wah lao
dat dentist hor
ok lah
he quite friendly
BUT DEN
HE GO MAKE MY TEETH
SOOO PAINFUL ARH
wth.
make until bleed so much
ARHHHHHHHH
stupid
didnt want to swallow it
LIKE DUH
n wanted to throw it out as soon as possible.
arhhhhh
at least its better
wat sia.
arhhhhhhhhh
i hate de dentist
fear of going dere alr

AND
MY F*CKING COM
MY IDIOTIC COM
SON OF A BI*CH
ARHHHHHHHH
STUPID
SATUPID
SATU-PPID
ARHHHHHHHHHH
WTF
WTF
WTF
WTF
STUPID VIRUS LAH
HAV TO REFORMAT DE THING
ARHHHHHHHHH
STUPID
WAT THE HELL
-WATEVER-

she tinks i dunno she's avoiding
i do OK
i do.
dun tink i'm stupid
i'm not like u
u cheat
u lie
u steal
so wat.
do i look as if i care????
come'on
i'm not a one year old kid.
stupid.
u rather believe him den me?
c'mon
he's JUST ur bf
no big deal
but me
me
me
i'm ur fren
since we knew each other
u knew me better den u knew him
wat should believe him?
just becoz he says i love you
n u fall into his spell?
CMON LAH
DATS PLAIN STUPIDITY
so wat if u lose him
u will lose ur bf one day.
but friendship is much more better den relationship
cmon la'
THINK
u dun need me to teach wat.
correct anot?
alamak.
FINE
u wanna believe him
BELIEVE HIM ALL YOU WANT
if he dumped you
dun come back crying to me
n pleading u want me back
cos u just threw dis friendship away
i didnt force ya
ya did it urself..
dere's nth i could do abt it
u should noe me rite from de beginning
yeap ya should.
so
ur own actions.
u take de consequences.
so
you just break this frenship we had
for like
a few years alr.
so wat can i do
u rather believe him rite.
believe den
i hav done nth wrong
so its not my fault.
CMON LAH
tink abt it.
ok
watever.
just.
just leave me alone.

one nice quote my dear sent me:
~`' If U hiDe, I'Ll SeEk YOU
~`' If u R LOSt, I'Ll SearCh FEr YOu
~`' If U lEaVE, i'LL waIt FEr YOU
~`' If DaYS taKE u AwAy Frm ME, i'LL MIss YOu
~`' IF YOu FoRget ME, i"ll KIlL YOU >=D

kinda nice.
hahs
except the last part
lol
but really nice.
just like my bf
hahhahhs
but i no bf arh
get tat.
LOL

well
he keeps sending me goodnite messages.
someone tell me
wat am i suppose to do?
haixx.
he alr knew it.
he should noe it.
den
y does he keep doing it?
haix.
i just wanna get on with a normal life.
haix
how?
i alr told him to stop
he didnt
so wat can i do?
i cant stop him from er...
ur shouldn't know abt this.
so
i shouldnt say it
=X
sorrys.

ahji ytd nv come
hope she get well soon
hahs
=D
hope all my frens stay happy always
best wishes from me~

eh
y nobody answer my riddle one
-_-"
:(
hmp~~
nvms
i just tell the ans
qn: where do vampires keep their blood?
ans: in the blood bank..
hahahahhahhs
get it?
blood-bank
hahahahahhh
nvm
i'm the only one laughing
-_-"
nvms

ohyeah
me here to say regret again
haix~
look at all my other frens in e2 e3 e4
all get good grades
yeah
mostly
i didnt
den will think
did i choose de rite class?
someone tell me
in 3e1 so stressful
haix.
dat time
miss chew as us to write an entry
"my reflection on term 1"
i tink i write ok
ur wanna seE?
ok i type
My rEflection on term 1
my reflection on term 1 is that i would like to achieve better results now that i knew i had done badly for my common tests. GEtting back the common test results were the worst moment of my life. i knew i did not do very well, so i expected to get average grades. Upon seeing my papers, i was relieved as i had passed all my papers, but i was disappointed as i knew i could do better than tat. looking back on term 1, i realised how playful i was. all these could be seen by my results. i still remembered how upset i was when i knew i was the only malay going to be in 3e1. i was devastated that i got separated from my friends. then i reslised, there was nothing i could do about it. i just had to live my life as per normal like everyone else. i learnt tat there are ups n downs in life, we just have to learn to live with it, enjoying each day to the fullest.
i would like to achieve even better results from next term onwards, and i would not break down about unnecessary things in the future. i also hoped tat i would not get distracted in class and MAY MY GRANDFATER WATCH OVER ME IN MY STUDIES AND AT HOME. i also hope i could relieve stress every now and then.

how boring rite?
my spontaneous writing is always like dat
so lame n so boring
n this is wat miss chew replied to me:
you need to manage stress better
- learn to relaxx after completing your homework
- reward yourself with a little treat for eg. chocolates after u hav done well for a test etc.
- talk about your problems

well
it was ok
i tink will heed her advice
yup
might as well
haix
sian
keep thinking abt other things
will get sad over again

should i wait
or let go?
haix
i dunno
maybe i should let go
but keep thinking abt it.
but wouldnt come back would he
so might as well forget abt it
haixxx
ok
i tink
until here bah
till next time
hope everyone had a wonderful holiday so far
WHICH I DIDNT
HAHAHS
well
ok
gotta go do ma hmwks now
damn
hahs.
muackkkzz to all
:P:P