haixx... today arh?? i wake up early sia.... SIAO RITE........... yeah i noe.... guess wat time i woke up???? 8.45 am... like wth.. so early.... just to buy my sch stuff -_-" hahahahahhahahah the shoes i dun like.. tml buying.. hahahahahha...... bag on saturday buying :):) its just so great.. hahahhhahha.... last minute.. haix... wat to do... so many ppl got into hospital.. :'( my grandpa.. my grandma.. haix... how i wish i was the one at the hospital.. not them... how i wish i could take tat pain away from them so they wont suffer..... i'd do anything for them..... believe me.. just one thing i ask form them: dun leave me so soon. i nedd ya all to guide me.. pliz dont.. tats wat i hope for from them.. tats my new year resolution i guess.... YA ALLAH, sembuhkan lah penyakit atuk dan nenek ku... harap2 mereka akan sembuh dan dapat bersenyum dan ketawa semacam selalu... AMIN.... for those of u hu dun understand, its ok... tat was a prayer... for my ahma n ahgong.. i wish them to get better n good health... so they can be like always... smiling n laughing.....just one more day to new year 2005... oh just how i hate doing this... y??? y??? i keep asking myself y??? well, we should just accept it rite? rather than sulk at it... haix.. wat to do? i dun even noe.. i'm lost in this stupid rainforest.. n not even one person can do anything abt it.. believe it or not... well, tats all? i guess... for now tat is..

yet another blog again.. nice mah?? hahahahha... okie... sch gonna reopen. how bad is tat??? oh man.. i just hate sch.. but i also love sch... it beats than nth to do at home rite?? i wanna watch a movie........................ but i hav to buy my sch stuff also... :'(.... today my ah gong hav high fever at the hospital.. my parents rush to go there..... haiz... there goes my day to go buy my bag n everything else..... wat is happening?? sumtimes.. life doesnt go the way u want it to... believe me.. sometimes it doea.. sometimes it doesnt.. we just hav to accept it... whether its good or bad.. just accept.. like me.. accepting tat i m the DAMN SICKENING only malay in my next class next year... its great to be in 3e1 but my frens... *cry* where hav u all gone.... dun leave me alone :'(.... i'm lost... stupid idiot... haixxxx.... just someone just bring my sun back to me so i can enjoy the sunlight just like everybody else.... y cant anyone just do tat????? there's no point waiting anyway.... btw, i'm gonna miss a lot of ppl.. i just write it here bah:

mY faVOUriTE clAsS 2e1:
- michelle: i'm gonna miss ur laughter... frens forever.. must remember.. i'll always remember you... :'(
- linda: i'll miss ur smartness in class.. especially in literature or maybe eng?? stay happy always :)
- celest: i'm gonna miss the way u frighten me with all those "eeekkkk" smthing like tat.... been in the same class since p3,p5 den to sec 2... haix... smile always :)
- elaine: elaine!!! haixx.... moi fren.. really really really gonna miss you... must remember me arh.. got ppl bully tell me i beat tat person for you... stay happy always :):)
- jasmine: mummy!!!! its ok.. we same class... haha... stay happy always.... :D
- bin bin: we same class also.. nth much to say... smile :)
- cheryl: i'm gonna miss ur unique laughter.... :'( .... remember me arh =D
- jacqueline: jac!! i'm gonna miss ur goodness in art!!! remember me =D dun forget arh
- dawn: dawn!! we same class.. haha.. nvm... cya next year.... =)
- zhen ying: same class.. haha.. good luck in evrything..
- sek chin: same class also... do ur best ;)
- sylvia: gonna miss those days.. hahaha.. smile always :)
- hayati: HAYATI arh!!!!!!!!! my jie... u go so far away.. really gonna miss you arh...... must remember me arh... dun forget arh.... :'(
- hidayah: my other jie... not same class so sian :'(
- ain: gonna miss those days she tell no al all funny jokes.. haixx
- rina: rinA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm we same boat.. hahahaha.. but next year must with me arh.. u dun run away with some other guy arh.. :P jk
- safarah: i'm sorry for those days... hope u will forgive me :) frens always
- aishah: aishah!!!!!!!!! i say myself for wat -_-" ahahahaha... dun forget urself arh... :P:P
- zhien: ah ma!!!!!!!! :'( y u go away.. u my ahma... haixxx..... i will remember ur laughter also.... :)
- sixuan: same class.. hahahahah.. nth to worry abt... ;)
- fangqing: i'm gonna miss ur smile... smile always... like this :D
- triya: yeah.. same class.. so smart. hahahah.. cya next year...
- jiaxin: same class. hhahaha... jia you...
- huili: u arh.. we same class.. so nvm lah.. ahahahahha..
- yixiang: miss his tallness?? hahaha...
- ren mao: the way he scold MK.. hahahha.. so funny... gonna miss him.... :)
- daniel: nth here..
- hardy: gonna miss u also.. they way u always tok back to MK:P not tat it is a good thing.. but yeah ya noe...
- jiun haur: MY SIL... come back.. dun stay there lei.. i'm gonna miss ya a lot..
- wee kheng: u arh.. same class.. make sure dun sit in front of me be mushroom head can liao.. :)
- limyong: we same class also.... so do well in everything u do :)
- mustaqim: moooose..gonna miss those days u keep asking me abt ur hair ok anot.. haixxx... stay cool ;)
- james: same class arh.. so nvm lah...
- surath: surath.. my bro :'( go until so far away.. haiz... see mee must call me arh... ok?? stay happy always..
- nasrul: nasrul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my best mate bah... he also go until oso far away.. haixxxx........ must remember me arh... :)
- kian meng: wah u go USA so long.. ahhahha.. dun want cum back arh :'( piang arh u.. nvm.. frens always.. haha..
- mark: ah gong!! 2e1 must stay together arh....
- gerald: dis one tao arh.. ahahhahaha.... nvm same classs :P
- edward: wah same class also.. hahhahaha... cya next year
- tyfin: same class also.. so its ok. hahahahah... stay happy always...

