today
i wake up so early
=D
*proud*
hahahahaha
i wake up myself one
cos yesterday
i slp
ermx
early mah
ard 8+
den till today
lols
nice nice
ermx
sian lei
ermx
i tink all no mood alr?
so hmmm
i dunno

ok
ermx
let me write down wat he writes to me again:
~ Saya muhd nurazli ingin mengucapkan
~ semoga anda berjaya dlm peperiksaan tahun ini
~ dengan cemerlang.. try your best
~ i'm always beside u to support.. (",)

~ Setiap kesalahan harus diikuti dengan kemaafan
~ jika ia tidak diikuti dengan kemaafan
~ kesalahan itu boleh menyebabkan pergaduhan (",)

~ Kesilapan semalam mengajar kita tentang
~ pengajaran untuk hari besok.. Nitez (",)

yeap. hmmm
i dunno.
wats happening to me
i hate ma fucking life
i hate ma fucking sch
i hate everything
hais
just let me
hmmmm
ok fine
duwan to say alr
hmmmmm
i tink if ur hear this
it will be shocking
but hmm
nvm
just say
hmm
he
ermx
send me one msg
on 30.12.2004
which is the last day of the year 2004
he sent me:
Kepada sahabatku yg ada di situ
Ku minta maaf terlebih dahulu,
Tolong maafkan dosa-dosa ku,
yg telah ku buat di masa dahulu,
kini menjelang tahun yg baru,
ingin ku bina hidup yg baru,
aku ingin pertolongan mu,
untuk menyedarkan salah silapku,
saya berdoa untuk kamu,
semoga berjaya dan gembira selalu..
Happie New YEar

hmmm
the shocking thing will be
till now i kept it
hmmmm
well
since i wrote it here alr
i will delete it
hmmmmm
strange
hais
sian
and..
i learn one new word today
sadist
i dunno is it a gd word
or a bad one
i dunno
dun ask me
:^)

n i wanna scold someone
F*CK U LAH
BETTER GET OUT OF MA LIFE
OUT I SAY
KANASAI CH**AI
WATEVER LA

haha. nice one
lols
thank you thank you
well
got a lot of hmwks
damn it
hais
ok fine
lalalalala.i wanna change blogskin
again.
i will
now.

hais sian lei. ermx i today writing like this. hais. dunno y. listen ar. early in the morning alr fight with mum le. hais. becoz of wat?? just becoz i asked from her $2 she say this she say tat. den i just said. "dun need la" den went out of da house. n was crying. oh man i hate crying. wth la. hais. wipe dose tears away. hais. ermx sian lei. i dunno wat to say le. got 3 days of somesort holiday. but isnt counted as holiday. cos still hav to go to sch after tat. i m thinking. there sure will be a LOT A LOT of hmwks for june holiday. hais. dun feel like celebrating my bday alr. though its still so far. hais. want to die le. hais. only 3 days no sch alr so many hmwks. wan me to die is it. hais. ermx. cockroach. sorry ar. nvm just accept my apologies can le. jian shen. ermx. headache den go rest okie? dun tink to much le. n hayati. ermx. dun tink abt it le la. thinking abt it will make it more worse. so just forget abt it okie. ermx yeap listen to me =) just forget abt it.

sian sian sian. i wan a lot of things!!!!! arhhhhhhhh let me cry here first... ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hais.. just forget abt it. hmmmm i just now bad mood. ermx. my mum? fought with her? she tok to me just now? i tink ok alr. but still aint in the mood. hais. watever la. i hav a fucking life alr. so wat rite? just get on with this fukcing life of mine with all the hmwks tat is so damn hard with a sch dat is damn stressful. hais. watever la.

eh
sorry ar
yesterday nv update
actually i did
den halfway
ermx
i accidentally close the window
peng
den must write again
wah
den lazy
hahaha
ok
lets get on
yesterday was HAYATI BDAY
come is ing bday song..
lols
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
U ARE BORN IN THE ZOO
WITH THE MONKEYS N ELEPHANTS
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
whahahahahaha
nice rite
lols
hehe
hope u had fun ytd
;)

den
today is xinyi bday
i forgot to give her her card
=.=
it was in my bag
den forgot to give her
hais
sorry ar
lols
HAPPY BDAY AS WELL
lols
=D

