
the ppl dere rite(i dunno wat they are called)
say hor
my degree go up ALOT ALOT ALOT
hahs
den i was like
=O really?
hahs
i made it for $99 lah
at least it was below $100
actually $88 de
but the $99 one
ermx
got dunno was radiation arh
more good one lah
hahs
den my mum say
$99 one lor
hahs
den the person say
my new spec
the lens
will be bigger
-_-"
cos degree go up alot
hahs
nvm lah
as long as i can see can le
wahahahaha

den
after tat
i went to buy my 8 days
whahahahah
my fav idol on the cover
LOL
den
went home
mum wanted me to send her broken shoe to the dunno wat tat place is called..
hahahhs
i ask hayati along
cos
i tink she's bored
hahs
den
went to westmall
i bought my bottleeeeeeeeeeee
wahahahahah
nice nice
LOL
blue lei
haha
so ke ai
LOL
den
we went to where ar
ohyah
went to LOT 1
hahs
den
walk walk lor
den
on the way
my cousin sms me
say
smthing unbelievable lah
hahs
i duno whether to believe anot
should i anot jianshen???
i also dunno
haix
maybe i should
maybe i shouldnt
i dunno!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhh
headache headache

den today
wake up le
den saw my monkey at the side of my bed
looking at me
hahs
soooo cute
XD
this one thx to jaonne lah
hahs
:P

dis paragraph
i write for joanne ho lah
if u r reading this:
harlow.
how are ya doing?
hope u r doing fine...
like i said
my teacher was the one.
during PG lesson
she showed us abt u
well
i noe its hard for u
hahs
but
personally
i tink u r one strong girl
many ppl out dere
would just have given up
but u choose not to
that's great to hear
hahs
well
u hav proven tat
even when our lives are down
we can still enjoy life to the fullest
hahs
now,
i have learnt tat
even if there are sorrows n downs in my life
i will still live my life to the fullest
i will never give up!!
hahs
thx..
appreaciated it.
hahs
well
lastly
hope ya do well in everything ya do.
and when u get married
remember invite me k?
;)
hahahahahs
just kidding :P
keep going strong girl :pPpP

k
next one
jianshen
!!!!
i nv say i regret hor
hahahahs
i like i like
:pPPPPppPPPpp
hahahahahaha
ermx
wat to say arh?
oh yah
can say
nowadays
i dun like swimming
=X
dunno y
ahahhahaha
so long nv go swimming
hahahhahahaha
maybe i dun like anymore
hahahahs
:P
but den
someday
i wanna go beach
n hav fun!!!!
hahs
haixxx
thinking abt beach
haixxxxx
brought many sad memories for me
i hope i can get over it
:(
jianshen
:'(
haixxxx
nvms

well
to end this
ermx
RINA
u nth better to do is it
-_-"
OOoOoooOOOOoOoOOOO
i so scared
:P
faster come online
i bored!!!!
ELAINE
faster come online
i v v v v v bored
-_-"
JIAXIN
wat toking u?
u toking abt hu n hu?
JIANSHEN
faster come online
i very bored
n listen to my craps!!
hahs

n lastly
i wanna say
MY MonKEY iS SOOOOoOOOooooOOo DAMN CUTE
:PpPpPpPpP

yeah yeah me me me n her.. wahahahhaha.. hearty hearty!! keke. 

yeahhhh my monkey.. wahahaha 

today lei.
i HAPPY HAPPY...
later i tell ur k.
hahas..
btw
i say first.
THX A LOT TO JOANNE..
THX
THX
THX
THX
THX
THX
THX
all these for her.
=)
k my story first
hahs.