i tink tats all i hav to say abt them... really gonna miss all of them.. :'( hope all of u remember me n my laughter... ok? peace.. oh n btw, there is a message.. below my tagboard.. so remember to see ya guys... ;)

today is wat day arh?? ermx... yeah its thursday... wats so special abt today anyway -_-" hahahhahaha... anyway yeah my hmwks gonna finish le!!! yeah yeah yeah.. hahahahha see i so hardworking.. *proud* thx thx =D hahahahhahaha.... anyway wah i nv update for so long sia.... since go mrs bok the house rite?? yup.. its either i too lazy or too busy or too sick to rite... i now got the dunno wat phlegm arh?? in my throat.. so painful.. wah liao.. paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain arh.. i hate it... anyway going to christmas le.. so an advanced merry christmas to ermx... all those who celebrate christmas.. hahahahah.... WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS... WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS... WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS.. AND A HAPPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! yeah.. hahahahhahahahaha... but sch gonna reopen -_-" haixxxx.. nvm lah.. at least i get to see my friends.. hahahhaha... my frens nv online.. they must be slping.. hahahhaha.. zhu arh... opppsss.. hahahahhahahahahhahaha.... jkjk... lol....

today arh?? today v fun.. hahahahha... went to mrs bok house... hahahhha.... some sort of christmas party lah.. ahhahahaha..... den hor... me n yati n rina n jasmine n sixuan hor.. wait at the bukit batok mrt station there hor.. wait for one person lei... she late sia... ur want to noe hu mah??? my ah ma lah... zhien... the da jie ta the bukit batok one.. hahha... den we meet elaine at the top there... then we went to lot 1... meet up with the rest.. hahhahahha...den hor... we all sign the card lor... i do one lei.. *proud*.. hahahhaha... no lah... everybody got chip in... actually only some ppl :P :P .. hahahhahah.. nvm lah... den after tat we went to mrs bok the house.. her house nice sia.. hahahhaha.. den we eat... we eat PIZZA lei.. hahahahha..yum yum so yummy.. hahahhaha....den i also eat lor.. hahahhah... den after tat late alr lor.. hayati like not happy .. she hav to go home de mah.. den she keep quiet nv tell us... den when we going home tat time she cry lor.. i also dunno wat to do.. i not good in consoling ppl one.. later i say will make it worse.. so i dun tok to her lor.. den we accompany her go bukit panjang lor.. den she sad sad lor.. i also dunno wat to do.. btw, tat time play games at mrs bok the house v funny.. hahhahahaha.. so many ppl hav to do forfeit.. hahahha.. lucky i dun need.... *proud* .. hahahhahahha.... mrs bok do one v funny.. lol... den hor.. i got take video one lei.. hahahahahhhahaha.... so funny.. lol.. but too bad le.. mrs bok retiring.... hope she cum back bah... ok back to just now.. then after we go bukit panjang, then some go home... left me jasmine ze rina elaine celest cheryl n sx.... we blow ballooons.. but den i also scared... :P :P ... hahhahaha... the celest lor.. keep on beating mah.. hahhahah.. nvm.. anyway next year will miss her :'( den after tat go home.. den rina want to take pic de mah.. :P ... den me n her go jurong point take pic lor.. there tat one ur saw one... below here lah.. hahahahha.. nice rite?? ... hahahhaha.. of course lah.. got me mah... :P hahhahahah... den after tat we walk walk... jp also want to close.. hahahah.. den we go home.. hahahahha.... can say today also v fun... hahha.. i will nv forget this day.. hahahhaa... :) :)