ok
lets tok abt yesterday de yesterday
which is the 26th april
WELL
HE IS SUCH A *TOOT*
I HATE HIM
I DUN LIKE HIM
BLEAHX
WAT CAN U DO
BLEAHX BLEAHX
I HATE YOU
HAHA!
GET TAT
ermx
wont say hu
lols
den
i cried
i didnt now why the hell did i cry
den
had to call mrs wong
peng
den got serious toking
los
ermx
ok lah
i tink i m fine now
yup

den yesterday
went to jurong lib de mah
den
saw miss angela chew
actually me n hayati run away de
den
ermx
jian shen n cockroach go n tok to her
den me n hayati U-TURN
den go back
hahahas
well
it was fun
den ytd
i had pg lesson
=.-
niceeeeeeee
kekex.
den went home
hahas

eh
i wan dat bag!!!!
arhhhhhhhh
nvm
mum gonna give me the money soon
so i'm gonna buy it
muahahahahhaha
aiights
ermx
wat to say ar
oh yah
today
got back the bio RETEST
well
i just passed
weee
how great is tat?
but i still feel like dropping it
haiss
well
no choice
lets see first aiights
sian sian sian
today
I M DAMN TIRED
MY BODY IS ACHING
arhhhhhhh
i wan to die
T_T
lols
ok
not tat serious
tml is councillor investiture?
ermx
i dunno
maybe
lols
sian
i got A LOT OF HMWK DUNNO HOW TO DO
SOMEONE HELP ME
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
watever la
sian.

ermx
today didnt go sch
haiss
cos
ermx how say ar
yesterday
ermx
bro was cooking the seaweed chicken dat one
den
ermx he ask me go pick it up la
den when i doing it
den ermx
the hot oil
abush come to my leg dere
den hot hot i cryy le
i noe the sound effect v the nice rite
oka
haiss
den sian lor
i stand up den will pain alr lor
den
when walking
i cant walk straight lor
hais
hav to limb like dat
wah kao
so mafan
haisssss
hate it
ermx sian lei
today
ermx got bio test
den i dunno i can take it anot
cos
ermx cher say
hav to key in by tuesday
den tml alr is tuesday
hais
get ready to get 0 bah
haiss
watever
i dun giv a damn about bio la
so hard the subject
somemore the teacher so de
*TOOT*
u guys noe wat i mean rite

ok
ermx
wat m i suppose to get fer hayati
i m bankrupt!!!!!
fer the first time
haisssss
sian
how like this.
sian sian sian
how buy her present like dis
hav to ask mummy
hais
i m a baddie girl
ermx
well
hope u hav a happy bday girl~

well since i m so bored
might as well write one long long entry rite
make u all bored with me
ermx
how say ar
now
i got mixed feelings
ermx only rina ec n hayati noe abt this
so i cant say it out
haiss
i tink both duwan le
hais
i wan to study le
duwan to care abt both
i alone better erh
haiss
dun care abt all these things le
wanna concentrate on my studies
aiights
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
ermx
how say ar
haiss
dun care le la
too young
should wait till i'm in poly or jc

toking abt poly or jc
this question keep popping out in ma mind
ermx
jc?
or poly?
jc?
or polY?
i noe most of the teachers wan us to go jc
cos we are from 3e1
n the standard are high
but
wat if jc is toooo stressful?
den i'm gonna hav 2 years of stressful life
poly is ok
ermx
i mean
at least its not tat stressful
but
there's no a levels after tat
ermx
hais
i wonder
wat my future is gonna be like
hais
we'll just see bah

ermx
well
i had a DISGUSTING dream ytd
yeah u heard me right
DISGUSTING
ermx
want to noe wat i dream?
ok
like this
ermx
u noe my leg
kena de hot oil rite
den
ermx
how say ar
i dreamt
den
it was ROTTING
YES IT WAS ROTTING
N IT WAS FU*KING EWWWWWW
YES IT IS
JUST BY LOOKING AT IT
IT WAS JUST
EWWWWWWWWWWWW
den its like the nail can be taken out
n i was like stupid stupid opening the nail
n wiping the inside
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
i m not gonna say anymore
i noe it is disgusting
i might just puke
ewwwwwww
haissssss
ok dun say alr

ermx
sian
tml hav to go sch
ok
just watever
ermx
just hais
get on with life
byebye to everyone
i'm gonna rest
nono
b4 i rest
i go toilet first
muahahahahhaha
=P


