first of all.. me wanna wish all the muslims a SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI... forgive me for all my wrongs... n hope ya all enjoy today...

kk first of all... i'm glad n happy tat at least i made some good frens... in my class of course.. glad to see them tag at me board... n glad tat its not bad being the only malay after all....yeap.. i tink i got over it alr.. i tink lah... all the best to me..

there's 2 freaking class tests on monday...like wth... stuuppid.. i hate tests.. at least physics n bio there wont be any tests... TATS good....then actually chem also dun need.. but thie chem KPO one... want to hav class tests.. its not as if it will be included in the CA marks.. SO EXTRA.. wahahahahahahahaah... nvm lah.. must do my best.. i den dun wan go the remedial class arh.. history also.. i'd rather study on my own :)

wat m i gonna buy for him??? i dun even noe:( waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttt... i tink i noe wat to buy le.. but i aint gonna tell anyone.. hahhahahahha.. its a secret... sssssshhhhhhhhhhh... hahahahahhahahah.... just wait n see bah...

anyways today first house is of course my grandma's house... its so peaceful without my grandpa :'( its ok... looking at his pics.. bring back memories.. i remembered tat i used to help him.... he was so kind to me.. he doesnt even scold me.. even if he did its for my own good :( well, its ok.... i hav to live on.. just now went to the cemetary(however u spell tat)... went to see a lot of ppl.. first of all is my arwah atuk..(my late grandfather).... next is my grandma's neighbour the late grandfather.... den if i'm not wrong is my uncle :( .... den last one is my aunt :'( ... i miss them lotttttttsssssssssssss.... but well, life has to go on.. haixxx... cant stop thinking abt it... :(

the chinese new year decorations.. i see 3e2 n 3e3... the deco until so nice... i see my class.. haix.. dun say lah.. its like there's only one damn pathetic window... wat the heck sia... i want my window!!!!!!!! i demand a window!!!!! pliz.. c'mon... need it for me to live.. for ventilation watsoever is tat..... waahahahha... the sch is like so damn pathetic... y only one small window ya tell me..???? y??????????????????????? i want my window.. i dun care!!!!! whether my class win anot.. it doesnt matter i tell u... so wat if other classes win? its NONE of my business..... like we cum to sch to study.. not to deco class until like tat.. to me its like a waste of time.. no offence lah.. but tats my point of view...

i read joanne's blog.. well felt sorry for her.. but yeah life has to go on.. i felt like tat b4... *ahem ahem* maybe some of ur dun noe.. but some of ur noe... i hav felt like tat b4.. but wat to do? should let him go sooner or later.... yeap.. however painful it is... just let go.. so ya can be free.. yup... n concentrate on studies.. like wat MISS CHEW said.... this year not a resting year.. ok like watever lah.. i wanna rest now.. so tiiiiiiiiiireeeeeed... chat with ur later.... (",)