today morning.
i come to sch
jiu black face de..
haix.
cos
i lost my monkey mah..
den go sch jiu feel like smthing missing from me
haix
my monkey
:'(
den i come to sch le
joanne said she got smthing for me
she gave me a present
i no mood mah
still, i said thx to her
den i go sit down lor
den first period jiu physics lor
did the normal things
workbook, in notebook blah blah
den
after tat is social studies.
well
its so damn pathetic
an exercise we did b4
i only got a pathetic one mark
out of seven
-_-"
wah liao
nvm
i heck.
:P
den
after tat is assembly lor
the assembly abt ermx.
someone from dunno where
he gave a talk
abt drugs abuse
didnt we like noe this for like the past three years alr???
god..
dey keep repeating it.
hahas.
nvm
got some pictures
so disgusting
n i kept saying
"i still want to eat ya noe."
de pictured we damn *******
hahs
well
ok den
it was recess
this was the time i was DAMNNN ANGRYY
stupid ******
he was like
AS IF
like molesting someone like tat
i felt like
WAT THE FUCK!!
c'mon
she's my sister
show some respect sia.
fuck him lah
alamak
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i hate hate hate him
i'm gonna slap his face i tell ur
den
i felt like crying
like the queue wasnt moving.
wth.
i wanna eat.
den
someone made my hair
i tot it was tat ******
but den
it was izwan
-_-"
make my hair fun is it
alamak.
i was damn sad lor.
still he make
-_-"
nvms.
forget abt it.

well
after tat
was malay
ermx
teacher discussed with us
ermx
i tink abt the language week
like the programs all tat
"cikgu takut pontianak"
hahahahahas
LOL
soo funny
hahas
well
last period was a-maths
from the 10 years series
ermx
i alot dunno :P
hahas
cant blame me rite.
i'm not tat a genius.
den
teacher ask me pin up the maths overall on the board.
i saw tat i got 92
:))))
yeahhhhhhhhhh
i got 5th
hahs
for maths lah
i tink tats good enuf for me
:)

well
here are my results for common test
i tink i'm satisfied
maybe?
hahs
ENGLISH ~ 19/30
MATHS ~ 37.5/40
MALAY ~ 69.5/100
CHEMISTRY ~ 30.5/50
PHYSICS ~ 28/50
BIOLOGY ~ 29.5/50
SOCIAL STUDIES ~ 14/22
well
all average marks
hahas
except my maths :))
i LUVVVVV my maths
whahahahahahhaha

anyways
after tat rite.
go home lor
nono
i went to westmall
hahas
with a feeling of missing my monkey very very much
:(
haix.
but well
just kept walking walking
den going home time
saw miss angela chew n miss alicia ang
i tot she was gonna say me
but didnt
so i waved goodbye den i went home
on the way home.
jianshen sms me
he asked me i open the present alr anot.
i said haven cos i haven reach home
smthing seems fishy here
i didnt wat it was
well
den i reach home
damn tired lors
den
first thing i did was open de present
this is the best part
so see it wells :)
I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES
IT WAS THE MONKEY
THE ONE I LOST
OF COURSE IT WASNT THE SAME
BUT
ITS A MONKEY
EXACTLY THE SAME
N A BRAND NEW ONE.
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT.
I QUICKLY SMS JIANSHEN
TO TELL HIM
TO TELL JOANNE
THX THX THX THX THX ALOT TO JOANNE
I LUB HER VERY MUCH
I DIDNT NOE HOW TO REPAY HER
:')
SHE HELPED ME SO MUCH
N I PROMISE HER
IF I SEE A TIGGER
I'LL BUY IT FOR HER
I PROMISE GIRL :)
i almost want to cry de nors :')
didnt noe y.
hahas
one more time:
thx
thx
thx
thx
thx
thx
thx
to joanne
:):):);)
3 cheers n 3 cheers to joanne
HIP HIP HOOORAY
HIP HIP HOOORAY
hiP HIP HOORAY
thx girl
i wont forget everything ya did for me
even though we were from diff class since den
:):)
thx thx alot
n to jianshen also
thx
hahas
dunno y.
just say thx
:-)