~> Me N RinAnA At ThE liB DaT oNE

ermx
ok some parts are edited okie

ermx
just now
really v sway today
hais
hais
hais
tell ur wat happen in the morning ar
i wake up le
den found out dat
ermx
i pangseh a lot of ppl lei
i yesterday slp at 6+ PM den today wake up at 8+ AM
so late hor
like sleeping beauty like tat
haisss
sian
sorry ar

ermx
den after dat
ermx
went out with hayati
hahaha
so funny
i everytime go out with her
will get electric shock
hahahahha
den kena a lot of times
so v the sorry
ermx
den
after go meet rina n hy
den ermx
go causeway point
take neoprints
hahahs nice nice
can say
most of the times
i was not looking at the camera
HAHAHA


~> nice nice lol


~> told u i wasnt looking ;)


~> weeeeeee hahhas


~> this one dun need see.. lights too bright. cant see my face. but can see rina n hy v clear =)


den do hmwk at lib
den
ermx
got one time
go toilet de hor
ermx
i go inside the toilet hor
den inside i like got hear wanying luff lei
den i go out of toilet
ask rina got hear wanying luff anot
she say NO lei
wah
so scary
den rina went inside de toilet
den i got hear rina like "ahem ahem"
tat sound
smthing like dat
den rina went out
i ask her
got anot
she say no lei
ARHHHHHHHHHHH
am i hearing things???
arhhhhhhh
help me help me
so scary
den say jiun haur
he with his family
hahhahs

den
hor
i go out
until the late
den i tot going to get scolded by papa n mama
but den
going home time
ermx
v the sway
i alr late
den still got ppl follow me one
v the scary
den i rushed home
den on the way
saw one black cat
it go n meow me
until so the scary
like the boy in the scary movie dat one
hais
so sway
den go home faster go n run to the door
den thinking
will get scolded anot
but den
my dad scolded me a while
den i quickly go into my room
den nv kena liao
phew!
lucky me

den
now at home
me n jianshen worry abt cockroach
cos
he also in my state
so v the kelian
den just now
jian shen call him
den his voice
like crying like dat
i feel so de v bad for him
jian shen also
ermx
how arh
niao! lei

den
now i can feel
like got SOMETHING at my shoulder
so v de scary
n v the pain
how how how
die le
den hor
i remembered got one movie hor
ermx
someone sitting on tat guy's shoulder
den he everytime got neck pain one
den got one time
he go take pic of himself
den develop le
den he saw dat
a female ghost is sitting on his shoulder all along
den i remembered dat lei
how ar
niao! lei
haiss
sian sian
my shoulder still pain pain
den this jianshen HOR
keep telling me hor
got a transparent thingy sitting on my shoulder
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sian sian
help help
jian shen suggest a solution:
lift up ur right hand(if ur left shoulder is painful),
PIAK it at ur shoulder,
n say "u are too heavy. PLEASE cut down some weight"

=.=
haissssssss
he still wan to test me lei
!!!!!!!!
on monday
arhhhh
how how
i scared scared
=(
still remembered
y i so sway today
haiss
someone help me

n cockroach
i hope u are fine
even if kena scolded
dun worry de
ermx
a few days
will be better de
remember dat
=)

HAIS
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
haiss
i pangseh a lot of ppl lei ytd
haiss
i so guilty
hais hais
someone slap me
hais
why did i hav to slp so long?
like sleeping beauty like tat
hais
stupid stupid me
hais
hais
i got nth to say
HAISS
just 2 words:
STUPID ME~~~~~~~~

er
HAISS
today my ahgong de
100th day death anniversary
haiss
sian sian sian
ermx
nth lah
tml got history test
i dun wanna learn
aiyah
dun need learn le
haiss
i duwan learn le

ok
let me say wat happened recently
ermx
dat day
ermx
on wednesday hor
after choir
me rina n michelle were walking to westmall
den
ermx
yaya n muhd saw me
den come to me
den hor
we walking walking to westmall dere lor
den suddenly
someone just FAINT in front of us
wah
make me so shock
den
i dunno wat to do
ask yaya to do
she dun dare
cos she alone
haisss
sian
make me see
dat life is so precious
haiss

