haixx... today arh?? i wake up early sia.... SIAO RITE........... yeah i noe.... guess wat time i woke up???? 8.45 am... like wth.. so early.... just to buy my sch stuff -_-" hahahahahhahahah the shoes i dun like.. tml buying.. hahahahahha...... bag on saturday buying :):) its just so great.. hahahhhahha.... last minute.. haix... wat to do... so many ppl got into hospital.. :'( my grandpa.. my grandma.. haix... how i wish i was the one at the hospital.. not them... how i wish i could take tat pain away from them so they wont suffer..... i'd do anything for them..... believe me.. just one thing i ask form them: dun leave me so soon. i nedd ya all to guide me.. pliz dont.. tats wat i hope for from them.. tats my new year resolution i guess.... YA ALLAH, sembuhkan lah penyakit atuk dan nenek ku... harap2 mereka akan sembuh dan dapat bersenyum dan ketawa semacam selalu... AMIN.... for those of u hu dun understand, its ok... tat was a prayer... for my ahma n ahgong.. i wish them to get better n good health... so they can be like always... smiling n laughing.....just one more day to new year 2005... oh just how i hate doing this... y??? y??? i keep asking myself y??? well, we should just accept it rite? rather than sulk at it... haix.. wat to do? i dun even noe.. i'm lost in this stupid rainforest.. n not even one person can do anything abt it.. believe it or not... well, tats all? i guess... for now tat is..