this one me n rinana take one.. hahahha... nice rite... :) 

today arh?? nth much lor.. like nth to tok abt.. just tired bahx.. but hor... today arh... my mum bought a lot of DURIANS!!!! hahahahhahahahha many many many durians :P.. yum yum.. yummy.. hahahaha.... ermx.. i tok abt ytd lah..

Tuesday, 14 december 2004
today i went to theme park with hayati,elaine,rina,zhien,jasmine,huili,fang qing,sixuan and jia xin..we were v energetic when we reach there... i mean when we were going there... sit at the mrt for so long.. my buttock hurt arh.. :P then when we reach there.. it was raining a little bit lor.. but then nv rain lah... first ride is the dunno wat ride.. turn 360 degrees one.. wah make my head pain arh.. hahahah... then shout shout until like no voice arh :P then next one is pirate ship.. hahaha.. the ppl sitting behind us hor.. shout until so loud.. !@@#%#^#%!@#@#$@%... stupid arh... then yati n me v fang liao... then yati sick.. hahaha.. she vomit :P... den after tat... i tink some of them take the go cart arh... i tink only lah.. hahahhahaa... den me n yati n elaine n rina go take the little kids one.. hahahha... the ferris wheel.. hahahahha... wha feel like a kid again... can dun remember all the bad stuff :) .. den we also got take the rainbow.. hahahhaha.. this one v funny.... the buttock move here n there one... then we also got take the indoor roller coaster... this one so many turns.. hahahahhaha.... v funny lah... de tat ho ho ho ho guy arh.. wat the name arh.. oh yah.. santa claus .. hahaha.. so funny.. tat time we waiting when want to take the indoor roller coaster tat one...ze the shirt n huili the shirt glow in the dark one.. hahaha... cos they wear white.. haha.. then huili shoe the lace also glow in the dark.. hahaha... den last ride is the wet n wild.. i sit in front hayati sit behind.. she get wet a lot.. whahahahhahahahhahahahha.. who ask her sit behind mah.. behind more wet...lol.. i sit in front..not so wet.. hahahaha.... can say is v fun lah.... hehehhehe...

ok.. anyway.. tml going to settle the mrs bok the thing... see i so helpful *proud*.. lol... :) see ya guys tml.. hahahha...

me n my best frens :) :) elaine n rina... hahahah... taken yesterday... =D 

wah another one want to scold...

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DUN EVER FIND ME AGAIN BAHX!!!!!!!

I HATE HIM

I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE I HATE I HATE... WTH... LEMME GIVE OFF SOME STEAM FIRST :p !@@!#$@##$%#$^$%&^$&%^%^*&%#&#@%@#$!@#!@~$@#!*%^*^&*(&(%&#$^#%@#$!@#$@!#!@$#!@$%$^#^&$^&^$**^%&%^%*^%^$#^$@%@!%#@%@%#%!#@!%#@#$^#&^@$^!^#$^!#$&#!%&#%^#^@%@^$&@#*&!*&!*$%&#^$%&^%*^&(&^*()&)^*$&#$^@#%@%@#^!$##^#^#$^^#^#$%#$%#$#$%#%#^#$^!^@@#^@!!#$@~~!$@%#^$&^%$^&*#^$%&^*&%$^@#%$@#$!#@$!@$#!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HE CAN GO TO HELL LAH... STUPID I****.. I HATE YOU.. GET IT?? GO TO HELL .. SHE CAN ALSO GO TO HELL.. WAT THE HELL LAH... TINK U VERY BIG ARH.. SO WAT LAH???!!!!! I DUN GIVE A DAMN LAH... U GO TO HELL.. BRING HER ALONG.. GO GO.. STUPID... B.R.E... SHUT UP... GO AWAY... LEK ONE CORNER SUAK LAH.... STUPID FOOL!!!

ps.. sorry for using bad words.. just tat i hate him to the core.. so, here i am.. scolding him... GO TO HELL!!!!!

today like v v v v v v bored.. cos like almost nobody online.. haixx.. :'(.. when i'm alone, i start thinking of things... flashbacks... haixx... its really true.. we had fun together for like 2 full years.. n this had to separate us.. how am i gonna live with tat? so little frens left with me next year.... thiking of it, i really feel real upset.. haixx.. someone tell me wat to do... i feel really lost.. like as if in a dark creepy forest... cant find a way out.. maybe it's all fate.. haixx... wat should i do?? i guess i just should live with it.. haixxx... to all 2e1.. dun feel sad.. there are still many chances where we can all meet up k? dun be upset :)

i nv update for like 2 days is it?ok ok i tell story now... hehehheh...