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
i dun wanna do hmwk!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wan my mummy!!
mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

hais
another monday again
haiss
i hate monday
sian sian sian lah
alamak
the f*cking hmwk
damn a lot
den i also dunno how to do
haiss
mid year coming
ARHHHHHHHH
so fast
haiss
ok
i have done all my hmwks
n now
i n longing fer a conference
but none are available
>.<
haisss
nvm
forget it
i'll just be alone.
dun care abt me
just let me slp.
thankiew beri much

ok not in da mood to blog
so just forget abt it.
...

haissss
today
ermx
SOMEONE CALL ME DEN WAKE ME UP HOR
wonder hu is it sia
-.-"
wah lao
i still want to slp u noe
den wake me up
arhhhhhhhh
nvm
jian shen
hope u are ok now
=D
hehehehe
thx fer sending me the emoticons
n yeah
stupid lei
i on com
come online
jiu i dun hav all my emoticons!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhh
den i panic
den i uninstall den install
all so chaotic
hahahah
den at last
i go n scan my system
hahaha
ok le
=D
so happy
HAHAHAHA
to someone
cos his one still cant
whahahhahaha
i so baddie
lols

dardar
dun miss me
wahhahahahhha
jk lah
buayba lei me
kekex.
ermx
i tink later got con
i have no idea
ask deardear
n rinana

wah yesterday
jian shen was sad
den he cry
=O
shocking rite
i also shocked
how ar
den this cockroach hor
he
he go say sorry alot of times mah
den got one time
he used his recorder den say
den
jian shen say
bluff my feelings....
dunno dunno wat
hahahahha
so funny
but i tink ok le lah

haissssss
i m missing a lot of ppl also
hais hais hais
sian sian sian
i wanna go out out out
but cant
haissssssss
have to stay in this stupid pathetic house
haisss
n hav to bear with all this noise
all the SCOLDINGS
haisssssssssss
a big HAIS
wah lao
i also do nth wrong lor
i woke up
alr got ppl offend me
wah lao
not a good start
u offend me u will regret all ur life
i give u black face u die alr i tell u
really
no joke
haisss
ok my dad gave me $10 yesterday
weeeeeee
ermx
gonna save dat
cos wanna buy my shirt!!!!!!
been waiting for tat so long alr
hahahahahhaha
i wan a skirt also
but dun tink i will get it lor
haisss
just hope my bday
my mum will buy it for me lor
haisssss
but i dun tink she will lor
she will either say
"too expensive liao. dunneed"
haisssss
sian lor
hais
i dun tink i will be getting tat skirt
hais till i m working myself lor
haiss
wait so long
hais forget it
tats life mah

so many hmwks..
so far i only finished history n e-maths
=.-
diaox lei
so little rite
n so much to do
haissssssss
sian sian sian
i wanna slp slp slp
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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SOMEONE DUN LET ME SLP
i slp here
muahahahhahahaha

haiss mid year is coming
so de sian
haisss
later sure difficult le lor
haiss
i wan to die alr
T_T
someone help me
joanne ur turn to kill me
=P

ok i tink this is a long entry alr
so gonna stop here
cos my stomach hurts a lot
haisssss
= aishah out =

wah
i dun even recall
wat i did yesterday night
oh my god
didnt noe i pangseh-ed alot of ppl
-.-"
sorry
me not purposely do one
well
guess i was too tired
den
nv hear the phone ring
the
kabooom
i slept
den today
SOMEONE HOR
keep calling me at 8+ hor
want me to wake up
den hor
9 am rite
SOMEONE call me
den
i pick up de phone
wah lao
make me wake up so early
wanted to wake up 1pm u noe
den
these 2 ppl
call me
till i wake up
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to slp slp slp
anyway
thx joanne fer the lyrics
i luv u =P
whahahahahahha
ermx
sorry to those i pangseh ytd
hahahahah
sorry dardar
u hor
go out play basketball
till wat time also haven come home
i wait fer u till i slp le lo
den u call
me slp le
so
ermx
sorry ar
den
the cockroach
call me at 1
=.-
of course i slp le
rite?
hahahahahha
den
at tat time
i tink i was toking to deardear n rina
but i dunno how i ended the call
how weird is tat?
hais
nvm
since i woke up so early
might as well do some housework rite
so de damn sian
which i hate doing
haiss
want to die le.
ermx
so stress.
T_T
help me
well
so many hmwks
let me write my hmwks here
to remind myself :-
~> Eng TYS compre + summary
~> e-maths textbook
~> a-maths textbook
~> 2 a-maths WS fer mid year
~> Biology Ws
~> Chemistry Wb
~> History ws (done)
~> Malay Wb
~> Malay : find info abt Raffles