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I LOST MY MONKEY
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STOP LAUGHING
ITS NOT FUNNY
DAMN DAMN DAMN SAD
TODAY AINT A GOOD DAY
I'M GONNA BE IN A BAD MOOD
SO DUN PISS ME OFF
HOW COULD I BE SO CARELESS
DAMN DAMN ME
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANT IT BACK
I WANT IT BACK
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
STUPID STUPID STUPID
HHAIXXXXXXX
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

haixxx
sad sad sad
just read jianshen blog
like want to cry nia
i mean
like almost wat he say
like sometimes do happen to me de
i mean like
its not our mistakes
yet we get blame
i mean
like wats the point?
even if we were not the ones hu did it
ppl will still tink we did it.
cos tats just how life is
there are ups n downs in life
we just hav to take things easy.
hu noes.
since there's bad luck,
sooner or later
it'll go away.
n good things will come
tats life.

tat time
i got results
i knew i was the only malay
i cried for how many days
n i was devastated
truly truly upset
i ask myself
"y me"
i keep asking myself
i even made a big fuss out of it
by shouting so loud
in front of tat office
so many ppl were looking
but wat do i carE?
sometimes i wonder
why does it hav to happen to me?
y me n not him or her or him or her?
y me out of so many ppl
i tink god is playing a cruel joke on me
i mean like
haixxx.
dun even wanna tink abt it

why did i go to 3e1?????
all i can say
i regretted going here
i mean it.
y didnt i choose 3e2 instead??
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
this word will often appear in my mind
all the time.
it will nv end.

sometimes
when things go wrong
i wonder
why do things have to be this way?
why?
why?
i dun like it.
haix.
but we cant get everything our way.
its all in the hands of god

i learnt appreciating others is important
we hav to learn to appreciate other
even if we do not like tat person
we should learn to.
although he/she has bad points
there may be good points abt he/she too
its true
we just hav to learn to understand
and appreciate dem

jianshen..
dun sad le
things do happen for a reason
yup.
well
things are gonna look up
pretty soon
so dun worry arh.
we sure will make it de!
all the best!
all the way 3e1!
jiayou.
=)

today lei
ok ok lah
v tired nia

ermx
went to jianshen's blog just now
ermx
ok lah
i write this entry SPECIALLY for u lei
see i so kind
hahas
anyways
just wanna say
dun sad le
i mean
break jiu break lor
i mean
the thing cannot be glue back together rite
n changsheng wont blame u one lah
he like tat
wont one lah
ur de best of brothers mah
he sure will understand
anyways
just write name wat.
wont hav to pay or wat
just dun care her lah
tat time
rina also got break wat.
we also heck care
break jiu break lah
nth we can do abt it mah
correct anot.
den as for the physics arh
he arh
cant blame u wat
also is u do alr
not nv do wat
den he scold u also for wat
not ur fault wat
den
dun keep saying u will give ppl bad things or harm them lor
i mean
like
u wont lor
i mean
u like me lor
like to luff luff mah
wont give ppl black face de
will always give ppl smiles de
yeap.
so cheer up k =)
still got me
haha
n many many ppl
LOL
hu still cares
n wont abandon u de
really
hahas
from the bottom of mie heart
=))))
kekes.

ok
hahaha
just now
i see pamela
v kelian
she cry de mah
den i scared scared le
den i jiu quickly signal to changsheng give tissue
hahas
even though i hav tissue in my pocket -_-
i didnt even noe
hahas
dats y i nv offer
hahas
well
ermx
like wat mrs wong say
one paper only
wont count as the overall de
still got other tests
can pull u up de
hahas

n just now
we were release early
hahahahahha
cos tham tham nv come
LOL
den
the relief teacher hor
is mr ang
at the end hor
actually he toking to me lor
say "can go alr"
den he looking my direction mah
den i tot he looking at ppl behind me lor
den i go turn behind
den he go say is me
haha
den i say
" u toking to me arh?"
den ur noe wat he say?
"no lah i toking to the floor"
so funny
hahahs
den i orh
haha
den go le
LOL
den go home jiu rest lor
play com
hahas
my fav hobby
LOL.

k lah
lastly wanna say.
to joanne.
smile always
n stay cheerful
to pamela
dun sad sad le.
hahahas
need help can ask me =)
to jianshen
u DUN sad sad le
hahahahahhahs
cos
ermx
still got ppl care
hahas
like me,my dear
hahahahas
really.
keke.
stay happy always
n to changsheng
can stop nudging me le.
thankiew beri de much
=)