Tuesday,7 december 2004
today arh.. elaine,rina,zhien n hayati came to my house.. watch THE SHUTTER..wahahahahahha... it was like damn scary sia.. hahha.. actually wanted to scare zhien de lei.. but didnt expect when she came my house she noe le.. hahaha... aiyah watch together ok le mah.. hahaha.. we got shout a lot of times sia.. den this rina scare us becoz she see alr.. wah.. so bad rite.. then i havent see the movie.. then still sit near the screen -_-" .. hahahahha.. better view mah.. :P overall, the story quite ok lah.. then zhi en keep asking abt the story.. she dun dare see... she scared until like siao.. hahahhaa.. abt the chocolate milk.. elaine one.. wahahhahahahhahahahahhahahhahahaha... so funny.. dun want tok abt it le.. hahaha.. then took photos with my phone.. wahhahahaha... =) ... lol... den go home lor.. hahhahhahaa.....

wednesday,8 december 2004
today arh.. ok lah.. cos nv go out go anywhere.. yati go jurong point.. i ask her buy for me tat thing i also dunno wat thing is tat thing called.. whahahahhahahaha... den she buy le.. hahahhahah.. ermx.. actually nth to tok de.. hahahahhaha.. nvm lah.. see first.. today 2 people make me angry.. they should noe who they are bahx... i den no mood le :(

wah so long i nv post liao arh? ahahahaha... cos i have been busy lately.. haixxxx.. so tired.. ok lah.. i tell ur wat happpen....

saturday,4th december
at first, went out with my family go my aunt's house.. 2 houses.. lol... the baby was like so cute.... !!!!!! lol.. hahhahaha... and then my dad had to go to work... then me,my mum, fandi n mahadir went to bukit view primary sch to watch a hari raya performance.. the host was suzairhe n erra farida!!! lol.. but then i went home earlier..cos mahadir wanted to slp... n tomorrow, i had to be a "kendarat" the whole day so i needed some slp.. lol.. adioz..

sunday,5th december
today, wah lao.. i woke up so early sia... i actually set my alarm at 8 am.. then when my alarm rang, i go set it again at 8.15 am den i went to slp again.. hehe... then at 8.15am,it rang then i set it again at 8.30am.... wahahahahhahahahahahahhaha... but at 8.30, i really have to wake up.. if not will be late..lol... then i met yati at the bus stop then went to the kendarat thingy... it was damn tiring... n my shoes.. haix.. dont wanna tok abt it....lol.. if not u'll luff like mad.. hahahahaha.... anyway got $10 for helping... i'm angry at someone... tat person should noe who he/she is... wth... my enemy...damn it.. reach home, went straight to bed... damn tiring.. went online a while.. rina was online.. but when i wanted to tok to her,she was offline -_- " to elainee,rina n all my frens: if i was online n i didnt tok to u guys, sorry arh.. i've been nusy lately.. to elainee n rina: sry arh.. hhahahahhahaha.... dun take it to heart arh ... must luff lah.. .like me :P:P:P.. ehehhehhe...

monday,6th december
u all see the time?? so late then i woke up sia.. hahahahhahahhaa.... tired mah.. actually today will be my cleaning day... AGAIN -_-".. wth... nvm.. anyway tml my frens are cuming my house.. to watch a movie at my house.. it is gonna be damn hilarious.. wahahahahahahahahahaa...... ermx.. maybe tonite i blog again... seee first lah... no one online.. so damn bored... :'(.. where are u elainee.. where are u rina... :'(

hey ur see the time? its one minute till 12 midnite.. wah.. n i'm still in time to blog for today.. anyway, today.. i followed my mum go my mum the fren the house the open house..lol.. nice.. then i also go cut hair.. but cannot be seen -_-" tat auntie lah.. i tell her how to cut she dunno how to cut hair arh ... !!@@#@#%@$%#%^$#^#$%%#..... anyway, nvm.. i tinking of in last week of dec.. i wanna cut hair again.. WITH MY OWN MONEY.. lol.. so i can do anything i want.. wahahahahhahaha... anyway today also go with rina go westmall.. then we met moose.. wah.. he arh...lol... dun say abt him liao lah... lol.. anyway my hair is like the same as b4. wth... nvm.. i dun care :(