well
i tink tats all
if there is somemore
can someone tell me please
thank you
ermx
yeah
jian shen
wat i kena caught by police??!!
whahahhahaha
i wont
cos i so smart
*proud*
not like SOMEONE
muahahahha
dat someone is watching spongebob squarepants movie
wonder whose one HOR
ermx
i m so bored
someone tok to me
haiss
bored bored bored
T_T

today
weeeeeeeee
ermx
maths test
i tink is easy
but ppl say is hard?
i dunno
scali i all wrong
=.-
die liao
ermx
after school
went home
den went out
=))))
wahahahahahha
ermx
went to jp first
den
i v the hungry sia
keep eating n drinking
hahahahhaha
ermx
hayati
she at sch no mood
but now she ok le
=))
den
at library
i ask cockroach n jian shen come find us
den hor
i go hide the chinese book
he dun even noe lei
so stupid one
ahahahhahahahaha
=X
so baddie
still say
nth is missing
-.-"
nv check properly
hahahahaha
den hor
SOMEONE
keep saying i dajie da
whahahaahahaha
i wanna be one
lols
bluff ur one
hahahaha
ermx
den
after tat
going home le
den i ask jianshen pei me go westmall
hahahahha
go popular buy pen
den i scared wanna go home alone
i ask him pei me walk home
hahahahah
but he walk to bus stop only
lol
want to show him de pic
den the bus came liao
den he no chance to see
HAIX
nvm
i monday show u
hahahahaha
i saw monkey!!
i wan i wan!!
arhhhhhhhhh
hahahahaha
help me
:(
hahahaha
nvm
i holding my monkey now
hmp!
whahahahahha
=P


me n hayati. just now take one.

wah lao
today hor
ermx
ok ok lor.
just dat
v the wat lor
i black face le
hmp!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate today
hate hate hate

just now v funny.
before the napha test rite
i played "catching" with cockroach
muahahahahha
so fun
i hide in toilet
-.-"
he wanted spray me water
cos i ask farzana hit him
wahhahahahahha
i so clever
*proud*
keke.
den
he really go chase me
wah lao
lucky i nv kena
i tink my shoe did
but nvm
dis dardar i ask him to block
he nv block
-.-"
diao lei.
hahaha
nvm

the stupid napha test
wah lao
i deproved a lot of stations lah
wtf sia
haisssss
dat stupid teacher
say wat
"HAND STRAIGHT"
"CHIN MUST TOUCH"
i tell him go die lah
stupid.
opps.
was dat too violent?
i was bad mood de lor.
den hor
i v guilty lei
xianqiang call me
den he say i pangseh dunno wat
den i even bad mood
den go throw my chem book at him
oppssss
sorry xian qiang
forgive me
=(
den dardar hor
he bluff me
cryy
haisss
all no good one
hmp!

here more violent one
MY ORAL
i DIE ALR
arhhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid stupid stupid
i hate today
hate hate hate
i like got nth to say lor
wah lao
HAIX
n de teacher is mdm chen lor
wah lao
confirm fail le lor
ARHHHHHHH
stupid.
wtf.
haisss
sian sian sian
watever.
so sian
today
haisss
duwan tok le
i bad mood le.
hais
better dun tok to me.
later i shout at ur
not my problem lor.

den
rewind back
just now in class.
miss chew say
want to change me n priscilla
wah lao
change my seat back to where i dun even like to sit
later i cry in front of u ar i tell u
i dun care ar.
i dun wan to change
i dread sitting dere.
haiss
please please dun change me
will bring back a lot of bad memories.
confirm de.
hais hais.
i want to die le~~~~
arhhhh
*cryy*
all
P
A
N
G
S
E
H
meeeeeeeeeee
arhhhhhhhhhhhh
haissssss
:(

today lei
is jian shen bday
hahahaha
aHem AheM i sing one song first
hahahha
~HappY bDay To YOu
HappY bDay To YOu
HappY bDay To Jian SHen
HappY bDay To You~
well
hope all ur wishes come true
n
ermx
good luck in everything u do.
if sad,
i'll be dere to hear to ur probs =)
dun worry~
smile always
=D

