haixxx
sad sad sad
just read jianshen blog
like want to cry nia
i mean
like almost wat he say
like sometimes do happen to me de
i mean like
its not our mistakes
yet we get blame
i mean
like wats the point?
even if we were not the ones hu did it
ppl will still tink we did it.
cos tats just how life is
there are ups n downs in life
we just hav to take things easy.
hu noes.
since there's bad luck,
sooner or later
it'll go away.
n good things will come
tats life.

tat time
i got results
i knew i was the only malay
i cried for how many days
n i was devastated
truly truly upset
i ask myself
"y me"
i keep asking myself
i even made a big fuss out of it
by shouting so loud
in front of tat office
so many ppl were looking
but wat do i carE?
sometimes i wonder
why does it hav to happen to me?
y me n not him or her or him or her?
y me out of so many ppl
i tink god is playing a cruel joke on me
i mean like
haixxx.
dun even wanna tink abt it

why did i go to 3e1?????
all i can say
i regretted going here
i mean it.
y didnt i choose 3e2 instead??
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
this word will often appear in my mind
all the time.
it will nv end.

sometimes
when things go wrong
i wonder
why do things have to be this way?
why?
why?
i dun like it.
haix.
but we cant get everything our way.
its all in the hands of god

i learnt appreciating others is important
we hav to learn to appreciate other
even if we do not like tat person
we should learn to.
although he/she has bad points
there may be good points abt he/she too
its true
we just hav to learn to understand
and appreciate dem

jianshen..
dun sad le
things do happen for a reason
yup.
well
things are gonna look up
pretty soon
so dun worry arh.
we sure will make it de!
all the best!
all the way 3e1!
jiayou.
=)