haiss
i feel so sad
sixuan told me wat happen
haisss
feel so sad
just wanna tell her
be strong~
me will always be here for u~
dun be sad~
well
sooner or later
they will go de.
i tat time
my grandpa also passed away
den i v sad in school tui mah?
haisss
den
i everytime do smthing
will always remember him
i hor
always dream dat i got cancer
den
didnt noe its really happening
to someone else besides me
haisss
:(
den
i remembered dat everytime
i fight with my parents
i will shout at them
:(
den
who noes dey will leave me one day
:(
haisss
v sad
i will always remember
dat i always dun show respect to my parents
maybe one day
i'll live to regret it.
haiss
how i was left alone
how they were biased against me
how everytime i got blamed everytime
haisss
i everytime get blamed
*cryy*
not my fault
den i get blamed.
not my fault also got blamed
haisss
den
i will get hot-tempered
den will shout at them
haiss
i dunno whether i will regret this one day
but i just got one thing to say
sixuan, remember
we will always be there for u~
dun be disheartened~
dun be sad
stay strong
just pray fer her
=)
spent everytime time with her
let her leave with a peaceful mind
n wonderful memories~

by the way rina
how was ur day?
hope u have a great time
=D
blessings from me~
lol
must be hav a great time rite
sorry
u came online den i tell u dat
make ur day spoil =P
well
to everyone
haisss
just treasure every moment of ur life
=D blessing from her

weeeeeee
now is RINA bday
whahahahahah
i sing first
listen hard ar
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BDAY TO RINA
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU

rina
bday le
15 years alr wor
so old le
hahahah
just kidding
anyways
just a message to tell u
thx fer being dere fer me
in 3e1
cos u noe how lonely i felt
without them by my side
thx fer ur concerns
thx fer ur smiles
n thx fer ur listening ear
thank you
n i hope u have a happy day with him today
=)
n remember
ur gift i monday giv u
=P
kekex.
=)
well
have a good night slp
n happy bday once again~
i go write testim fer u le.
lol.
remember
every year lidat
okies
muacchhhzzz...
=D

haissss
sian sian
depressed
i told xian qiang
n deardear n jianshen
haisss
wat happen last year
haisss
den sad sad le
ur should noe wat happen liao
haisss
i just have one word to say
DEPRESSED~!!!
haissss
cryycryy

paiseh
nv update
hahahs
dunno y
cos no mood lor
dese few days
ermx
v depressed
dunno y
den
DAT SOMEONE hor
ermx
not his fault lah
but maybe cos he said dat
den started to feel depressed
ermx
dun blame him though
haiss
i start to miss a lot of ppl
i dunno y
like want to die rite?
no lah.
i not dying lah
-.-"
ermx
just got tat feeling
ya understand?
nvm lor
ermx
yesterday nite
ALOT OF PEOPLE PANGSEH ME HOR
HU ARH HU ARH
bleahx
i wait like wat lei
den hor
my mum
ermx
scold scold lor
cos mahadir break her fav vase mah
den
we kena
wah lao
haisss
='(
somehow
i feel i dun belong to this family
haiss
dunno y
just got the feeling.
want to runaway?
cant.
no money.
commit suicide?
even worse
dun tok abt it le
-.-"
haissss
sian sian sian
y i feel like dis de ar?
just now miss chew told us somethings
ermx
i forgot lei
smthing like
u dun learn just for the sake of learning
u learn cos u wanna learn n use fer ya own future
ermx
i tink so
smthing lidat.
haisss
sian sian
i dun wanna go sch
:(
:(
haisss
recently
PPL KEEP SAYING ME N HIM HOR
ESPECIALLY:
- rina YAP KAH MUN
- elaine PHUA LING LING
- HAYATI
- DEARDEAR
- edwin chan
- dunno still got hu
wahhhhhh
is NO OK
so
shhhhhh
later ppl tink wrongly
-.-"

ok
this entry
is actually like
ermx
how do u explain it
ermx
i dunno lah
just feel really really tired
haisss
sian sian sian
i wanna say smthing
ermx
i didnt noe
i made such good frens dis year
so if i go.
den thx fer being my fren~
yeap.
really appreciate it
ok lemme tell u de new frens i made:
= jian shen
= wanying deardear XD
= xian qiang cockroach
= joanne tan
= pamela kang
= yanting
= chang sheng
= puayloo
= bryan
= zachary
= priscilla
= ruo xuan
= khian chong
= cheng yee
= huiling
= jinghan
= lynette
= ec. dardar
= edwind lee
= n many many more

so many rite
yeap.
this one all in my class
except my deardear n cockroach n dardar
yeah
ermx
haisss
den
dis is the list of ppl i mish
ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT:
= michelle ang
= linda cheng
= celest chong
= elaine phua
= jasmine gui
= ho bin bin
= cheryl
= jacqueline
= dawn koh
= zhen ying
= sek chin
= sylvia
= hayati
= hidayah
= ain
= rina
= safarah
= zhien
= sixuan
= fang qing
= triya
= jiaxin
= huili
= yi xiang
= ren mao
= hardy poh
= jiun haur
= wee kheng
= lim yong
= mustaqim
= james
= surath
= nasrul
= kian meng
= mark
= gerald
= edward
= tyfin

= wanying deardear
= boo jian shen
= ong xian qiang
= edwin chan
= joanne tan
= pamela
= chang sheng
= yanting
= lynette
= puay loo
= izwan kor.

well basically
u can say
i miss a lot of ppl
yeap
haisssssss
y lidat.
haiss
someone just slap me.
not to hard though.
i'll slap u bac.

haixxx
sad sad sad
depressed depressed
haiss
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
depressed
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
haixxxxx
:'(
feel like crying again.

haisss
siannn
every monday always like dis le
anyways
just now
in school
ain was like ermx
missing me?
i dunno
she went up to me n said
she misses me
n didnt noe why is it lidat
i dunno
dun look at me
haisss
dunno
just see lor.
den just now
dat XIAN QIANG HOR
go take my pencil box i didnt even noe
-.-"
den hor
he go take my MARKER THE COVER
den
my marker no ink liao
I WANT U TO REPLACED IT
I DUN CARE ARH
TML
BUY ME NEW ONE
den hor
he hor
haiss
dun wanna say le
just now
i v serious
*clap clap*
becoz hor
hayati toking to me a serious matter mah
i v serious
i go listen
nv laugh lei
good rite
*proud*
hahahahah
elaineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i v cold
lol
rina must be haven come home dats y lidat
wahhahahahahaha
arhhhhhhhhhhh
i v v v v v v v v v v cold
helpppppppp me
haissssssss
cryy
die le die le
hais

deardear helppp me
dardar help me
granddaughter help me
nu er help me
everyone help me
:'(
sad sad
someone said smthing
den i remembered
haissssss
sian sian sian

today
de si cockroach hor
wake me up again
-.-"
10+ he call me
-.-"
so many miss calls
wah lao
at last wake me up -.-"
ok lah
win lor.
-.-
den hor
ermx
i ytd pangsei him
whahahahahha
again
lol
slpy mah
den slp
waahahhahaha
=D
hu ask u duwan call earlier
den i wont slp le
tui mah?
hahahas
ermx
just now teach elainee maths
hahahahs
i can be tutor le
wahahhahahha
=D
haisss
i wan money money
haisss
not enuf money
ccryy
haisss
nvm
tml
si cockroach will watch out deee
u die le
dun u dare kacau hayati
if not u die even more.
tonite got con anot ar?
reply ASAP

and and
i lurveee everybody
to joanne => welcome.. hahahahs.... if wan songs i can help u find
to dear => welcome.. be glad to help u in maths
to elaine => welcome.. if got maths prob ask me if i noe i help u =P
to rina => everytime go out with horoscope de whahahahah no offence =P
to everyone => must remember hu i am if i not here anymore :(

-aishah-
OUT

today ar
ermx
ur see da time
SOMEONE hor
wake me up
-.-"
becoz i ermx
pangseh him last night
-.-"
wah
me no purposely de
hahahs
me ytd slp at 10+ going 11 lidat
wahhahahaha
tired ma
paiseh paiseh
ermx
den
dunno y lei
today wont be doing anything i tink
haiss
soooo tired
ermx yeah elainneee change her blog add
so remember to relink her peeps~
"www.aishiteru-dreamx.blogspot.com"
i miss my dear
i miss elainee
i miss rinana
i miss hayati
i miss jasmine
i miss zhien
i miss yaya
i miss ain
i miss ahji
i miss michelle
i miss linda
i miss celest
i miss cheryl
i miss jacqeuline
i miss dawn
i miss sylvia lao po
i miss fang qing
i miss triya
i miss jiaxin
i miss huili
i miss A LOT A LOT A LOT OF PEEPS
wth
haiss
although same class
de feeling aint dere
haisss
satupid
i wanna die arh
nvms
watever

well somemore:
menyayangi seseorang memakan masa
menyintai seseorang tidak kenal rupa
memiliki seseorang tidak disangka
bila sudah memilikinya
takut pula dikecewa

well u might tink this is ok with me
but did u noe
everytime u send me those msg
how sad n guilty i will feel.
do u noe tat??!!
well
watever
u wouldnt even be reading my blog
so wats the point of me saying
rite?

somemore:
cinta tidak akan mati
ia hanya boleh pudar
tapi akan tetap kekal di hati
cinta kepada Allah sudah tentu kekal
kecuali manusia itu sendiri yg menafikannya

hidup ini penuh dengan DUGAAN
dengan itu,
hidup mesti berani terima KENYATAAN

kasih sayang tidak dapat dibeli dengan wang ringgit
malahan ia boleh kita dapati
jika seseorang yang kita harapkan itu mammpu
memberi kita kasih sayang yang secukupnya(",)

ok
i tink tats all
haisss
nvm
we'll see how it goes

i wanna go poly
but teachers want us to go jc
well i noe we hav a choice
ermx
i wanna take A levels?
ermx
i dunno
i noe its important
but but
haisss
somethings holding me back
so haisss
nvm
forget abt it

i wanna slp~~~~~~~
si cockroach wake me up
hmp!!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i so long nv update le ar?
whahahahahhahaha
=P
ok ok
i tell ur all the details
ok
start from monday
Monday 28th march 2005
today lei
someone bday
hahahhs
ok its CHANGSHENG
happy bday to you
you are born in the zoo
with the monkeys n giraffes~
happy bday to you
lol
nice mah?
whahahahahahha
ok get on
ermx
den
got a-maths test lei
wah
i tink its ok
haix
one qn wrong
:'(
stupid lor
haixx
watever la
haixx
den hor
the si cockroach
dun wan say le
=X

Tuesday 29th march 2005
today
ermx
basically nth lor
lesson lesson lesson
just sux lah
haixx
but just get on with it

Wednesday 30th march 2005
today after sch jiu got choir ma
den
ermx
dey announce
got rain AGAIN
y every wed got rain one
luckily not tat heavy
den
ermx
miss ng let us early
den
ermx
we stay in sch a while
den go home
hahahahs
ermx
ok lor
v v tired

Thursday 31st march 2005
today ermx
i dunno wat to say
just one word
"boring"

Friday 1st april 2005
weeeeeeeeee
today april fools day
but
ppl fool me rather than i fool them
-.-"
so many ppl scare me lor
wah lao
hmp!
nvm
i too gullible liao
whahahahah
see my eng so goood
lol
den today jiu got assembly de ma
den
dey show us ermx
de dunno wat results
i got a 2 for malay
watever
at least i passed
rite.
den
ermx
our recess
was extended by 10 minutes only!!!!!!!!
wth.
watever i ate
erm
at least i'm ok
den
after tat
got maths test
it is easy i can say
just scared of tat one qn
watever
nvm
ermx
haixx
stomach pain pain pain
haixxx
ok
MY FUCKING COM IS NOW OK LE
FINNALY
hahas
ermx
ok
den after sch
went to westmall a while
ermx
library lei
so guai
*wink wink*
den
went to hayati's house
weeeeeeeee
eh no
ARHHHHHHHHHH
watch the grudge
so scary
maybe some parts i cover my face
=X
lol
den
watched harry potter
hahhas
n the prisoner of azkabam
ermx
nice lah de story can say
yup
ermx
guess wat time i went home?
6+
-.-
hahhahs
sooooo late
lucky nv get scolded
hahahahs

ok i'm sorry if these few days nv blog
erm
com broke down
so sorry aiights
hahahhas

n si cockroach you watch out.
dear dear sooo baddie scare me
elaineee also so baddie scare me TWICE SOMEMORE
rina also go n say got bug EEEEEEEEE
this michelle also
hmp!!!
nvm
i will get my revenge
MUAHHAHAHAHAHHA
at least hayati didnt do anything to me today
ahahhahs
i trick her instead!
weeeeeeee
i got mungkin nanti as ringtone alr!!
weeeeeee
ahhahahs
i wan the rumours!!!
lol
ermx
this si izwan also
beat me
hmp!!!
nvm nvm
ur watch out
i will revenge de
hmp!!!
=P